It takes a big man to apologize especially to a crowd as tough as this one. Don't worry about your actions last night. Sure they were melodramatic but we are dealing with people after all, not androids. Take a break once in a while before the stress consumes you. There is no point in logging on if you're not doing this for fun. You may feel as if you have some egg on your face but this will all blow over and be forgotten. Hang in there, kiddo.