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Ryuku

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I love it dear.. This is like a sig-off...

I'm going to ask a few more people & do a rotator.

All I have are sigs from you & Bobby.. That doesn't make a good rotator...

 
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Ryuku

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Ugh..

Well, my parents officially think I'm gay.

They think that something is wrong with me because I want to get a pink gemstone on my class ring.

I hate them.

They're *****.

 
diana

diana

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He he...well, prove them you're not gay, lol... :p

Meh, don't worry about it...they'll get over it... :thumbsup:

 
Greyfoxx

Greyfoxx

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Ugh..Well, my parents officially think I'm gay.

They think that something is wrong with me because I want to get a pink gemstone on my class ring.

I hate them.

They're *****.
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thats parents for ya.....they are dumbass's......

 
crazy robster

crazy robster

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<3 <3 <3 My Joshy don't listen to them, you know what you are and that's the main thing...you don't have to prove anything to anybody, if they can't see what you are it's their problem...*squeeze hugs*
 
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Vash_the_Stampede

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I'm too lazy to make new thread again... For now anyway...

ANYWHO... This is my conversation with Suicide King so far:

(6:32:59 PM) Teh Vashness: Sup ******?(6:33:33 PM) PayablelOnlDeath: Not much. Chillin. Reading this "Kingdom of Fear' by Hunter S. Thompson.

(6:33:43 PM) PayablelOnlDeath: *this book

(6:33:50 PM) Teh Vashness: Good?

(6:33:52 PM) Teh Vashness: Lol

(6:34:21 PM) PayablelOnlDeath: Just started. It's an autobiography of sorts. But I just love HTS's writing style.

(6:34:37 PM) PayablelOnlDeath: Have you seen Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas?

(6:34:58 PM) Teh Vashness: Not yet.. >.o

(6:35:17 PM) PayablelOnlDeath: Blasphemy.

(6:35:29 PM) PayablelOnlDeath: ~{>:}

(6:35:33 PM) PayablelOnlDeath: OH SHI-

(6:35:35 PM) PayablelOnlDeath: Sting ray!

(6:35:45 PM) Teh Vashness: Ahahah
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Vash_the_Stampede

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Update for 9-11-06

Here's my day in brief:

Stress about asking Joyce out.

Asking her out after school, getting a yes.

Going to Oriental Gifts to buy Ramune & Pocky to celebrate.

Getting yelled at by my parentals.

Going to Drivers Ed for 3 hours.

Getting 100+ questions to do by Wensday.

Home.

 
crazy robster

crazy robster

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You asked her out??? At last!!! I'm so happy for you Joshy!!! *hugs* What I don't get is the reason why you got yelled at be your parents... They're never pleased are they? Weird... Anyway, take care and have fun honey, we'll talk again soon! :D
 
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Vash_the_Stampede

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Well,

Some of you know this, most don't, but I need to get this out... It's been killing me all week... ****... I'm losing weight because of it..

Anyway... I have this friend.. His name is Felix, & he's 15.

Last week, he lost his sister.. I don't know how, because I didn't want to ask, ya know? But anyway, he lost his sister, & spent that entire week in Florida with Social Services because his father beats him. He has scars & wounds all over his back because of that *******.

The other day he was in court for some reason, I don't know what exactly, but at that time, his father actually requested adoption papers for him. I had mixed feelings on that.. I mean, on the one hand, it proved how much of a ***** his father is, but on the other, that means Felix won't have to put up with him...

Now my worries are that no one will take him in, and he'll have to move away.. That thought kills me.. He's such a great person... On top of that, some girl in school is blaming him for her going suicidal.. That and he's always in pain or coughing up blood because something is wrong with his ribs... And today, one of his 'friends' came up to him, knowing his ribs were ****** up, & hit him there... He's on the ground coughing up food, & in pain, and that ******* is still doing it. I was about ot break his arm or something... I feel so bad for the kid.. I haven't eaten properly since I met him... I mean, our group in school 'claims' freshmen, and both Jami (He's actually going out with her now), and Shaun 'claimed' him, but the other day, he came up to me, & asked me the best thing anyone's ever asked me... He asked me if he could consider my his older brother... I was speechless...

I can't lose him.

I won't lose him...

I will do anything & everything in my power to protect him...

Papa Roach

Scars

Getting Away With Murder

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut

My weakness is that I care too much

My scars remind me that the past is real

I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down

and I just wanna be alone

I'm ****** cause you came around

Why don't you just go home

Cause you channeled all your pain

and I can't help you fix yourself

You're making me insane

All I can say is

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut

My weakness is that I care too much

Our scars remind us that the past is real

I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once

Against my own advice

I saw you goin' down

But you never realized

That your drowning in the water

So I offered you my hand

Compassion's in my nature

Tonight is our last stand

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut

My weakness is that I care too much

Our scars remind us that the past is real

I tear my heart open just to feel

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down

and I just wanna be alone

You shouldn't ever come around

Why don't you just go home?

Cause your drowning in the water

and I tried to grab your hand

and I left my heart open

but you didn't understand

but you didn't understand

GO. FIX. YOURSELF.

I can't help you fix yourself

But at least I can say I tried

I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

I can't help you fix yourself

But at least I can say I tried

I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut

My weakness is that I care too much

Our scars remind us that the past is real

I tear my heart open just to feel

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut

My weakness is that I care too much

Our scars remind us that the past is real

I tear my heart open just to feel...
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Vash_the_Stampede

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Thanks

Anyway.. Update.

Jami's birthday party was last night.. Amazing time we all had. We raved in her basement for 4 or so hours, then moshed, went out front & raved in the rain... Brook & Don had a rave off. Me & Greg almost killed eachother while listening to B.Y.O.B...

That's all I can remember right now.. There was more but I'm too sore... Lol

 
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