well I guess I wouldn't have mind neither did the other girls xD
So uhm I first didn't feel like talkin bout the thing between me and Fish but Imma tell you guys... well his best friend who is also a very good one of mine (bc we kinda help each other a lot) told me that Fish said that he now doesn't wanna try with me anymore bc he's scared of hurting me in the end and that's why he's kinda trying to keep a distance between us so I can forget him... And he said that he feels bad for makin out with me and like hurting my feelings... well I was very pissed off bc 1. I was so takin the risk that if we try it might won't work but if you don't try you can't be sure if it would be like that and 2. I didnt like the fact that he didnt come up to me personally bc it hurt me anyways, like this even more kinda...
I've felt really bad bout that and stuff but I guess Imma get over it... I'm just hoping that I won't start kinda flirting with him and stuff so that again we kinda make out bc then I'm all confused again x]
well anyways, I'm pretty said that it didn't work out bc he really means a lot to me and stuff and like this we can't even stay friends =/ but Imma get over it...
plus like my mum says, there are a lot of guys out there and I should "get" myself another one =P
yesterday was pretty fun!
We first had a pizza at home and then went into town and to the McDonalds lol and like one the way my friend Sabi was like "Hey Kevin said he's gonna come too" and I was just like bc well... :o Kevin is a guy I think is very cute :o and to all that I looked like shit bc I was thinkin "well its just the Mc you dont have to style yourself up and shiz" and then like "wtf!? Kevins gonna be there *blush blush*" xD
but it was fun... he barely talked anything tho that was so cute
so yeah we went sleeping at like half past 2 or 3 x] loool and woke up at like 11am
so yeah thats it