Im sorry to hear that stuff bout your band that really sucks...
I think you all should sit down and talk bout it if you gonna be serious and continue but like for real or maybe if no ones willing to continue than just take a break or end fully dunno... *shrug*
And bout Ivana... I totaly understand you it sucks when someone hurts you
Too bad I don't have your way of thinkin or lets say feeling lol since you say you're not attracted to her anymore... I guess guys can get over that kinda stuff way easier than girls ^^
w00t haha sweet you mentioned that in your journal haha