MrsBennington-Delson

thanks guys! but I feel like crap!! I'm sooo pissed The guy where the dog is at atm decided to keep the dog! I can't believe it! My dad's college called him earlier on and told him that and we were pretty much disappointed not just bc we wanted the dog its also bc the guy was like "No I wont keep it bla bla bla" and now just one day after that and like 1 hour before we go to see him he's like "Oh Imma keep it" and to all that I've been pissed before bc my bro annoyed me so hardcore and I actually didnt go shopping with my guys bc of that and the thing with the dog! :'(

the whole day is bullshit -.- nothin more to say...

H.I.M. - Circle of fear <3

Hey there guys I again have to apologize for not being on so much =( I kinda don't get around to come over... But I will drop by from time to time =) I'm doin fine just busy with school etc only new news is that I'll prolly gonna have a dog pretty soon =D We'll gonna go and "check him out" today and if he likes us and otherwise we'll gonna take him ^_^ so yeh that's it for now...

great pics everyone =D lbs beautiful as always ^^ azem you and your girl are freakin cute <3 woody so nice x] and cute =)

wow damn your new guitar is teh sex w00t! you're graduating from gymnasium? O.o you have like the german school system up there in Iceland? o.O but good to here you're swamped with your homework and that you're doin it x] thats good Im proud of ya, Fibbs xD waahh we'll miss ya *hugs* but you'll stay on msn huh?

no no please dont say that!? fuckin shit now you see how much I've been busy with carrying bout LP lately... like NOTHING -.- lol I thought PR is over for the US? oh hell damnit gay shit out there -.- whatever... well I asked my mum yesterday but she wasn't in the perfect mood for anything and actually said that she's against it but that we'll talk about it again... so meh... btw why aren't any bands confirmed for germany yet? thats gay the concert is in like a month and ppl dont even know who's about to play O.o oh well... Jos messed up once again lol uhm yeh... my day yesterday wasn't too good and today it's also like meh... plus the weather isn't makin it any better oh well...

woah great piiics ^_^

haha thanks guys loool been quite busy the past days... yeh... well schools goin good... got a B in Maths, an A in Physics and a C in French which isnt quite bad bc we'll still have one test in French so I hope I'll get my A at the end of the year I've been checkin the band list for PR and this is what I found: Main Stage: Linkin Park HIM Chris Cornell The Bravery Ashes Divide Revolution Stage: Atreyu 10years Armor for sleep Street Drum Corps Hawihorne And although I just know like 3 bands out of those all I so wanna go to a PR concert!! and Imma do whatever it takes to do so gonna ask my mum right away today if there is any chance for it oh and if someone of you has any songs from those bands mentiond above (besides of lp and him) I'm takin everything you got for me would be veeery nice of ya besides of that Im doin pretty fine givin a shit about ppl who dont like me, they're just jealous ain't they? I cant stand that seriously... whatever dont worry be happy Si... Sierra x] lol more to come laaaater cheers ^_^

eeeewww not in 1000000 years Shia LaBeouf?

waaahh sounds freakin cool!! Me wants some recordings or vids would be freakin sweet too!! =D

Thanks Well honestly I don't know if it's good what I do bout relationships and stuff but from what I learnd, heard and saw in the past few months it's the best thing just to move on, I mean sometimes it might be cruel or something but hey you can't waste your life on something you can't change... Maybe some of you know this lines: I carry the weight of the world as the past is unfurled, but I won't stop to wonder. Going through this life on my own made me as cold as a stone; I'm a ship going under. And I'd tell you this, but I don't know how. I'm caving in and I'm falling out And I can't resist and I can't rebound with the weight of the world as the world falls down. I did feel like that sometimes but that's why I have my music for ^_^ god bless music x] Let's live on the coke side of life x] jk So I'm good... haven't been on here really, don't ask me why tho... O.o lil update: School: Its all good... got a D in Biology today... -.- I didnt get what she wanted from me in the test but meh... Imma still get my B at the end of the year so its not that bad... besides of that everythings cool... hopefully Imma get the french test we wrote some days ago tomorrow... yup... Friends: Everythings cool ^_^ One of our "ex-friends", Tanja (I told you bout her), is hangin out a lot with the ex-bf of my best friend Sabrina which is so obviously stupid bc you just don't do that imo not even in revenge... well I'm actually laughin at that not gettin upset bc you seriously see her childish behaviour although she's gonna turn 18 in august!! well for her age she's like the same as I have been with 12 and that is actually too much bc I've been a pretty cute, nice and lil smart girl x] lmao sorry for talkin so bad bout her gotta let that out somehow x] Love: Fish is still having his spell on me kinda although I hate him x] I can't stop saying that and I feel great when I say it and I absolutely love being extremly mean to him but yeh ^_^ I'm mostly like that to guys (sorry guys x]) uhm besides of that nm happening in the lovelife of Jos ^.^ here and there I'm eyeing someone but no big deal... Everything else: - I was watchin TV today and True Life on MTV and it was about longdistance relationships and it was pretty intressting... although the couples were seeing each other they had problems... funny thing was that it was always the guy who was the one not doin enough x] was pretty funny to me... but sometimes they do work out so yeh... :thumbsup: - I've also read my old diary I started like last year sometime in June or earlier but stopped writing back in december I guess... and its very intressting to read all that old stuff ^^ I mean its like almost 1 year ago... and to see how much I changed from then for example I was complaining that I have no friends or no one I can hang around with (or also that I have no male friends) and look at me now... I'm well... not really a star but I'm kinda famous x] (almost) everyone knows Yoshiii (most of the ppl who know me, get to know me or something call me Yoshi just for your information x]) uhm yeh... that's it I guess ^_^ take care guys <3 oh and since I'm too lazy to upload pics on here (sorry for that x]) you can check out the most recent ones on here: http://www.wiealt.de/index.php?show=usr&id=41395&mode=galerie&action=detail&galerieid=38954

aaawww Di haha its cool x] good to see ya in here again =D thanks *hugs* well I honestly dunno how to feel atm... I asked one of my "crush's" best friends how my chances are with him (I mean with my crush lol) and his friend said that he was saying from the start that it won't get that far that he falls in love with me (honestly I dont get this sentence) and that he really just wants a friendship... I mean I knew that from the start kinda but can you control your feelings? No you cant so meh... and uhm yeh... Imma go with that just as I did the whole time before... our friendship hasn't been that great anyways so I don't bother too much, as I say "dont worry be happy" uhm yeh just fellt like sharing that... =/

thanks lol uhm... nothin much to say... had an uber HIGH today and also a pretty LOW... hmm I guess it starts all over again... I just wonder how it's going to end this time =/

oh so great bout your exams!! =D aaawww ^^ cute pics! you two are really sweet together <3

thanks oh yeah the sig is a tad too big x] lol didnt even notice that lol

70euros??? =O omfg!! I asked my girls who have one and they said they paid between 15-30 euros depending on if you take a normal piercing too not just the medical one you gotta wear at first Update: Yesterday evening was fun While we were waiting for our other friends to arrive my friend Hüfti decided to take some pics ^^ and while the other girls were like "omg the sun is shining right into my eyes I cant see!!!" I was like "omg my hair my hair" started laughing and asked Hüfti not to take a pic but well... she still did x] funny one: lol http://i141.photobucket.com/albums/r50/draco-jojo/BILD4934.jpg When the others arrived we headed to a chinese restaurant and got some yummie yummie food x] lol They actually got the same chopsticks as they had them in London =O booya! So my girl Sabrina had some problems with em x] and I helped her and showed her how to use em http://i141.photobucket.com/albums/r50/draco-jojo/YoshierklrtSabschkawiemanmitStbschk.jpg Her and I were having pretty much the same shirt ^_^ it was a fan shirt for one of our friends (his name is Eschi) and here: Caren, Sabrina and me a bit fuzzy but still a cool pic x] lol http://i141.photobucket.com/albums/r50/draco-jojo/CareeeenSabschkaetmoi_.jpg So yeah after we finished we went to our fav bar (and pretty much only we can go into x]) uhm yeh... we all orderd different cocktails bc till 8pm its always happy hour so you get each cocktails half price ^.^ and I got myself a Tequila Rainbow since I <3 Tequila for some reason x] and it was pretty nice so now to the not too nice part... Tanja also came but then left again and told my friend Anna that she left bc of her ex-bf, me and Carina (my lil sis) O.o well I dont care but meh... but when I went out with Sabrina to get some fresh air what did I or we see?? Tanja hangin out with Sabrinas ex-bf, my ex-bf and his new gf and some other ppl... and the best thing bout that is that she has like NOTHING to do with them! And I so know that she's just hangin out with them to bc she's pissed off at me and Sabrina bc we said she's stupid... I mean ok it might have been shitty from me that I said that but 1) its true from my side 2) I dont regret saying that at all 3) I stand behing everything I say and if I regret it I would have gone to her and said sorry... through that tho I see that she couldnt have really been a friend bc friends don't do that I mean ok she's pissed at me but still I would never do that what she is doing now not even in revenge! well whatever I don't give a damn ^.^ She should just stay away from my other friends (thinkin of Fish Eschi etc) and I mean hey if she wants a fight no problem ^.^ I always wanted to beat up a girl no jk Im not like that lol so back to the happy coke side of life xD my friend (also wife x] no im not lesbian its just outta fun loool dont worry) told me yesterday that she thinks Eschi is very cute and when I asked her if she wants more than just a friendship she said that she thinks so x] that's ubercuteness if you ask me bc she is like my best friend and Eschi is Fish's best friend and since I still like him, I think you get me x] lol When I told her that there could be a chance for her she was like "no way! I could imagine you and Fish dating each other but not me and Eschi" so I tried to get this thought outta her mind and I hope I did so ^.^ hehe So yeh... uhm... Got to know some more ppl or lets say Carens bf and some of his friends who include Tanjas ex-bf who is a tad good lookin but an ass x) lol Dont remember anything special anymore atm ^.^ lol more pics to come Im just receiving them from my friend but its takin ages -.- oh and one more thing I wanted to say a while ago but kinda always forgot and dunno... bout LP... well idk I would still say Im some kinda fan but I cant be fucked with checkin out every single news bout them or anything thats why I barely or like never post in the LP section just like some others on here... and like in general I kinda get on here just to update my journal, check out other ppls journals and how they are (although I dont post) and yeh thats pretty much it... its not bc of LP or bc of the ppl on here, guys I love ya ^^ , its just that I kinda dunno... as Alison said, I now have some kinda social life outta this 4 walls thats why I barely get onto here so yeh...

ah ok I understand ^^ lol x] hell yeh I still have it and my friends love it x] haha :thumbsup: cool that you had fun this weekend =) sounds great fun ^^

thanks everyone =D nice pics LP_Soldier! aaawww the last one is cute ^.^

you are! muhaaahahahaha

kinda tired, bored ... yah.. but fine besides of that ^^ lol

lol sounds funny x] yah yah yah ^^

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for free??? w00t! hell yeah x]

what the heck!? LOOOOL gay guys x]