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Pheonix791989

Pheonix791989

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I sat in my room that night after my dad yelled at mom. Some how I still felt betrayed. My room hadn't changed any the month that i had been gone. But there was something wrong about my room. I opened up a letter that was sitting on my desk.

dear kilala,

I don't know if your ever going to get this but I feel that I need to tell you this some how. Linkin Park is back together. Your dad didn't mean the things he really said about me. I love you kilala and every day you gone it feels like im living in an abyss of ****. You cant leave me here alone. Things will get better for all of us I know it. I miss you so much right now, you don't know how much it hurts. i want you to know that your the only thing that is like music i play. amazing and unexplainable. your a beautiful person and I know that you think that your not but you are. I love you.

Draven

I heard a soft knock on the door. It was my dad. He came in and sat down on the edge of the bed with two plates of oden.

"Hey Kilala, I made your favorite. I know you have to be hungary, Airline food is murder wating to happen."

He said. I took a plate and grabbed the chopsticks. I devoured it. I was really hungary. We ate in silence for a few moments. My dad then looked at the black spot that was on my cheek. It hurt like ****. I was greatfull that there is minimal chewing when it comes to eating oden.

"I'm really sorry dad. I promise i wont ever do it again."

I said softly.

"Kilala I would have done the same thing when I was your age."

My dad gave a loud sigh.

"I'm the one whos sorry that I put you through the **** that I did. I love you and you were right I don't know you any more. I've decide to spend some quality time with you.''

I set the plate on the stand beside my dresser. I gave a big yawn. Jet lag was really getting to me. I looked at the picture of when I was about four years old and I was perched on my dad's shoulders at the concert in Florida.

"Dad sing me to sleep will you?"

I asked as I curled up on my bed. Dad smiled as he reached for the acustic guitar that was near my door. He strummed a few chords as he tried to decide on a song to sing. Then the chords became more recognizeable.

"Hey dad look at me

Think back and talk to me

did I grow up acording to plan?

And do you think I'm wasting my time

doing things I wanna do?

Cuz it hurts when you disaprove all along.

And now I try hard to make it

I just want to make you proud

I'm never gonna be good enough for you

I can't pretend that I'm alright

and you cant change me

cuz we lost it all

nothing lasts forever

I'm sorry I can't be perfect.

Now it's just too late

and we can't go back

I'm sorry I can't be perfect.

I try not to think

About the pain I feel inside

did you know you used to be my hero?

All the days you spent with me

now seem so far away

And it feels like you don't care any more.

And now I try hard to make it

I just want to make you proud.

I'm never gonna be good enough for you

I can't stand another fight

and nothing's alright.

Cuz we lost it all

nothing lasts forever

I'm sorry I cant be perfect.

Now its just too late

and we cant go back

I'm sorry I cant be perfect

Nothings gonna change the

things that you said

And nothings gonna make them right again

please don't turn your back

I can't believe its hard just to talk to you

but you don't understand"

I drifted off into a dead sleep. It was so peacfull with only one thing on my mind at the time. Draven.

 
Pheonix791989

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My pillow was nice and comfortable. I wanted to stay asleep. But unfourtunantly the sun was up and being really anoying. I'm glad im an only child cuz i cant fight with the sun let alone siblings. I heard noise down stairs as I looked at the clock on my stand. It was almost lunch time. Normaly if I sleep in this late, if dad's home then hes got my up by now for piano lessons. I stretch and pull on a pair of baggy Cargo shorts. There's still sleep in my eyes as I make my way down stairs. I heard the dishes clink and alot of talking as I enter the kitchen. I blink several times as I try to get the gist of my surroundings. Its everyone sitting in the kitchen. I saw this huge smile burst across Draven's face as he jumps up and crosses the kitchen in three strides and captures me in a hug. I hug him back as his golden blond hair falls in his eyes.

"*** I missed you."

He whispered so only I could hear him.

"I missed you too Draven."

I whispered back.

"Hey Draven let the rest of us hug her you sponge monger."

His dad said with a laugh. I hugged everyone in the kitchen including my dad . I swear Uncle Chester was trying to kill me with his hugs. But I still love him. I looked at my dad doing his breakfast dishes in the sink.

"What's going on dad?"

I asked him. He broke out into a huge grin. There were six official looking letters in the middle of the table.

"We just got em yesterday, we're not going to open them without you."

Kale said. I sat down at the table by Draven as we all picked up our letters with the UCLA emblem on the front of it. I held my breath as I finally got the letter out.

"Ryan you go first."

Billy said as he played with the headphones on his head. I swear I never understood why he wore them.

"I got in."

Ryan said with a breath of relief.

"Me too."

''I'm in"

"Looks like you have to put up with me for another year."

"I'm in too."

Everyone looked at me.

"Guys, it looks like I’m going to be leaving this place and movin on to College!”

 
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I wiped a tear from my eyes. I was so happy that I finally got in. There was so much that was going through this kids mind that i don't know what im suposed to think. On one hand I was so **** happy that I was getting out of here and going to college and then on the other, my dad and mom are filing divorce. I dont know who the **** is going to get custody of me but i dont want to go with my mom I refuse. I guess I was spaced out a little the next thing I know, something is dripping from my forehead. I slowly begin to wipe potato salad from my hair. I turned to see Draven, uncle chester, and my dad laughing.

"You guys are so immature."

I said as I heaved the food back at them. My dad's mouth dropped open. Uncle Chester's potato salad dripped down his face. He looked like he was going to yell at me. He started laughing. He took a handfull of pasta salad, curtasey of Phoenix and tried to throw it at me. His aim is really bad in his old age. it hit uncle Rob in the back of his neck. Almost every one froze. my dad's face almost was drained of its color which made his head look white and blue. Uncle rob took the half eaten piece of hot dog that was Kale's . He threw it at Dad. it hit him square in the face. Mustered smeared all over his face.

"Rob!"

He said as he jumped on top of him. the two guys rolled right into the pool with a gigantic splash. suddenly someone had picked me up and was running towards the pool.

"DRAVEN!!"

I screached as he tossed me into the pool. I saw Draven's blong head laughing me as i swam to the edge of the pool away from my dad and uncle rob dunking and splashing each other. Draven offered me his hand. I smiled as I yanked on his arm and sent him toppeling into the pool. The rest of the guys started laughing as they bombarded us with the pool squeezy thingys. I took one of them and chucked it at Ryan. a big wet spot appeared on his favorite red shirt.

"Oh my ******* ***. no you didn't!"

He yelled. I ducked as he threw the ball at me.

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I opened up my locker as I pulled out my book bag. Suddenly as I made to get my books and my bag from the floor I heard a slam. **** the whole back of my shirt was stuck in my locker. I sat there on the floor as I tried to turn around. I waited for another five minutes before trying again. **** it, Joclyn shut my shirt back in my locker. I gulped as the collar of my shirt cut into my neck. I waited for someone to come and find me. Draven came down the hall in his gym clothes. He gave me a strange look as he saw me sitting on the floor.

"What happened?"

HE asked. I moved aside as he took a look.

"Oh."

he then tried to pull it out with no luck. he then went and got the rest of the guys. They still couldnt get me free. Kale suggested that we go get a crow bar and then they took off running. Draven sat by me while the others went out.

"I guess that your kindda stuck to me."

HE said with a laugh as he poked me with his finger in my stomache. I laughed. I then turned to the side to face him. Draven turned to the side to look at me as well. We caught each other in a kiss

 
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I laughed as Remy and his girl friend came back with a crow bar in their hands. It took them almost the whole class period to get me out of it. Alyssa, Reamy's girlfriend, was really nice. she lent me one of her old Linkin Park shirts for me to wear while the other one was ripped and she sowed it back together.

"Thank's Alyssa. I have a feeling that you and I are going to get along really well. "

I said as Draven stood with his back to me as I changed.

"Hey guys why don't we go some place to hang out?"

Kale sugested as he kissed his girlfriend, Katara. They were really weird. Remy and Alyssa, Kale and Katara, Billy and Sara (never saw those two getting together) Ryan and Terry (definentaly didnt see that one ryan and a cheerleader)

"How about my place? My dad said that I could have some friends over."

Kale said. Draven made a face.

"I don't know is your dad doing the cooking? the last time I ate uncle rob's cooking I was puking drumsticks for a week."

He said. Kale punched Draven.

"We could just go to the movies and then to my house. We can order pizzas"

I suggested. They nodded.

"Lets vote on this one. All in favor of Uncle Rob's cooking?"

Ryan said. no one raised their hands.

"All in favor of pizza and a movie at Kilala's"

Everyone raised their hands.

"Off to the movies!!"

Ryan said as he grabbed his girlfriend by the hand as they started to run off in the direction of the movies. Draven took me by the hand and we went to the movies. we sat through another boring movie I can't believe that those guys wanted to see the Inuyasha movie. ok ok it was really cool but I think it would have been better if it was just me and Draven without all of the making out and stuff. it was grose.

 
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It was weird and extreamly awkward between me and Draven the past couple of weeks. I felt almost like an outsider around the group. Oh but how to tell Draven of my feelings...alright lets cut the shakespearian bull ****. I really wanted to tell him all of this stuff but as always I'd probably end up with my foot in my mouth. Draven sat beside me at the dance where they pulled out the bleachers in the gym. There wasn't really too much to do since they played so few mosh songs. It seemed to be a rule you pretty much mosh to any song that is rock since Rap has pretty much taken over the industry. I watched as Kale and his girlfriend get bagged on by the assitant principal mrs.Patrick aka ***** Barbie. Shes the spawn of hitler i swear. She was always messing with Billy and Kale cuz they were jewish. But ever since our dads talked to her, she's pretty much left them alone. I saw Kale make a run for it, so did Mrs.Patrick. He made it saftly under the bleachers, she on the other hand stepped on a balloon and went face first into a trash can. *** that was so funny. Sudden the whirling of lights slowed down and the people made their way off the dance floor. The beat of the music slowed to what I recognized to be a Linkin Park song. It was My December, one of my favorites. Draven grabbed my hand and looked at me.

"Come on Kilala, come dance with me."

He said pouting like a little baby. I don't normally dance.

"Fine but if I step on your feet its not my fault."

I said as I warned him. He just smiled and pulled me out to the dance floor by the speakers in the gym. I put my arms around his neck as he put his hands on my waist drawing me closer to his strong tattooed arms. We slowly rotated under the strung up lights that they always put up. As we danced a little longer I realized how tired I was and how I felt so comfortable. I put my head on his chest. But then of course as life would have it, ***** barbie ruined the moment.

"You two need some space between you."

She said as she forced herself between us. then of course the moment she left, Draven pulled me right back even closer. I could feel his warm breath on top of my head.

"Theres a secret I want to tell you Kilala."

He said as he brought me closer to him. He leaned down over my ear and whispered into it.

"Will you be my girlfriend?"

 
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