Chestersbabi7
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- Joined
- Oct 15, 2004
- Location
- ****ing New Hampshire
Well, umm i need a place to vent so im going to make it here...
Well my names Brittany Sky MacDonald...yes i just put my full name down so if im lucky someone will come stalk me... Umm im 14 and 3/4. (lol yes it does matter) Im seen as a HAPPY gurl, but no one knows the REAL me. Im sad alot. Nobody understands. They all come to me to slove there problems, but in real life i struggle to sove my own. ppl hate me. Most of them gurls. They all give me ****in snotty looks cuz they think im a popular slut. Im not neither. (Note: im my skool to be popular, you have to be a slut) Im just me. Yea, some times i do try to play the part. Maybe i Deserve all this ****! My parents totally HATE each other and i have to deal with there **** EVERY day. Yes they are devorced.. but im SICK of hering.. "Your dads such a scumbacg" or "Your mothers a Greedy Bitch." What the hell. Im only a kid. I cant deal with all this ****! I was offered Pot the other day. And to think i almost took it. I almost did pot, just so i could be kool. But thank god, someone told me not to do it. Im More responsable than other kid is. I have to be. I have to raise myself. Its not easy, and I know there are many other kids out there, that not only have to raise themelves, but a sibling too. Not all the time my life is ****. I do have friends, im getting rather good grades, i have a boyfriend. These things i Cherish. How do i get through my shitty life day after day. Well Linkin Park honestly. They i believe have kept me alive. If it wasnt for there strong lyrics, and butiful voices, i would MOST LIKELY be dead. Ive thought about killing myself so many times its not funny. Ppl do worry, hell i even worry for myself. I dont think half the people that i know, know all this **** that im putting here, but hey, it feels good. All im looking for in this world is comfort. Not the kind that comforts you, cuz they think there going to get SEX out of it, but the kind that really does love you, or the kind that knows what your going through... Well thats enought whinning,
I play lots and lots of sports: Feild Hockey, Tennis, Street Hockey, Football, Softball, Basketball, BaseBall, Lacrosse. I also Do Archery for fun, on my own.
One of my loves is Snowboarding. Im on a Team called "Team Tenney" I've been Snowboarding for about 7 years now...
I have MANY friends, most of them like me cuz im SO CALLED popular. I dont even think of myself like this. I dont believe we sohuld have Groups. Chelsea, is my true BEST FRIEND. I tell her anything. I vent to her, She vents to me.
Im 5'5 or 5'6, i weight about 155. Yea im not the skinniest person in the world, but i dont think that matters!! I have Dark Brown hair, and Dark Ice Blue eyes. My hair is slightly curly at the bottom, but i straighten it sometimes. I have A boyfriend named Hamid, you all know him as Azem. I love him so much, he makes me feel good about myself. And he cheers me up, when im not in that good of a mood. I know that were going to last. I hope he feels the same way. I dont know if he knows this, but sometimes im a little worried, that he doesnt really like me. I would never want some one to pitty over me. Im not writing this **** for pitty. All i need is some Comfort, maybe some help.
On another note, i am TOTALLY obsessd With LP, and Chester! I think that Chester is a very talented person, along with the rest of LP. They are all very blessed. My goal is to tour with LP. Bringing me to the point, that i want to be a musician when i get older, i am now, but a FAMOUS ONE. I want ppl to hear me. I want to influence someone. I believe that music can save someones life, considering that it basically saved mine...
My friend the other day, was at my house. When i walked in my room, she had Good Charlottes "Hold On" on. Shes like Brit, heres your song. How sad is it to have a friend to say that too you. Knowing you can slip away at any given moment. I want to Breathe...
Im going to use this journal to Vent, place my dreams, and mybe some of my writeings i do when i feel like im going to give up. Letting this stuff out is helping me alot!!! so remember:
SAVE THE MUSIC YA'LL!!!
Well my names Brittany Sky MacDonald...yes i just put my full name down so if im lucky someone will come stalk me... Umm im 14 and 3/4. (lol yes it does matter) Im seen as a HAPPY gurl, but no one knows the REAL me. Im sad alot. Nobody understands. They all come to me to slove there problems, but in real life i struggle to sove my own. ppl hate me. Most of them gurls. They all give me ****in snotty looks cuz they think im a popular slut. Im not neither. (Note: im my skool to be popular, you have to be a slut) Im just me. Yea, some times i do try to play the part. Maybe i Deserve all this ****! My parents totally HATE each other and i have to deal with there **** EVERY day. Yes they are devorced.. but im SICK of hering.. "Your dads such a scumbacg" or "Your mothers a Greedy Bitch." What the hell. Im only a kid. I cant deal with all this ****! I was offered Pot the other day. And to think i almost took it. I almost did pot, just so i could be kool. But thank god, someone told me not to do it. Im More responsable than other kid is. I have to be. I have to raise myself. Its not easy, and I know there are many other kids out there, that not only have to raise themelves, but a sibling too. Not all the time my life is ****. I do have friends, im getting rather good grades, i have a boyfriend. These things i Cherish. How do i get through my shitty life day after day. Well Linkin Park honestly. They i believe have kept me alive. If it wasnt for there strong lyrics, and butiful voices, i would MOST LIKELY be dead. Ive thought about killing myself so many times its not funny. Ppl do worry, hell i even worry for myself. I dont think half the people that i know, know all this **** that im putting here, but hey, it feels good. All im looking for in this world is comfort. Not the kind that comforts you, cuz they think there going to get SEX out of it, but the kind that really does love you, or the kind that knows what your going through... Well thats enought whinning,
I play lots and lots of sports: Feild Hockey, Tennis, Street Hockey, Football, Softball, Basketball, BaseBall, Lacrosse. I also Do Archery for fun, on my own.
One of my loves is Snowboarding. Im on a Team called "Team Tenney" I've been Snowboarding for about 7 years now...
I have MANY friends, most of them like me cuz im SO CALLED popular. I dont even think of myself like this. I dont believe we sohuld have Groups. Chelsea, is my true BEST FRIEND. I tell her anything. I vent to her, She vents to me.
Im 5'5 or 5'6, i weight about 155. Yea im not the skinniest person in the world, but i dont think that matters!! I have Dark Brown hair, and Dark Ice Blue eyes. My hair is slightly curly at the bottom, but i straighten it sometimes. I have A boyfriend named Hamid, you all know him as Azem. I love him so much, he makes me feel good about myself. And he cheers me up, when im not in that good of a mood. I know that were going to last. I hope he feels the same way. I dont know if he knows this, but sometimes im a little worried, that he doesnt really like me. I would never want some one to pitty over me. Im not writing this **** for pitty. All i need is some Comfort, maybe some help.
On another note, i am TOTALLY obsessd With LP, and Chester! I think that Chester is a very talented person, along with the rest of LP. They are all very blessed. My goal is to tour with LP. Bringing me to the point, that i want to be a musician when i get older, i am now, but a FAMOUS ONE. I want ppl to hear me. I want to influence someone. I believe that music can save someones life, considering that it basically saved mine...
My friend the other day, was at my house. When i walked in my room, she had Good Charlottes "Hold On" on. Shes like Brit, heres your song. How sad is it to have a friend to say that too you. Knowing you can slip away at any given moment. I want to Breathe...
Im going to use this journal to Vent, place my dreams, and mybe some of my writeings i do when i feel like im going to give up. Letting this stuff out is helping me alot!!! so remember:
SAVE THE MUSIC YA'LL!!!
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well ya all the popular girls at my school dress like sluts and r whores its just that freakin way and i doubt that will change at my ghetto school