the keza journal

keza

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i thought id make a journal...ive tried countless times to start one on paper and it has never worked so i decided, seeing as i spend so much time on here..i may aswell start one here...see if it works

well im on it till i go to school where my teacher has banned it...i mean how sad can u get...!!!! she's....grrr lets just not get started on her...!

well yeah, my mum and stepdad are out and im bored as 2 half eaten carrots basically, i think they bought me stuff cuz theyre guilty about leaving the wonderful me to look after the 7yr old pain that is known as a smaller brother...no one is on msn...and i dont feel like phoning people, and i dont really fancy going in and watching basil the great mouse detective on the tv..so yeah...BOREDOM!!!!

I'LL JUST STAY HERE, LISTENING TO LP AND TYPING TO...WELL MYSELF REALLY CUZ NO ONE CAN READ THIS YET CUZ IT HASNT BEEN POSTED!! LOL

well...i may come back later when my life gets more interesting...hee hee

 

uwantme2b

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Allow me to be the first to reply your journal :D

Ah you have a younger brother? I have an OLDER brother... both varities are annoying :p

Have fun listening to LP, which of course you will!

 

keza

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yay..a person replied...i feel loved..hahaha

and yes i will have loads of fun

i have an older step bro..dont know him that well...prefere neither...both annoying !!!

lol

 

keza

New member
lol...my mum and s-dad wanna have another child...a girl preferably...gonna be weird if theirs another baby in the house..im gonna have to be sisterly again..like changing nappies and all that...nice :p

OH MY *** THE WIND BLEW OPEN MY FRONT DOOR...i thought someone had come in...its really scary being in the house on ur own sometimes!!!!! brrr...weird...

 

keza

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woo, slept in today, have a feeling todays gonna be ok, hopefully, all i can hear outside are little people (my brother and people) fighting over robots...ahh little kids fights are so much less complicated!!!

anyway, just wanted to add some to my journal, my mum came in at nine last nite, after going out at 7

i was kinda angry and felt abd about being angry...shed bought me LOADS of dvds, but she doesnt get that its her i want and not pressies...anyway, shses ok now and were going to the cinema, so i should prob go and get ready..lol

 

keza

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lol, dw not going to do the disappearing thing again, i just dont have as much time to be here because of the work, my prelims (exams) are soon so i really need to study...been learning...tis really boring

>.<

thanks for coming by lol>.<

<3 u all

my update is boring so i wont bother, lets just say my days have been full of annoying boys, work and friends being angry at eachother..woot *cough cough*

 

keza

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im on my own again, not really that much to do, so again it takes me hee...lpf...!

lol

im actually now obsessed with breaking the habit~lp, dunno why that suddenly happened??? lol

found out my dad is going away somewhere, and through the lawyers we can get in touch with him, when i was told that though a felt nothing, a couple of months ago i would have jumped at the chance to talk to him

but after 2 yrs of being totally ignored, i think i'll leave it, i like my life how it is, and i have desire for him to be part of that, he doesnt deserve it

i havent cut myself in ages!! im really happy

but the scars are there and im scared that my mum will see and shout at me..so im covering them up at every oppurtunity....

never want to do it again..the noise still stays wit me, the noise of the razor i mean...

stayed in the WHOLE day today, and had the biggest lunch, chicken and baked veg...yummy, felling slightly what a beached whale must...but yeah, it'll pass...lol

anyway, i have babbled enough....

 

Heart_LP

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everybody Keza is online!

young lady, where have you been? *snaps fingers*

edit:,,,...oops lol

aaah guys can be annoying sometime *nods*

good luck on your exams hon

<3

take care

*hugs and smooches*

 
Heh, I like BTH! ^__^ Its such an awesome song.

Hehe I'm happy you haven't cut yourself in ages! ^___^ I don't really like when people cut, I think its sad.

lol Your lunch sounded yummylicious!!! ^.^ I had...Pancakes! :D

 

keza

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oh yey you noticed i was here *jumps on sammi* *****

haha snaps fingers...o0o0o0oo0o u didnt>.<

and thank you i'll really need it, starting to worry about them, not worried enough to go do more studying but meh...whatcha gonna do^^

*huggkes and kisses for sammi* <3 u

 

keza

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hi my peoples thanks for stopping by and writing!!

well all is good with my stomach now..lol

had to give my brother food...and now there is no food left for me..hahahaha

so no eating for me tonight...oh well

hahahaha

well im cold as usual, and really have nothing to say cause im a boring sod,all ive dont is tlk to people on msn, which has whiled the hrs of my day away..lol

well i am going to love u and leave u, for i am going to the toilet now..guess u prob didnt want to know that, but i need a pee..hahahaha..im joking.. :D :D

 

Heart_LP

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oh yey you noticed i was here *jumps on sammi* lmfaohaha snaps fingers...o0o0o0oo0o u didnt>.<

and thank you i'll really need it, starting to worry about them, not worried enough to go do more studying but meh...whatcha gonna do^^

*huggkes and kisses for sammi* <3 u
when they come for you, bad boys bad boys XD

I had to say that lol

ofcourse I did! :D

you cant hide from mama honey :p

*hugs and smooches*

 

keza

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shaun~FOR ONCE!!! im always on, its becoming unhealthy actually hahahaha <3 thanks for coming by!!

sammi~aww ur so cute lmso^^

mama...omg *pinches ur cheeks* <3 u sweetie pie

*huggles and kisses*

 

Heart_LP

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*****, you're the cute one! XD

anyways, I 'm trying to record myself s I was supposed to but I seriuosly dont have anything to talk about...I recorded it and then I started talking abotu spanish and french for some weird reason o_O I dont even remember why I was supopsed to do this XD

so just li,e...it would be great if you just like had like a suggestion or like something..like that..yeaaa :p

preety pweaze ^^

*hugs and smooches*

ttyl hon

 

keza

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lmao' date=' I do that all the time... Its like.. I have to go pee-- oh look! SHINEY NICKLE! then it starts all over again[/quote']
ahahahaha, thats funny!!!!

lmao...hahahaha

*wipes tear off eye..*

**** it i still havent gone, oh well my badder can burst..

mwhahahaha, that'll teach it for being full

man my couple of hrs a sleep really isnt enough, im such a weirdo...lol :D

**** just relaised i havent dont the washing up from breafast...like 14 hrs ago...whoops!!!!
 

keza

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lol shaun

sammi~aww noo u r haha (this could go on for a long time^^)

u were supposed to do it cuz we were tlking about accents and then ermm i said do a scottish one...i think 0_o

lol cant really remember^^

aww i dunno...hmmm what are you really good at babling about

do a fribby and talk about anything and everything^^ that was cute lol

<3<3

*huggles u*

 

Heart_LP

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lmao yep, that can defintly go one for ages :p

oooh yeaaaaaa! well, I'll try lol everyone will be like "*hears birds chirping* + o_O + wtf?"

lmao you mean like pretend to be Fri? XD

<3 ya loads =*

 

keza

New member
lol

it tis it tis

v. time consuming also

lot of fun

dum de dum...well i guess i should journal write now, talked to my mate, v. depressing talking bout her love life, or lack of, she seems to think im weird because i dont want to go out with anyone at the moment..lol, im not totally weird im just different

shes always maing fun of me aswell, because i listen to linkin park and not her type of music!!!!

annoys me

sooooo much!!!

ad my dog licked me in the mouth i cant say how grossed out i am!!!

 

keza

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haha yeah you could do like an 'over do' thingy of fris u know when comic sketches do them...idk how to explain it, you know when comics get a film eg harry potter and do them again

yeah im not making sense^^

*leaves* hahaha

<3 u sweeeeeeeeeeeeetie

 

twilightcrimson7

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ugh.... that sounds uber annoying....

I'm not really looking for a love life either. I don't think its weird. and she shouldn't make fun of you! >=O jeez, what kind of friends do you have? :p

 

Heart_LP

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lol ok!! here it goes :-

*cough**talks lill snobby*

hellloooo, I'm Fribby. I come from the land of Ice and Vikings. *drinks tea*

rofl, dude no! that's like so not him..aww poor Fri. this is gonna be fun XD

lmao but I'm defintely gonna try XD

thanx for the idea ^^

icecream cone love!! :D

 
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