LPShinodaFM
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^ yeah maybe, i guess. But don't assume. When you assume you make an *** out of u and me. ;]
.:C'est la vie:.
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crazy robster
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Gee... I was gone for two days and then I come back and read about breakups and shiz.... What the..?? Guys... Nothing more can be said... But my sweetheart, like Jess said, don't jump into conclusions so easily. Wait and see what he has to say. If he doesn't say anything then I guess he doesn't care enough which is of course despicable of him *grrr* but certainly not a reason to break you down honey! You are so wonderful you deserve the best!! We're all here for you, remember!!! *hugs hugs hugs* <3
MrsBennington-Delson
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Thanks guys!!
He hasn't called or anything yesterday
I seriously have no idea whats wrong... When I told my friends they were also like "huh what?? why?? etc" I mean I don't know and I'm not saying he's breaking up but you never know =/
Some told me I should call him and annoy him untill I know where I'm at but honestly that's not what I want because if he doesnt call back today or even in the next days I'll know that he doesnt care... and I mean... dunno... I honestly don't know any big reason for a break up... I swear I have no idea!! meh... I hope he calls me today and tells me what's actually wrong...
Thank you all for your support it feels good to know that you have some back up =) *hugs*
btw I'm in school right now and have to go off every second...
He hasn't called or anything yesterday
I seriously have no idea whats wrong... When I told my friends they were also like "huh what?? why?? etc" I mean I don't know and I'm not saying he's breaking up but you never know =/Some told me I should call him and annoy him untill I know where I'm at but honestly that's not what I want because if he doesnt call back today or even in the next days I'll know that he doesnt care... and I mean... dunno... I honestly don't know any big reason for a break up... I swear I have no idea!! meh... I hope he calls me today and tells me what's actually wrong...
Thank you all for your support it feels good to know that you have some back up =) *hugs*
btw I'm in school right now and have to go off every second...
MrsBennington-Delson
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So...
I could actually copy and paste Diana's journal entry...
So Dan and me broke up. He called me earlier on and told me that, ok now you might thing what kinda loser is he if he breaks up over phone, well it's not really like that... He really apologized for that hundred of times while we were talking but he said that he doesn't really has time to meet me today although he wanted to do it face-to-face and that he doesn't think that it's ok if he doesn't tell me at all for a few days and let me be in suspense, what I honestly think is fine with me because there's no reason why he should lie to me or like not want to see me... anyways... he said that it's not my fault and that he still likes me a lot but that his feelings aren't strong engouh for a relationship. He also told me that if I want to we can still go out and meet if I want to and that he really would like us to stay friends like in the beginning
I personally have to say that well... of course it hurts but then again I'm happy that it ended like this I mean that we wanna stay friends etc Plus honestly (I've been thinkin about this since we talked which was like 2hs ago) I think that I had such a huge crush on him that I thought that I'm like really in love but I kinda wasn't, it was just a crush...
so uhm yeah to keep it short and sum it up: We'll stay good friends and yeah ^.^
puh I didn't think I'd feel like this right now... I mean it does hurt but still I can smile and still I'm kinda happy
maybe that's also because of my personality and charakter that I just take it and don't go all emo or something
hmm...
I could actually copy and paste Diana's journal entry...
So Dan and me broke up. He called me earlier on and told me that, ok now you might thing what kinda loser is he if he breaks up over phone, well it's not really like that... He really apologized for that hundred of times while we were talking but he said that he doesn't really has time to meet me today although he wanted to do it face-to-face and that he doesn't think that it's ok if he doesn't tell me at all for a few days and let me be in suspense, what I honestly think is fine with me because there's no reason why he should lie to me or like not want to see me... anyways... he said that it's not my fault and that he still likes me a lot but that his feelings aren't strong engouh for a relationship. He also told me that if I want to we can still go out and meet if I want to and that he really would like us to stay friends like in the beginning
I personally have to say that well... of course it hurts but then again I'm happy that it ended like this I mean that we wanna stay friends etc
Plus honestly (I've been thinkin about this since we talked which was like 2hs ago) I think that I had such a huge crush on him that I thought that I'm like really in love but I kinda wasn't, it was just a crush...so uhm yeah to keep it short and sum it up: We'll stay good friends and yeah ^.^
puh I didn't think I'd feel like this right now... I mean it does hurt but still I can smile and still I'm kinda happy
maybe that's also because of my personality and charakter that I just take it and don't go all emo or something
hmm...
crazy robster
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Wow he changes his mind too quickly doesn't he?? How mature of him!! Anyway my sweet I care about YOU most of all and I wanna be sure you're feeling ok. I'm happy you decided to be so civil about it and move on I really hope you DO feel that way and not just pretending you do. I know these things hurt my sweet... I wouldn't stay friends with him if I were you cause I know these things usually don't work, but that's just me. You follow your heart, and your brain of course, you're a smart girl *hugs* And don't sweat it lil sis you're very young and very smart and sweet and you will find the right guy sooner or later!! I'm sure you will!! Chin up lil sis!! Wuv ya!! *mmuuuaaahh!*
MrsBennington-Delson
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Well honestly he never said that he's in love with me, it was a crush from beginning from both of us just that I kinda fell a bit more for him than he did for me... and yeah earlier on I thought I could manage that and stuff but right now thinking about seeing him does cause some strange feelings... well I'll see how it'll be the next time I see him (which might be this weekend bc I'm going out with my girls) but I won't myself be like "oh hey lets go out" at least not for a while...
thankies big sis *squeeze hugs*
MrsBennington-Delson
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I don't know maybe we both rushed or whatever but what's important for me is that I don't feel used and that I'm not uber depressed or soemthing
omg!! haha
you will never ever see me go out with one of the g-town turkish gangsters!! LMAO!!:lol:
LPShinodaFM
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It's alright, Jos is strong ;] Takes more than one confused guy to knock her down. haha Well I'm glad you're not very depressed but now I don't know where I'll put my box of tissue....
lol i guess you didn't catch the joke. xp When you assume you make an *** of u and me
MrsBennington-Delson
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**** yeah ^^
tho I have to admitt that I'm thinkin a lot about what's gonna be now... I mean like when I see him out or something... or even with another girl, or this one girl!! omg she's such a ****!! freakin ****!!
haha ok ok I'll stop
I'm sure I'm not the only thinkin like that after a "good" break-up lol although this is more about my pride I'd say :happy::boast: hehe bc she's really... - yeah you get my point LOLhahaha!! omg Jess xD I didn't get it myself first but now I did! LOL *** u me xD
hmm so there are actually no big news... schools going good, we had 2 tests so far: physics and biology
tomorrow I'll go out with my girls
pretty much as every weekend first the bar Genarro, then go eat Kebab (or kebap dunno how its written xD lol) and then Mythos one extra thing tho this time is that we're going to celebrate a bit more hopefully bc Tanja passed her driving theory test on monday so we're going to celebrate that and I said I'll lap dance for her or something so should be fun and yeah... oh yeh 2 of Dan's friends asked me if I'll come on saturday to the bar Mythos
or lets say they kinda said I should come... uhm... yeh... I said that I dont know yet... dunno if I wanna go out with them myself lol *is scared* LPShinodaFM
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Just reject them if you don't wanna. :] Remember, yourself is most important. well in your life it is.
lol but Jos is becoming a big party girl now xD
lol but Jos is becoming a big party girl now xD
Breakdown Conspiracy
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Sad to hear the relationship ended. And breaking up over the phone isnt bad, imagine by text, or getting someone else to tell you. Good to hear that it wasn't a bitter end either.
MrsBennington-Delson
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**** yeah
going ego w00T! xDoh well... we chatted yesterday and it was kinda strange in the beginning but then it was all normal and pretty good
did my usual jokes as always so yeah ^^ lol
MrsBennington-Delson
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haha!! lol :lol:
oh well this is ****** up I gotta confess... just when I thought everythings great and no one could ever **** me it what happend? yes it happend -.-
It's about Dan of course... yesterday I went out and saw him which was, of course, first a weird feeling but I didn't care much bc I was hangin out with my girls and had fun, and we even danced! It was shitloads of fun BUT then... we were about to leave and I went to the guys to say bye; Dan of course too... we hugged said bye and said a few words (I unfortunely can't remeber -.-) but like very friendship like not like "yeh go **** you" or something (lol) well anyways... when I walked out with my girls my mood started sinkin from "uber-happy-let's-party-everythings-great" to "Dan-you-are-an-*******-I-hate-you" (well not literarly but meh..) I was actually dancing in the streets we where on the way to the place where our parents were about to pic us up and shout "*******! you ****** *******!!" which honestly I have to say was probably looking pretty funny but it was just a way for me to get rid of all that aggression I kinda had inside suddenly...
anyways a few minutes later Hüfti and Sabrina got picked up from their parents and Vika and I were waiting for my dad to come... and what happend? yes I was close to tears... I didn't cry untill I came home which means I cried last night and even this morning...
so to sum everything up: I've seen Dan which I was freakin scared of, didn't care at first but when I left it kinda hit me... so right now I actually don't know if I just want him back or if I maybe even still do care about him (=am in love) but just can't face it to myself and yeh...
I hate it... -.-
MrsBennington-Delson
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thanks
Right now I'm actually ****** off this gay feeling >
whatever... I used to say "we're soldiers and soldiers fight" and that's what I'll do - I guess fight more those feelings and fighting for him or whateveranyways let's talk about something else... MUSIC
<3a few days ago I downloaded the song "Love is gone" from David Guetta and it rocks! I've heard it before but I didn't really manage to get it so I finally downloaded it and I absolutely love it! It's this typical song to which you listen to and just feel like dancing and partying!
Yesterday I even got myself the new album from that dude and started checkin it out... till now (song 3 lol) its pretty cool... well dance, house or whatever you wanna call it but it's great if you wanna dance, party and that kinda stuff lol
If you actually listen to the album you'll prolly recognize some or a lot of songs from maybe some outgoing to a club or something
so yeah pretty dope stuff if you like that kinda music and just maybe need a lil change from all that hip-hop, r'n'b or rock I'd advice you to get some house or something like that =P
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