MrsBennington-Delson

aaww Di *hugs* I know how you feel and I think you decided good by saying you're like not contacting each other for a while its better... Plus if it might help I'd give you the advice to do more with your friends or something that like can't make you think of him and if there might come up a thought like "omg... he left me..." or something like that and when you start feeling bad then just push yourself up and think to yourself "shit its not my fault plus I'm way too good for him anyways!!" and like that you should be able to cheer yourself up and make you stronger and good like with your last exams!

uh damn Im late too sorry for that but happy birthday!! *gets you a cake*

Plus I like the journals on here bc you can only read them if you're a member ^^ Nice to see you having one too oh and don't worry bout your english its good!

ah busy Fribby ^^ I'm happy for you bout the reviews =D you might become some uber review writer and one day write reviews for some big music magazines ^^

Yeah I understand you... but anyways I feel quite bad tho for like leaving you all behind =/ well school is workin all good... havin my french oral exam on 16th or 17th and yeah than in almost 3 weeks my exams start... I'm quite relaxed but that's kinda what scares me bc I feel quite prepared and bc of that I'm scared of failing dunno Imma sit down those 3 weeks and get to study otherwise I might really mess up! Besides of school I'm busy with makin some kinda plan for the linkin park concert which is also in like 3 weeks! One of my internet friends who lives in Munich told me that her friend doesnt wanna go anymore and now would even give me the ticket so I wouldnt have to pay anything for it! But my problem is still that my parents prolly wont let me go :no: I asked my mum some days ago and she said it would rather be a no than a yes so I'm like trying to persuade at least my mum bc hello, who's gettin a ticket for LP, HIM (and NERD) just like that!? I think Imma go crazy if they dont let me go!!

loool well like that yeah x] so bout saturday: went to this party, was pretty cool ^^ very cool ^^ well uhm I was drunk xD but didnt do anything like make out with some random or anything the only thing I was doing all the time is give kisses on ppls cheeks and cuddle them and that kinda stuff xD well uhm I had to go at midnight and just shortly before I had to leave I started to cry xD lol Eschi (who is like my best buddy now) and Sabi thought it was bc of Fish but I was crying and thinkin like "fuck its not even bc of him im just crying randomly" so yeh... my bro picked me up and was like "are you drunk?" and I said "yes but I still know whats happening" and then he laughed and said "well then you're not really drunk" anyways it was a great night ^^ uhm yeah right now there's total confusion in my head tho... 2 of my friends talked with Fish that night like... about me!? and they told me that he wants to talk to me again and stuff and that he really feels sorry for everything he did to me etc... and I've seen him today and I didnt really get the feeling that he wanted to talk to me... well whatever... Im sorry but Im barely on atm =/ school friends and stuff is a bit much for me atm but Ill do my best to come on more often! at least after my exams Ill be able to do so! =)

lil update: I'm in a hurry atm thats why I'm just doin a lil update ^^ went on a party yesterday night was fun more on that later on x] now I'm just about to leave and meet my friends ^^ should be a huge meet up bc one of the guys called like everyone he knows xD lmao so more bout the weekend later on when Im on see yaaa <3

congrats on your graduation! =) and dont be sad bout your friends you're gonna see em and stuff ^^

^lol I agree tho... I'm fine ^^

Boehse Onkelz - A.d.i.o.z. (just bc its a great instrumental)

well rather gay hamsters than a whole hamster soccer team x] oh man you shouldn't have said that... now everyone knows it :-P jk

My first one is male and I'll just take another male one xD no hamster sexing in my room!!!

Here is my new lil baby! He doesn't have a name yet tho... (It's a Riborowsky Midget Hamster?)

There you go Jos got a lil hamster!!! He's uber coolness and so damn sweeeet and very smal ^_^ may just like 6-8cm and he'll stay like that http://i141.photobucket.com/albums/r50/draco-jojo/mauuus1.jpg and next week I'll get another one so I'll have 2 bc they prefer to live in pairs and mine was the last one they had in the shop ^_^ hell yeah I've been thinkin of doing that haha Chazy Chaz and Spike Minoda xD well white rats aren't really my thing I dont like their tail much... =S but if you guys want one then think of all the stuff you gotta do etc and get yourself one =D hahah ok XD lmao

Very happy ^_^ like a mommy ^_^ lol

I gotta confess the guys shirts at New Yorker have better prints on shirts ^^ but h&m is great I love that store <3

loool sounds pretty cute! haha Imma make a rock star outta my mouse xD lmao

lmfao! Bananaphone? Why?

yeah I've been thinkin bout that... well in the end that'll probably be the name of it xD loool but Pringles is a cute name ^^ haha very sweet lool Imma put it on the list and see in the end x] thanks

^Im sorry to hear that thats awefull! Hope she'll be good soon! I'm fine kinda exhausted...

wow thats not much for 4 shirts and 2 pants O.o I totaly understand you same over here in germany! its freakin annoying kinda if you have to study -.- but I hope you can still enjoy the weather

haha!! well I'm thinkin of gettin myself a mouse well kinda like a hamster but its not really a hamster x] lool we went to a new pet shop in my town today to check out the mice they have there... and well there were some cute ones and stuff but not really the one I was looking for... so since my mum doesn't have much money atm anyways she said we'll go look again on friday and then she'll buy me one like an uber cute mousy mouse loool oh and ideas for names are welcome allready got 2: Philnator and Yoshi xD

pretty good... a bit stressed tho gotta do a lot of stuff today should work out tho

Well I had the glasses at home and wanted to take a pic but I was kinda in a hurry since the shop was about to close in like an hour and my parents and I wanted it to be done the same day so now I just gotta wait for them to be done and well bout Fish... I'm allready a tad over it I mean I barely think of him but I still know that the feelings are there... it'll go over tho and as Di said there are some more fishiiiis out there Imma just say watch out guys :lol: I'm actually not supposed to be on atm bc I havent done my homework yet xD lmao thats why imma make it quick! I might get a pet today! =D my dad said kinda no but my mum said yes and I just have to prepare everything and then Imma ask my mum again if she's serious and stuff Im kinda excited like a lil kid who's gettin some pet lol we'll see ^.^

Jaya the Cat - Shit jobs for rock