Heart LP´s Journal
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Silver_Wolf
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*sneaks up behind you while your getting wine*
*shoves you in the wine fountain*
MWHAHAHA! XD
*shoves you in the wine fountain*
MWHAHAHA! XD
twilightcrimson7
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Lol sometimes I just speak spanish to like my family and I don't even know what I'm doing, and I subconsciously think they can understand me...lol like once my aunt asked me where I was going and I was like "I'm going to the bibiliotecha"
Or I talk to my cat in spanish
hehe
Or I talk to my cat in spanish
hehe
Hybrid-Heart
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*sneaks into the party*
can i join too?
can i join too?
Heart_LP
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lol sis! soemtimes I have dreams in a whole another language that I dotn even speak *shrug*
Before I start my update, I'm just gonna say that I dont feel so good so there's gonna be lot f whining, so if you cant cope with it, then you dont have to read it. I just really need to get it out.
Today we had sports day so I went swimmig and bowling. It was ok. no it was actually fun. My day was going good untill I got home. Just before I was gonna practice piano, my bro started annoying me and my mom started complaining of how impunctual I am and when I told her to quit it, my dad told me to shut up and everyone were just complaining in my ear., so I couldn't take it and just told everyone to **** off and there's when everything began, my dad hit me and told me to say sorry. My family is not worth saying sorry to..why? cause when my dad tells me that I'm nothing but a worthless piece of ****, he doesn't tell me sorry, when I hopefully look at mom tosay something in my defence, she agress with him, doesn't say sorry, when my bro makes me cry even more after that, he does not tell me sorry. Then why should I? My parents started complaning about me again so I jst went to the classes and my teacher knew that something was wrong and gave me his pity smile which I'm so ashamed of but I just told him that I had cold. I just came home few mins ago and mom cant speak, her heart aches and the medicin is not helping, she may have to go to the hospital tonight. It's too much. I cant handle it, I'm not strong enough.
I just dont know what to do anymore.
Before I start my update, I'm just gonna say that I dont feel so good so there's gonna be lot f whining, so if you cant cope with it, then you dont have to read it. I just really need to get it out.
Feb 8
Today we had sports day so I went swimmig and bowling. It was ok. no it was actually fun. My day was going good untill I got home. Just before I was gonna practice piano, my bro started annoying me and my mom started complaining of how impunctual I am and when I told her to quit it, my dad told me to shut up and everyone were just complaining in my ear., so I couldn't take it and just told everyone to **** off and there's when everything began, my dad hit me and told me to say sorry. My family is not worth saying sorry to..why? cause when my dad tells me that I'm nothing but a worthless piece of ****, he doesn't tell me sorry, when I hopefully look at mom tosay something in my defence, she agress with him, doesn't say sorry, when my bro makes me cry even more after that, he does not tell me sorry. Then why should I? My parents started complaning about me again so I jst went to the classes and my teacher knew that something was wrong and gave me his pity smile which I'm so ashamed of but I just told him that I had cold. I just came home few mins ago and mom cant speak, her heart aches and the medicin is not helping, she may have to go to the hospital tonight. It's too much. I cant handle it, I'm not strong enough.
I just dont know what to do anymore.
Silver_Wolf
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*secretly follows you to India*
o__O I'm not a stalker ^^" Hehe
Have fun!!!!!
o__O I'm not a stalker ^^" Hehe
Have fun!!!!!
stupidsoul1
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awwwwwwww *snifflz*
how delayed am i?
well take care son *watches ur plain float off into the sunset then salutes*
how delayed am i?
well take care son *watches ur plain float off into the sunset then salutes*
twilightcrimson7
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yeah, sometimes life is overwhelming, I am upset that you were hurt though, and you are not obligated to say sorry to them. *extra big hugs and smooches*
But you're right, sometimes you gotta just screw it, and move on with life rather than getting stuck on it. good luck with everything darlin' ^_^ and cheer up!
But you're right, sometimes you gotta just screw it, and move on with life rather than getting stuck on it. good luck with everything darlin' ^_^ and cheer up!
stupidsoul1
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Are you from India too?
Hey Sammi! How are things going? I missed you
*puts a bandage on your cut*
im not from india, but im anglo indian...around 90% of my family r in india, maybe more then that *shrugs*
Heart_LP
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thanx hon, but I am. Otherwise my mom will keep on torturing me.
thank you =)
well today was **** too. National exam went ok. I wrote about moving to Sweden but I cant judhe what grade I can get. Idk...maybe VG-
When I came home, **** started. Dont wanna really explain, it was just ****.
I'm too tired, both mentally and physically. I can barely keep my eyes open but I have this huge social assigment on WW2 which I have to send in tomorrow and I forgot about it so I started doing it today =_=
I'm really sorry you had to read my personal family issues. I'll try to shut my mouth or well...stop my hands next time lol
Thnak you for reading.
I love you guys.
Take care
thank you =)
well today was **** too. National exam went ok. I wrote about moving to Sweden but I cant judhe what grade I can get. Idk...maybe VG-
When I came home, **** started. Dont wanna really explain, it was just ****.
I'm too tired, both mentally and physically. I can barely keep my eyes open but I have this huge social assigment on WW2 which I have to send in tomorrow and I forgot about it so I started doing it today =_=
I'm really sorry you had to read my personal family issues. I'll try to shut my mouth or well...stop my hands next time lol
Thnak you for reading.
I love you guys.
Take care
4everLP_Shinoda
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Hey Sammi!!!!!Happy bday!!!!(I know it´s gonna be late by the time u read this lol but I wanted to say it anyways).
I hope you have lots of fun in India,have a nice flight and take care. .
Hope to talk to you laterz.
Bye
).I hope you have lots of fun in India,have a nice flight and take care.
.Hope to talk to you laterz.
Bye
Hybrid-Heart
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happy b-day sammi ^^
so you're celebrating your b-day in India
well have a great time ^^
*hugs*
so you're celebrating your b-day in India
well have a great time ^^
*hugs*
Heart_LP
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But you shouldn't listening to my crappy problems. everyone has their one problems and then they come out of their hoome or internet to find something else and voila! even more problems
but thanx anyways.
As I said in your journal, I cant thank enough *insert huge smile here* lol
well I'm done with the assigment Didn't even take one day to finish it and I dont understand why I always do this on the last day! *shakes head*
I guess that's just a part of me, being lazy
but thanx anyways.
As I said in your journal, I cant thank enough *insert huge smile here* lol
well I'm done with the assigment
Didn't even take one day to finish it and I dont understand why I always do this on the last day! *shakes head*I guess that's just a part of me, being lazy
twilightcrimson7
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*sends love* HAPPY B-DAY! ^__^
Heart_LP
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That's just such a typical thing to do *sigh*
haha yes it is! very brilliantly explained
yes, I guess but well, sometimes I just feel guilty about it. I know thatit is much more fun when ppl are happy and read happy posts lol
then you get happy comments!
eek right now happy seems so energetic to me
haha yes it is! very brilliantly explained
yes, I guess but well, sometimes I just feel guilty about it. I know thatit is much more fun when ppl are happy and read happy posts lol
then you get happy comments!
eek right now happy seems so energetic to me
Silver_Wolf
New member
cheers!
Happy Birthday!!!
*gives you a big present* XD
Happy Birthday!!!
*gives you a big present* XD
stupidsoul1
New member
WOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! *gives u a banana tree with a pancake hat*
have a good one =)
have a good one =)
Friðbjörn
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haha bunny and flowers? well gotta admit that's true, that's...cheesy lol
ah yeah, that's definately me, that's the case with homework every friggin day lol
except today, I actually got to it, I went and was done with it by 6 o'clock! that hasn't happened for like a year! yay go me w00t haha
well gotta admit that's true, that's...cheesy lolah yeah, that's definately me, that's the case with homework every friggin day lol
except today, I actually got to it, I went and was done with it by 6 o'clock! that hasn't happened for like a year! yay go me w00t haha
4everLP_Shinoda
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ROFL LMAO!!!!Fiona u really live in a pancake instead of a house!!!rofl!!
jkjkjk
Heart_LP
New member
aww guys!!!
i love you all sooooooo much
wow so many of you remembered my bday? *tear*
ive missed you all mucho mucho much.
I had a pretty freaky journey cause the flight was overbooked and i almoist started to cry cause i was stuck alone with no one in Germany lol but i shouted at them or having a dumbass ajency and tada i got a firts class ticket lmao it was coooool
i met 3 indian famous actresses urmila, rekha and shlipa sheety
anyways a lill update
16th June
I woke up and had no idea it was my bday lol
later on i ate breakfat in the **** hot + humid weather and my aunt and uncle gave me my bday gift and wished me and i was like woaaah yeah im 15 today XP
later on i went to some temples to get "blessings" and it was so confusing cause im not so familiar with hinduism anymore...=_= and the guru thought that i was married =_= wtf? im only 15...15!!!! not married!! *cough* anyways
my uvle was pretyty dissapointed cause i forgot about my religion, he is very religious...:/
anyways i went to my other uncle to get blessings lol we do that in India and he wasnt home and my cusin and his wife were sleeping ><
so i went home, went to the cyber cafe i am in now and called mom.
i wahnted to surf on the internet but the elctricity went =_=
so i went home and went out with my freinds mintie, anar, shruti, harsh and saahil, woah **** harsh is so hot **** he is my best freind and he is so hot and i kinda...slightly...like him XP i dont wanna ruin our friendship plus ill be going to swe3den soon so ill keep my mouth shut. we all went to mc donalds and had soo much fun, they thought it was gross that i ate big mac cause its not vegetarian =_= meeh then we talked how stupid trends we girls made and how stupid the guys used act around us when we were kids lmao awww great times!! XDDDD
then we made fun of eachother and how im the tallest of all, according to a 15 yr old indian, im pretty tall lol but im about 5.5 or 5.6 so thats ok....
anyways we went out for my shopping but i didnt find anything and gor mad at anar cause she kept on shouting how my selection was stupid >< so typical her!! Mintie told me how it was after i had left and no one were same old same. everyone had changed..no one cared, sad cause we all were so close and so good freinds. our group is still so famous in school for being great freinds. lmao when i was shruti, she started to cry haha pretty dramaticbut really sweet xp
later on harsh, saahil and anar left so me, mintie and shruti went to a place called lake which is new there and talked how it was after i left again...
they had missed me lol soo sweet, they remembered everything about me ^^ every single memory and stuff haha my frineds are the best friends abyone can ever get!! ^^
it was so relxing, then shruti cried again cause she didnt want me to go back dramatic again but really sweet lol so me mintie and shruti took a coin and made a wish and threw it in there lol we are nuts XP
then we went to a place celled fun replublc, its huge and awsome!! we had awsome time, bowling, playing biliard and more..hehe i still kick there ***** in biliard! XD
then mintie dropped me home and i took my third shower lol and watched tv till my cusin and his wife came to meet me.
my cusin is acting so weird! he has never told ahyone except his wife that he loves someone...he said that to me yesterday i was in complete shock lmao
ppl have lots of love to give me here lol
well later on i went to sleep_______________________________
that was my bday
no matt i did not drink lol well only coke meeeh *shrugs*
i have a lots of fun here but cant tolerate the traffic and the weather....so **** hot and so many ppl everywhere!!
well excuse my spelling mistakes...its just that the keyboard is so diff here
thanx for reading
hugs
i love you all sooooooo much
wow so many of you remembered my bday? *tear*
ive missed you all mucho mucho much.
I had a pretty freaky journey cause the flight was overbooked and i almoist started to cry cause i was stuck alone with no one in Germany lol but i shouted at them or having a dumbass ajency and tada i got a firts class ticket lmao it was coooool
i met 3 indian famous actresses urmila, rekha and shlipa sheety
anyways a lill update
16th June
I woke up and had no idea it was my bday lol
later on i ate breakfat in the **** hot + humid weather and my aunt and uncle gave me my bday gift and wished me and i was like woaaah yeah im 15 today XP
later on i went to some temples to get "blessings" and it was so confusing cause im not so familiar with hinduism anymore...=_= and the guru thought that i was married =_= wtf? im only 15...15!!!! not married!! *cough* anyways
my uvle was pretyty dissapointed cause i forgot about my religion, he is very religious...:/
anyways i went to my other uncle to get blessings lol we do that in India and he wasnt home and my cusin and his wife were sleeping ><
so i went home, went to the cyber cafe i am in now and called mom.
i wahnted to surf on the internet but the elctricity went =_=
so i went home and went out with my freinds mintie, anar, shruti, harsh and saahil, woah **** harsh is so hot **** he is my best freind and he is so hot and i kinda...slightly...like him XP i dont wanna ruin our friendship plus ill be going to swe3den soon so ill keep my mouth shut. we all went to mc donalds and had soo much fun, they thought it was gross that i ate big mac cause its not vegetarian =_= meeh then we talked how stupid trends we girls made and how stupid the guys used act around us when we were kids lmao awww great times!! XDDDD
then we made fun of eachother and how im the tallest of all, according to a 15 yr old indian, im pretty tall lol but im about 5.5 or 5.6 so thats ok....
anyways we went out for my shopping but i didnt find anything and gor mad at anar cause she kept on shouting how my selection was stupid >< so typical her!! Mintie told me how it was after i had left and no one were same old same. everyone had changed..no one cared, sad cause we all were so close and so good freinds. our group is still so famous in school for being great freinds. lmao when i was shruti, she started to cry haha pretty dramaticbut really sweet xp
later on harsh, saahil and anar left so me, mintie and shruti went to a place called lake which is new there and talked how it was after i left again...
they had missed me lol soo sweet, they remembered everything about me ^^ every single memory and stuff haha my frineds are the best friends abyone can ever get!! ^^
it was so relxing, then shruti cried again cause she didnt want me to go back dramatic again but really sweet lol so me mintie and shruti took a coin and made a wish and threw it in there lol we are nuts XP
then we went to a place celled fun replublc, its huge and awsome!! we had awsome time, bowling, playing biliard and more..hehe i still kick there ***** in biliard! XD
then mintie dropped me home and i took my third shower lol and watched tv till my cusin and his wife came to meet me.
my cusin is acting so weird! he has never told ahyone except his wife that he loves someone...he said that to me yesterday
i was in complete shock lmaoppl have lots of love to give me here lol
well later on i went to sleep_______________________________
that was my bday
no matt i did not drink lol well only coke
meeeh *shrugs*i have a lots of fun here but cant tolerate the traffic and the weather....so **** hot and so many ppl everywhere!!
well excuse my spelling mistakes...its just that the keyboard is so diff here
thanx for reading
hugs