MrsBennington-Delson

sweet pic Sarah! ^_^ you're so pretty

Thursday 01:17pm "Thank you" I said as I paid the taxi. Turning around to a big building I slowly started to realize where I was. Finally, my dream turned into reality. While I was looking around, trying to find the name of the road my heart felt like it's blooming. Is this real? Is this MY life? Well seems so. There you go: Gethsemane Park Lane. The apartment looked exactly like the picture I found on the net. "So let's start this new adventure haha" I said to myself and walked past the front door. I stepped in and stood in a nice looking lobby. Nothing huge but it looked very pretty and comfortable. Carrying my bags upstairs into the... oh no... 3rd floor! Well tired from the flight and long trip I took all my energy left, picked up my bags and started walking up the stairs. 1st floor... 2nd floor... just one more floor! Am I exhausted? I can't think right now I just want to see my new apartment! There I am. The 3rd floor. I looked around to see which room number there is first. Right in front of me there was room number 21. I looked left of the room and saw number 23 and right of it there was room number 19. Where was 22? I’ve been confused. I walked right and didn’t see any room number 22. “Gosh I hate this room number searching so much.” Pulling my bags I was concentrating on finding the number. Interesting how everything else is turned off in my head. No sounds around, no thoughts. Just the number 22 in my eyes. I walked back and there it was. Room 22. I searched for the key in one of my bags which the owner Hugh Laurie left in my new letterbox, like we arranged it. I opened up the door and stepped in. Relived I let my bags down, closed the door and looked around. "Really nice." Suddenly my phone rang which waked me from my "dreaming away". Haha. I wondered who it was so I looked at it. Mh nice, a text message from... I stopped breathing for a second. It was Brad. It's that kind of story connecting him and me that has no end yet and makes me happy all the time. From the first time I met him, I remember it well it was when I was on vacation here in New York, until now I had this feeling about him I can't explain. It just makes me feel complete all over. "Hey sweetheart! Dunno if you arrived yet, I guess so you should have! Let me know when you're in your new appartment. Can't wait to see you again. xoxo Brad" I honestly don't know if he's the reason why I moved here but I think back in my mind he is. I dialed his number and called him up. No time to unpack my bags. No time for taking a brake. No time for anything. Just him. "Jos??" "Hey Brad!" "Hey!! Welcome to Queens! Haha. How are you? How's been your flight?" "Thanks! I'm fine. Oh it’s been good... It was all fine, I'm happy to be here finally! How are you?" "I'm good too thanks. Just came home from work. What are you doing?" "Hmm well nothing... gotta unpack my bags but you know me... too lazy for that right now haha." "Mind if I drop by my sweetness?" "Aww Brand of course I don't! You know the street?" "Yeah sure! I remember it you told me once. Gethsemane Park Lane. Room 22 right?" "Yeah right. Oh and it’s the 3rd floor just so you know haha" "Oh. 3rd floor? I'll have to walk some steps oh hell... ok well I'll be over in a sec ok? See you honey" "Ok see you " My heart melted like ice cream in the sun. Oh he's so sweet. I looked around. An old couch, a table and two chairs. Not much but enough for the start. As soon as I get a job I'll make this apartment just like I've imagined it! All cozy and nice. My mind was flooded by thoughts again. How's my future going to look like? Will I end up living here in 20 years and be old and ugly without a husband and kids? Or will I even go back to Europe again, back to my family and my roots? Wait, wait. I need a break. I took my bags and put them into my bedroom where a bed was in it. It didn’t look too comfortable or pretty but well. I can't expect everything to be perfect from the start. It’s better than nothing. Mr. Laurie left the furniture inside so I could use it until I don't get myself my own ones. Mr. Laurie seems so be a nice guy. *Riiing* The doorbell rang. Is it Brad already? I walked to the door and stared at it. I looked through the little glass hole in the door and saw a young men standing outside. His hair was dark brown that curly that it was already an afro. His beard is grown a bit long. Just the way I remember him. *Door opens* "Brad!" I smiled at him. "Hey girl! Wow you look great! Haven't seen you for so long!" He hugged me tight. "Yeah it’s been so long! Come in" "Thanks.” Brad walked in and looked around. “Oh looks sweet your new apartment" "Yeah I know its kinda empty but yeah I just arrived" "Haha nah its all good. Mine looks like that even now although I've been living there for 5 years!" "Oh Brad haha." I couldn't stop smiling. I felt my heart smiling, dancing and laughing at the same time! And I suppose you could have seen that on my face. Brad looked at me with his stunning brown eyes and smiled. It was like he wanted to tell me something. He walked towards me and pulled me close. "May I take you out?" he said passionate. "Now?" "Yup right now" "Oh well how could I say no." "Well then lets go." He took my hand and we walked out. 06:43pm Back home. My new home. I spend my afternoon with Brad. It was beautiful. I never thought I would say this again but it seems like I was in love again. I walked into my apartment and lay down on the couch. Looking out of the window I’ve seen lights from the streets and backyards. Beautiful. This is what I always wanted. My past wasn’t easy. Life in general was never easy for me. I’ve been used my people for every little thing. Sometimes I even felt that empty and hurt that my only light out there was death. But then I met him. I’ve seen that life can be good to you and right now, here laying on the couch in Queens I feel completely new! This is MY life now and no one can change this. I closed my eyes and thought about the day, my flight, my way to the apartment and my day with Brad. Listening to all the sounds. Neighbors talking, cars chasing, dogs barking. So beautiful… just beautiful… and I faded away into my dreams… my dreams which became reality.

Yeah its all in the making and I still need some stuff to write just that I didnt really have time to write it on the comp and stuff but I'll do my best so I can upload it at soon as possible! and thanks for reserving my room and stuff x]

Just one short note bout my story so that no one wonders whats up: its in the making but I prolly wont be able to upload it before friday so latest itll be up on sunday sorry guys x]

haha well I wasnt really thinkin of more you know like dating or something it was more like "Should I stay in contact or not" But yeh I decided to write him a mail and he also wrote back allready Let's see what happens... So yeah today I might go out with some girls we'll see... although we have school tomorrow but meh its no big deal since its just like 3hs and we just have to give our books back thats it And gosh I had a dream bout friday since we'll get our results then... and not like other normal ppl dream about failing or something I dreamt that I got all the grades I needed (well 2 A's and 2 C's) and I couldnt like believe it and freaked out bc I was gettin finally my own laptop well I really hope that this dream will get true kinda bc I dont wanna be all like "fuckin shit I didnt pass!!" Thats pretty much it for now btw thats now Jos is sittin at the comp right now: LMFAO http://i141.photobucket.com/albums/r50/draco-jojo/josithewannabeskaterkid.jpg I look so retarded xD lol

Well welcome back on here then Hope you'll have fun and stuff ^_^

Happy Birthday *gives cake*

Feel good ^_^

Thankies! Had some fun I felt kinda bad tho bc she was talkin all the time and like really open up and stuff and I wasn't really Dunno if its just bc I like never met her before or maybe I'm "falling back" into my shyness bc of the problems I had with friends or maybe even it was some other reason... Hmm well I think she liked me anyways even tho I've been a tad quite ^^ lol So well on the way home something funny happend to me lol While I was waiting for the train I wanted to sit down a bit rather then standing there 10mins oh well... there were those chairs outta metal or something... 5 of them and how many ppl sittin on them? 2 yup... So actually there shouldn't be a problem for me finding some space to sit I mean I'm not that fat But still there was some problem... at one end there was a young man sitting and at the other there was a woman sitting... the woman didnt care bout me tho and well she took 3 of those 5 chairs so there was still one for me... right next to the guy... So well I thought "Hey you're not a kid anymore sit next to that guy he won't bite hopefully" so I did that. Well just a few mintues later he was like "You also going to Nürnberg?" and I was like "No. Günzburg" and we kinda started talking... I wasn't really too intressted on this conversation since he looked older than I am and dunno x] Not that I was scared of him but yeh a bit later the first ppl went into the train, he stood up and was like "Uhm you gettin in too or you gotta wait for someone?" and I said "Well nah Im not waitin for anyone... I think Imma also go in" and then he was like "Oh well then we could sit next to each other... you know so the journey isnt so lonley" (something like that) and I was first thinkin like "ah no I so dont want to" but outta politeness I sat next to him. So all the way we were talkin and stuff he was pretty nice and shortly before I had to get off he gave me a card with his e-mail adress and phone number on it and was like "Here my card maybe you txt me or something if you want to" and I was like "Oh cool thanks" tho I didnt really know what to think bout that x] lol Oh well he's 22... pretty nice and good looking not really my type I totaly fall for but he's good lookin ^^ lol yeah and now Idk... Idk if I should txt him or write him an e-mail and stuff or just leave and be like "screw him" bc on one side I'd like to well lets say stay in contact with him but on the other side I'm kinda dunno... scared? pessimistic? dunno... lol

I feel LOL prolly bc of what happend to me today while I was waiting for my train back home xD lol

*hugs back* LOL @ legal slavery well yeah Imma do a job for 3 weeks in summer and I'll get 8€ per hour... tho I have to say that this job is one of the better paid for us students its hard to get it so...

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwww LOL

finally an update! honestly gotta say I've been waitin for that aaww sweet bout you and Jure ^_^ Im happy for ya hope it works out <3 and cool bout that job that you got it! yay! do you get paid for it if I may ask? =S

ah ok coolnes I'm just about to upload my story bc we're havin wednesday now yes?

but but :'( I do! uh yeah haha a lot of sexinators would turn out xD lmao you know its that dutch-croatian combination lol that rhymes xD

well if you have 23 then 22 is free right? can I have 22 then? lol the floor will be kinda full but 22 is my fav number xD so just if its ok

Uhm they start uhm... well after 25th July bc we have prom and shiz that day so yeh... But till then I dont really have school O.o I have to go to school on thursday and friday now and then sometime have some first aid course and yeh thats it o.O dunno really...lol yeah hehe it was lol well honestly neither do I... when it comes to love-emotions it's a rollercoaster inside of me... I dunno if I want an old one back or if I might just leave the past behind and start new Sometimes I even want someone over here I unfortunately can't have =S meh... oh well... ^_^ Today I'm going to meet a girl I've been chattin with for a time She's livin pretty close and she's also croatian so we decided to go shopping together ^^ should be fun

Love the first one looks great!

ah ok cool I'll hurry

ah ok cool well might do that since I dont have one fo 2008

Nooo me doesnt want lil tomers :'( but lil Josis would be great lol blubb blubb >.<

Yeah that sounds cool! I'm in it with pic and helping as far as you need me btw by saying we'll publish it it'll be just an online calender or like print out and shiz?

oh thats cool well I started mine and its pretty long but dunno it sounds kinda lame to me O.o maybe its just me or its just that usual boring life of mine x] lol Imma see what I can do and post my story as soon as possible! oh and btw as an example I used Brad in my story do I have to make that like "official" or something so no one else uses him or is it more like the system of "who comes first gets first" if you get what I mean ? x] lol

well get me some Tequila and Im all yours haha

Oh really?? Well then show me