Sunday, March 15, 2009...Early in the morning...
A rundown of since I have been gone...
August-December: School work and getting grades at college. My debut rock EP fails to get recorded. Met some of my best friends ever. I can say I have many now.
January: A new year learn new things about the old. I lost most of my high school friends in this time. I found two girls I am really interested in. One I had to just let go cause she wasn't for me the other I am trying to date currently.
February: I get date with what I call my "someday girl" a girl,I will call "Lisa", I never thought I would have a chance with. Few days before the date I get addicted to hyrdocodone, of course my addiction spins out of control like my last. On the day of my date I pop around 3500mg of hydrocodone and have a very bad trip. I lose feeling in legs, start shaking, vomiting, barely keep consciouness. I scare all my friends and have 10 people crowded around me trying to keep me conscious I would be told later it seemed like a minor seizure. Basically Lisa goes out and parties that weekend and meets a guy.
2 weeks ago: I start an solo electronica/industrial rock album. Gotten good reviews from people I have showed instrumental. Some old songs being made into this new form from there previous rock counterparts. Lisa also agreed on a date then told me hours before date she had to chance it saying she doesn't know if she is over other guy. I always have this problem it seems.
Now: Farther into production I am being very efficient it seems. Me and Lisa talking al ot again it appears. Life getting good as release is somewhere in the future it seems.
I know I have said I am leaving before but this time I plan on not coming back. Goodbye maybe some day I will be back.
