The Ways (for My Chemical Romance fans)

misspiggy

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more later!!!

I told mom later that night. She didn’t ground me, which was weird but we did talk. She told to follow my heart. That got me to think, but I was interrupted by Gerard when he knocked on my bedroom window. I let him in. He kissed me on the cheek. We sat down on my bed. I was sitting next to him. He warped his arm around my waist.

“Hotoru, you are very brave. You have a fiery temper, but you are very sweet and loving. That’s why I love you.”

I looked at him; he was smiling like a lovesick puppy.

“Don’t look at me that way.”

“Why, you’re obviously mine.”

“The Corridor by La Ley. I love that song. Do you know La Ley?”

“Yeah I do. A friend of my mine introduced me to them. I know they sing in Spanish but I like them.”

“I like them too. What’s your favorite song?”

“Fuera de Mì.”

“I like that song.”

He began to sing the words sweetly into my ear in a barley audible whisper. I started to sing along with him. I felt good, but alone. My boyfriend was with me and we were having a good time, but I felt I needed someone else there with me or us. He felt him kiss me on my forehead. His sweet kiss. I felt loved but lonely but I couldn’t tell him yet. I nuzzled my head into his shoulder and fell asleep.

I woke up the next morning with my breakfast on my nightstand. I knew Sirus had put it there since it looked badly brunt. I walked downstairs and saw Daniel and Sirus making out behind the kitchen counter. I stood there for a moment. I inhaled deeply.

“NO PDA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” I screamed loudly. The both of them jumped.

“Hotoru!!!!!!!!”

“What? You have a room.”

A smile spread across Sirus’s face and they both ran upstairs. I pulled out some bread and dropped in the toaster. I sat down at the table and waited for my toast; when I heard a knock at the door. I knew Sirus was busy so I answered it. It was Mikey.

“Mikey? What are you doing here?”

“I skipped school; I thought you might need someone to hang out with.”

“Oh I’m fine Sirus is here.”

“I know it’s just that from the view of Gee’s room he’s a little busy.”

“Oh yeah, um… come in and sit down, I’ll go change.”

dun dun dun dun!!!!!!!

 

misspiggy

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for the readers!!!

I went upstairs and changed quickly. Mikey was downstairs in the kitchen eating my toast. I came down quickly and caught him in the act.

“Mikey? Did you just eat my breakfast?”

“Oh um…I’m sorry.”

“No it’s cool we’ll just stop by someplace and get some breakfast.”

I left a quick note for Sirus on the counter and we walked out onto the street.

“So what do you wanna do?” Mikey asked me when we rounded the corner.

“I want breakfast, so do you want to go to the diner?”

“How are we gonna get there?”

“We can walk, it’s not that far.”

“Oh okay.”

We both started towards the diner. Mikey held his arm and I took it. I was practically in heaven, but it was filled with guilt: but I never removed my arm from his. We’re just friends. Right?

After breakfast we went to the mall across the street; trying not to get hit by some booshy car. Inside we walked around arm in arm; I was actually letting myself enjoy it. After two store visits we were getting cozy. I could feel the intensity. Our chemistry could make any scientist blush. My arm dropped imperceptibly and I could feel Mikey’s follow suit. Our fingers laced together and the heat in our palms caused us both to blush. I looked away. I could feel my ears turning red. He let go.

“Sorry.”

“No, no I should be sorry.”

“Actually we both should be sorry.”

He made me laugh. A huge smile cracked in his face.

“Listen Mikey I know our situation is not the best, but I do want to let you know that everyday I think about you at least once and that I want to be with you I just don’t want to hurt Gerard. I mean he knows we have feelings for each other and I can see that sometimes when all three of us are together that mean and you are just so…”

“Good for each other.”

“Yeah.”

Mikey grabbed both of my hands and took them in his. I stood transfixed staring into his hazel eyes, his pale skin and soft facial expressions were just enough to steal me away to wherever I needed to go. Mikey was breathing heavily.

“Toru, I love you. When I first met you the day before the first day of school, I thought this girl is cool. Then on the first day of school we connected, but Gerard stole you away from me and it eats at me everyday because I knew it was gonna happen.”

He pulled me in closer wrapping his arms around my waist. He rested his forehead on mine and closed his eyes.

“But if we can’t work this out now I don’t think we can ever be together, that’s why I have to do this.”

I knew it was gonna happen and as I predicted; I felt his lips and heat come closer. I was tired of playing and I knew I was supposed to be with him so I didn’t fight him off. I couldn’t, it was just too…right. He pulled away and stared deeply into my chocolate eyes. I looked down; I couldn’t face to look him in the eye.

“Mikey?”

He grunted a little.

“I love you too, but I’m willing to take a chance. Someday it will work out all I ask is for a little bit of time and patience.”

He was quiet.

“Fine, but do know I won’t wait forever.”

“I know, I won’t make you wait that long.”

dun dun duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

Numb_Girl25

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Nice ending!I want to know what will happen between the 2 of them :D

Ya, I really liked ur story!! Ur a super good writer. U should do it for a living one day. That would be sooo cool! :thumbsup: R u thinking bout writing more????

 

misspiggy

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WARNING!!! this update contains serious issues...please read on to find out.

He gave me one last kiss and we walked out of the mall.

Later that night Gerard was over and the guilt was eating at me apparently Mikey didn’t tell him. He didn’t know anything, but I couldn’t keep him ignorant for long.

“Gerard, I have something to tell you.”

“Yes dear?”

The tone of his voice made my ears perk; it was obvious.

“You know don’t you?”

“Yeah I do Mikey told as soon as I came through the door.”

“Listen Gee I’m sorry you know I wouldn’t do it purposely…”

His facial expression made me stop dead in my sentence. I could see his eyes watering. Tears were burning in my eyes hoping to join his.

“Listen I’m truly sorry, we went to far I know but…”

“Hotoru stop, I know you feel really bad, but even though I know I should be screaming my head off I don’t want to lose you and I’m willing to talk about this and at least try to work things out between us.”

I was quiet. He was upset but still understanding at the same time. I was confused.

“You’re not mad?”

“No, I just want you.”

My heart sank when he spoke. I didn’t deserve to have him after what happened, but still he wanted to be with me. But Mikey wants to be with me. I don’t want to hurt Gerard, but I’m not sure if I want to continue what I have with him.

Can this get any worse?



Gerard was on my bed staring at me. I was on the other side of the room. He stood up and came to my side. He hugged me deeply and looked into my eyes. I looked away. I couldn’t stand looking into the eyes I had just hurt. He kissed me on my forehead and then without another word he left.

Those days I spent on suspension were filled with tears. I refused to leave my room and only Sirus consoled me because he was the only one I would let in. I felt my life was over. I didn’t deserve to be forgiven. I didn’t deserve to live. I pulled myself out of bed and dried my tears. I walked into the bathroom and took a good hard look at myself. I looked horrible. I opened up the medicine cabinet and looked for Sirus’s sleeping pills. I found them; slowly I set them on the counter and began to think.




How many would it take to kill me?



The pills were so pretty in my hand; light pink death tolls they were. There were seven of them, no nine, no now ten. That should do it. I stared at the pink little pills; my decision was made. Tomorrow I would be dead and people wouldn’t have to worry about me anymore. All together I shoved them in my mouth and forced them down. It only took two minutes for me to find my self on the cold floor of the bathroom; then I felt my world go dark.




Hotoru….come back we need you here…


Don’t let go….




I opened my eyes and saw nothing but whiteness. I heard a snoring next to me. I looked over and there was Mikey in a chair asleep. I looked to my other side where I felt weight on my arm. There was Gerard sleeping soundly. Sirus came in with a bag in his hands. He stopped when he saw that I was awake.

“What happened?” I asked quietly trying not to wake Gee and Mikey.

“You filled yourself with pills and I saved you.”

“Thanks.”

I felt tears sting my eyes. I didn’t bother and let them free. Sirus grabbed me and hugged me. Gerard woke up.

so emotional!!!

 

misspiggy

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here is the update and like oh em gee you guys this my 500th post!!!!!!!

There were circles under his eyes.

“Hotoru, babe, are you okay?”

“Yeah I’m fine.”

He brushed the hair out of my face. The tears were falling faster. He smiled. He kissed me deeply.

“I’m sorry.”

“Sorry for what?”

“For trying to solve my problems with pills.”

“Hotoru, I’m just happy you’re alive.”

Mikey snorted a little and turned in his chair. We both giggled a little. I could see a devious glint in Gerard’s eye.

“Gerard, no let him sleep.”

Gerard wouldn’t listen to me. He stood up and walked over to Mikey; who was still sleeping but now talking in his sleep. Mikey was mumbling something. Gerard sat next to him.

“Mikey.” Gerard whispered in his ear.

“Huh?”

“I want to seduce you.”

“Okay.”

Gerard snickered.

“Hey, just make sure people don’t find out.”

Gerard burst out laughing when Mikey said that and Mikey’s eyes snapped open. He looked around and saw Gerard in the chair next to him dying of laughter. I couldn’t help but giggle.

“Gerard!!! Toru Gerard was making fun of me!!!”

“Awee… Mikey come here let mama mend you.”

He was pouting. Gerard was still laughing. I held out my arms and Mikey came and sat on the hospital bed with me. Gerard started to wheeze.

“Okay Gerard, sweetie it wasn’t that funny.”

He stopped and his smile faded.

“Meanie.”

“Oh I’m sorry snukums, come here next to me.”

Gerard sat on my other side and that’s when I noticed Sirus had left the bag in my room. I reached over and grabbed it and held it in my hand. I didn’t want to open it. Gerard snatched it out of my hand.

“Ohh, what do we have here? Godiva chocolate and a…card!” he said pulling out the contents in the bag. It was from Sirus; he knew chocolate was my comfort food. Gerard was reading the card.

“It’s from Frank and Gabby.”

“It’s not from Sirus?”

“His name isn’t on the card.”

I was boggled. I never told Frank or Gabby that chocolate was my comfort food. I wasn’t paying attention to Gerard or else I would’ve noticed him eating my chocolate truffle, Mikey had one in his hand too.

“Hey those are mine.”

Gerard handed them to me and I picked out my favorite; the raspberry truffle, which Mikey already ate one

hehe yes my 500th post!!!!!!

 

misspiggy

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hey you guys i was thinking of starting a thread on the Lost Riddle (refer to pg. 2) cuz im getting pretty good ideas on it so um if you guys can like read and tell me what you think. :thumbsup: :D
 

4everLP_Shinoda

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Yay!!I <3 the chapter,I have always loved your story to be honest :D ,and yeah I´d like to read your other story which I bet is gonna be awesome;).
 

misspiggy

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okay well im gonna have to stop this...sorry but i have so much going on so im gonna slow down just a little bit. ill probably post every two weeks...but not to fear i have a few Harry Potter fanfics comin and ill post them to keep you entertained and then switch off and you can get a little of this okay! :thumbsup:
 

misspiggy

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a post!!!

I was released later that night and my suspension was off so I had missed a day of school not in relation to my suspension. I woke up and went to school not aware that word had spread a little quicker then I thought it would. I walked into school; all eyes were on me. People whispered as I walked by. I didn’t care; I was tired of the drama. I saw Gerard’s fan club snickering when I walked by them. Gerard and Frank were standing in front of my locker. Well Gerard was standing; Frankie was in a headlock. Gerard was giving him a noogie.

“Gerard Arthur Way!!! I swear to the Almighty if you do not let that child go I will put my foot so far up yo’ behin’ you will be wishin’ you was in that there headlock!!!!!”

Gerard let go of Frank immediately.

“Yes ma’am.”

“Ha, Hotoru had to go ghetto on yo’ *** *****!”

“Boy, I otta smack you so hard upside yo’ head your eyeballs will go all cockeyed!!”

Frank laughed at my impression of a ghetto woman who was threatening to beat her kids. Gerard was confused.

“Okay what happened here?”

“I just threatened you guys with ghettoism.”

“Oh.”

Gerard still looked confused. Frank was still laughing but this time on the ground. Mikey came running up to us. He stopped right in front of me with a look of urgency.

“Toru!!! The swim team lineup has just been posted!!!!!!!!”

I didn’t need anymore screaming. I started out in a full sprint. I pushed through groups of people; I could feel Mikey jumping over people by the thumping that was vibrating against my feet. I turned the corner and headed straight to where coach always posted the list. The people around looked either frightened or confused but I didn’t care somehow this became a race between me and Mikey and I had to get there before him. I pumped my legs harder, jumped over a couple of people and finally saw the door with glorious heaven. My legs were pounding hard against the floor. With one last push I sent myself speeding right in front of the door. I stopped out of breath and scanning furiously for my name. I finally found it when Mikey accidentally pushed me. I fell to the ground. Mikey was scanning for his name I could tell. I stood up and waited just a little then I pushed him and continued with my search. I finally found my name and I looked at the next column to see if I made any authority positions. I saw that I made Co-Captain. I started to celebrate when then I actually realized I wasn’t the captain.

“Wait? I made Co Captain!!!” I turned around and looked for the Co Captain and that’s when I saw why Mikey was so excited to beat me. He was my co captain and I was his. I helped him up since he was still on the floor. He was wheezing.

“Mikey calm down, why didn’t you tell me we made co captains?”

“Because…I…didn’t…..know….until you said…..co captain…..I just…saw my…..name.”

He was wheezing pretty badly.

hehehe

 
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