lpp's journal

[lpp]

one word to say how i am today

NUMB

 

[Heart_LP]

I´ve felt that way..it sux..and I´m sry
*hugs you*
damn I wish I could take it away..
it´s like:-
nothing I can say or do will take away what I´ve been thro
nothing you can say to me will take away this memories.

I hate that!
I wish I could do something to help.

 

[lpp]

I´ve felt that way..it sux..and I´m sry
*hugs you*
damn I wish I could take it away..
it´s like:-
nothing I can say or do will take away what I´ve been thro
nothing you can say to me will take away this memories.

I hate that!
I wish I could do something to help.

thnks samira for trying

 

[Heart_LP]

my pleasure and I´ll keep on doing that

 

[Rusu_luvs_LP_4ever]

awww hope everything gets better...wait are you numb from the cold or emotionally?

 

[stupidsoul1]

*hugs* aww dw i used to feel like that alot but you have to realise life is what you make it so show it whos the boss and go for it!!

 

[lpp]

awww hope everything gets better...wait are you numb from the cold or emotionally?

emotionally

is all i have to say

pain=emotions
emotions= numb
numb=nothing

 

[lpp]

i am just so scared people

i might go crazy on my arm one day with a razor

i am just so scared

*sits in a corner *

 

[Heart_LP]

*sits in the corner beside you*
ok, tell me buddy...what is making you cut?

 

[lpp]

*sits in the corner beside you*
ok, tell me buddy...what is making you cut?

I DUNNO

maybe its cause i am so numb

and i want it gone

 

[Heart_LP]

I DUNNO

maybe its cause i am so numb

and i want it gone

ok so what is mking you numb? it must be something...something

 

[lpp]

ok so what is mking you numb? it must be something...something

*bangs head on wall*

i am not sure why i wantted to shut my emotions off

 

[Heart_LP]

aww dont do that!
*rubs your head*
it´s ok..it´s like without a reson thing...I know about that and I just hate it cause the worst part is I dont even know why I´m so numb!!
that becomes even more annoying. am I right?

 

[lpp]

aww dont do that!
*rubs your head*
it´s ok..it´s like without a reson thing...I know about that and I just hate it cause the worst part is I dont even know why I´m so numb!!
that becomes even more annoying. am I right?

no i dunno

i am so confused

samira

*starts to cry*

 

[Heart_LP]

it´s ok..dont cry!
*holds you*
just think about what I said in my last PM.

 

[lpp]

it´s ok..dont cry!
*holds you*
just think about what I said in my last PM.

damn it NOTHING I SAY NOTHING IS WORKING

i think i just might give in

 

[Heart_LP]

you cant!
you just cant..plz lpp!!
listen to me!
I knwo it´s hard cause I told you I´ve been there but if you are scared then dont do it

 

[Friðbjörn]

i am just so scared people

i might go crazy on my arm one day with a razor

i am just so scared

*sits in a corner *

Talk to us, we're here. Right guys?

 

[lpp]

Talk to us, we're here. Right guys?

how can i

how can i just say what is bothering me with i have no ****ing clue

 

[cmlp]

^ I know what ya mean. Heart_LP is right, something has to be making you feel numb. Is it family maybe? Confused? I wish I could help. If ya want, I'm always around if you need sum1 to talk too.