MrsBennington-Delson

I'm shakin... I'm kinda cold... x] gosh this is freaky!

Sorry Tomer but you're wrong... naz naz naz x] lool I'm fully croatian :-P 100% croatian blood flowing through this sexy veins *shows you* :lol:

Uh Tomer you get 3 rawrs from me which would be: rawr rawr rawr just smexy! x] lol

Friday 9:52am Slowly I opened my eyes and saw the sun shine in. I groaned and sat upright. “How late is it?” I was thinking while I was scanning for my phone. I wore the same cloths as I did yesterday, seems like I fell asleep yesterday evening. Finally I found my phone in the pocket. That’s typical for me, forgetting where it is although it’s in my pocket. I looked at it but couldn’t read anything. I rubbed my eyes and looked at again. 9:56am. And again I groaned. While I was looking outside the window I thought about what I’d have to do today. Go buy some food and get a job. I’ve already informed myself about a job before I came here and now I just have to get sure about it. With heavy legs I stood up and lingered into the bathroom. I looked into the mirror and made a grimace to wake myself. As stupid or childish as it may seem but it helps, plus you make yourself laugh and the day already starts lovely. “Mh a shower!” I took off my clothes and went into the shower. I felt every single water drop on my body. It feels so good. All refreshed I walked into the living room and pulled out some new clothes out of my bags. Outside I heard some noises. “Neighbors?” I thought and looked at the door like it would disappear and make me see what’s up there. I shrugged and put on my clothes. For the first time I heard almost everything that was happening around me. Music playing from the room next to. Not too loud but I could hear it. But it didn’t annoy me at all. No, I actually make me smile for some reason. Probably because the guitar made me remember of Brad. He’s playing the guitar almost his whole life and also played a few times for me. I absolutely adore it! And again I started smiling like a retard and my heart beat faster and faster. I took my keys, phone and money and put them into my purse, looked around too be sure that I got everything I needed. Got everything. Opening the door I stepped outside and locked the door. No one’s outside yet. I guess most of people living here already went to work since it’s 10:44am. I walked the stairs, I actually I hobbled them down into the lobby. Downstairs an old men was standing at the entrance door and smiled at me warmhearted. “Good morning Miss!” “Good morning! Excuse me Sir but are you Mr. Hugh Laurie?” “Yes that’s me. Are there any problems?” “Oh Sir, no. I just wanted to introduce myself since I moved in here yesterday.” I put forth my hand “My name is Jos. I moved here from Germany, maybe you can remember me. We were talking to each other a few times on the phone” “Oh yes sure I remember you! Well welcome to the United States and welcome here in Queens!” “Thank you Sir. I have to excuse myself but I have to go now. Thank you for everything and have a nice day!” “Thank you Miss. I wish you a nice day too and if you need anything just let me know.” “Thank you!” I turned around and walked outside. I walked down the road, looking around and seeing the sun shine through the trees and birds singing. Is this really all so nice today or is it just me seeing everything through red glasses? Funny? Stupid? Whatever I didn’t care. I continued walking until I reached a little grocery store. I collected all the important stuff I needed and walked to the cash point. On my way I was watching all the other people curiously. Some kid was pulling his mothers trolley although she was demanding him to stop. Hah funny those kids sometimes. I paid my shopping and walked out of the store. It was about noon. Perfect time for lunch. A moderate breeze pulled ahead like it was soon about to rain. Rain on such a nice day? Mh I hope it won’t rain. As I got back and walked into the lobby, I suddenly had to shiver. But it wasn’t one of those normal shivers, it was more like one of those which tell you that something’s wrong. I didn’t feel well that moment. Astonished I was looking around. There was no one. Still it felt strange. Stupid vanities, I thought and went upstairs. While I was unlocking the door I heard some music from one of my neighbors. Isn’t that Linkin Park? I walked towards the door where I heard the music from. I know you usually don’t do that but I had to haha. I laid my ear against the door and listened. Good old Linkin Park, I smiled. All of a sudden someone walked up the stairs. Quickly I stepped away from the door and walked towards mine. “Good day Miss” The woman said in a Russian accent. “Good day madam” she glared at me like I was god or something. I guess it’s because I called her madam although she’s so old and just a cleaning lady and not used to something like that. I smiled at her and opened the door. It’s interesting how some people make the best of their lives and even a little gesture or just a single word can make them happy and make them forget the bad side of life. I walked into the kitchen and unpacked my shopping. Gosh I’m hungry. I cooked myself some microwave food as I call it. Quickly done and sometimes even very tasty. Well it’s not as good as self-cooked food but right now it’s better than nothing. Some music would be nice too now. I walked into the bedroom and looked for one of my bags where my laptop was in it. Ah there it is, I walked over to the bag and opened it, pulled out my laptop and walked back into the living room. “Hm where is my phone?” I was thinking while turning on my laptop. I put it away next to me on the couch, stood up and went looking for my phone. It should be somewhere on my bed. Yup there I go. I looked at it and thought about calling Brad. “Should I?” I called him up. “Yeah?” “Hey Brad it’s me Jos” “Oh hey darling! How are you?” “I’m good thanks, just making lunch. And you?” “I’m good too, just at work at the moment.” “Oh oh sorry for interrupting you! I was actually just wanting to hear you…” “Haha nah it’s all good. You can call me up whenever you want to. Hey uhm you free tonight?” “Yeah uhm sure I guess. I gotta go to town later on again for that job I was applying for but apart from that I don’t have anything to do.” “Well ok I’ll come over after work ok? And good luck with the job I’m sure they’ll take you” “Ok that’s cool. Thank you! See you later” Alligator, I thought and started laughing. Silly me sometimes. 12:47pm After lunch I got ready for my interview at a school. They were looking for a German teacher so I contacted them before I moved here to be sure that I’ll have at least some kind of job to start with. The head teacher guaranteed that there shouldn’t be any problems since I’ve lived in Germany pretty much all my life and studied English, so I know how to teach. When I arrived at the school, I saw all the kids and teenagers running around, playing or just lying in the grass and talking about the newest stuff happening. It made me think of my childhood. Nothing huge, not any big depressions or anything but still there was something missing. Something I didn’t have all the time. I walked through the big door into the long hall of the school. I looked around searching for some sign saying “Head teacher’s office” or something like that. I walked on but couldn’t find anything. “Excuse me girls I’m looking for the head teacher’s office. Could you tell me where it is?” I asked some girls who passed me by. “Uhm it’s… it’s down the hall then right and then straight at the end.” “Thanks.” As the girls told me I walked down the hall, then turned right and walked straight to the end where I already saw written on the door “Head teacher’s office” I knocked. “Yes?” I slowly opened the door. “Hello. My name is Jos Fischer. I’ve been applying from Germany for your job as a German teacher here at your school.” “Oh yes sure. Please come in!” the woman stood up and pointed at the chair in front of the desk. “You can take a seat if you want.” I walked in and she reached out her hand. “I’m Ms. Richards. The head teacher of this beautiful school.” I nodded politely, shook her hand and sat down. “So you’re finally here in New York?” “Yes, I arrived yesterday and moved into my apartment.” “Oh nice. I hope the journey wasn’t too exhausting?” “Oh no, it went all good. Thank god I didn’t have any problems.” “Nice. So you were applying for the job. Well as I already told you there shouldn’t be any problems with you getting it. You still want it?” “Yes of course madam!” “Ok well I honestly didn’t expected anything else from you. Haha. Well ok we’ll make the work contract and then I’ll show you around, is that ok for you Miss Fischer?” “Yes sure. Thank you.” I smiled. “No problem at I all.” And she pulled out some papers and started filling them out. After we were done with that she showed me the school. “So I gave you all the information you need and your timetable. If you have any questions you can get in touch with my any time. I hope you like it here and I will look forward on seeing you work here.” Ms. Richards smiled it me. “Thank you Ms. Richards. I’ll let you know if I need anything. I can’t wait to start.” “Well see you next week then! Have a nice weekend Miss Fischer.” “Thank you. You too” We shook hands and I walked off. I was happy. I got my own apartment. I got a new job now and it all seems nice there and I have someone here I could rely one. Back at my apartment I sat down on the couch and just relaxed for a while, closed my eyes and listened to all the sounds I could here. Remembering the album of NERD called ‘Seeing sounds’ I had to grin. Good old stuff back in the days. Where would I be now without the music? The doorbell wake me from my little flashback. “Who is it?” I called out. “It’s me Brad” “Password?” I said and laughed inside of me. “Oh uhm… Ick liebe dick” I stood up, started laughing out loud and walked to the door to open up. “Was it that wrong?” Brad asked me embarrassed “No its ok honey. You actually say ‘Ich liebe dich’ not ‘Ick liebe dick’. Since you’re not loving dicks are you?” I almost rolled myself on the floor. “Oh gosh haha no! You know that my German is awful.” He looked down on the floor. “Nah it’s ok” I took his hands and pulled him in. “You know I don’t need you to know German.” “Yeah I know. And I honestly have to say I’m happy that you talk English. But as I know us we don’t even need to speak right babe?” he smirked at me. “Oh Brad… no we don’t” He hugged me tight, kissed me and pulled into my bedroom. --------------------------------------------------------------To be continued---------------------------------------------- ps: names are changed or lets say mine its not my real name just so you know ^^ lol

thanks guys! *huge cuddle session* now you know how excited I am xD lol yup me and Matt pokora haha I've actually just heard a few songs by him and couldn't download his album :'( *hides* x] lol but he's french so rawr for that xD

Well Imma reduce the 2 dates to 1 x] lol but still I feel great and so fucking excited bout tomorrow! Im gettin my results from my exams!!! AAAAAAAHHHHH *runs around in circles* *walks against wall* *falls down* wuuuhhh dizzy @.@

Alex C. - Doktorspiele

ah ok thank you! *gives cookies* ^^

Fedde le Grand vs. Ida Corr - Let me think about it

Guys :o I have a question haha well the story was supposed to be like real time etc but it's not necessary to be like totaly real time x] uhm I mean like if we write about us and stuff we can also make us as an example 22 years old and not the age we actually are? Bc if not I'll have some problems x]

Madonna - Beat goes on

Goran Karan - Splitska serenada

Photoshop Revival? Something new after a while http://i141.photobucket.com/albums/r50/draco-jojo/mattpokoraava.png http://i141.photobucket.com/albums/r50/draco-jojo/mattpokora.png or http://i141.photobucket.com/albums/r50/draco-jojo/mattpokora1.png

Goran Karan - Od ljubavi san dusa ranjena

Oh you're from croatia?? I either forgot or I havent even seen ya! haha! great so see some croats on here I feel good :D:D seems like I have 2 dates with 2 different guys for the next weekend hahaha!!!

....926....

Goran Karan - Nisam te vrijedan

yeah you're right woopsie :o Btw I just read Pete's story and I have to say that its great haha didnt expect something like that

Clueso - Geisterstadt

Feel good so loved kinda :o

*tells you about it* like that? haha

haha thanks I thought it might be too corny and romantic or so since no ones wrote lets say a romance yet x] lol but well until its ok with you guys Im happy haha

Clueso - Niemand an dich denk

uh those are the worst ones... shy but pervy x]

haha thanks x] Yesterday I've been out with Moni and Caren was pretty cool drank a cocktail and then tried one more bc Moni said a friend of her drank it and was pretty much drunk so Caren and I tried that one :-P But well dunno... I've been a bit drunk but like not completely like I've expected it to be... oh well x] Went home at like 11pm and got on till 00:04am x] haha then went to bed and I first kinda couldnt fall alseep so I was thinkin like "Gosh if you already now can't sleep how will it be on friday then since you're getting your results" :lol: I'll see how it'll be tonight xD Besides of that uhm... well my "friends" I had some problems with in the past time (Sabrina and Hüfti) were kinda strange to me today, well ok I've been strange to them too kinda but I didnt know what to talk about with them... They kinda left me behind so I dont see a reason for running after and always be like "oh oh lets do something together". Just like today they were planing their weekend and their weren't even like "Hey what are you doing to do?" Nothing. But I dont care anymore, right now I even feel that confident enough that I can be all like "Fuck off I dont need you anymore" what I'm also kinda showing them. But well what can I do? I dont want people to play with me just bc I'm a good person and like to help everyone and stuff... hmm lemme think what else... well I mailed that guy from the train and he mailed back and bla bla bla lol... lets say the only news bout that is that we kinda stayed in contact so far x] and I randomly kinda get to know guy (mostly through my bro or the internet) but most of them arent living close to me or like the ones who are, are either a bit dumb or already taken or soemthing x] lol whateeevaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Who's you all? want some cookies? there you go *hands out some cookies*