right now i feel like compleat ****. today durring fifth period, Me, John, chris and shawn got called up to the office. then we found out that our friend Tom died of drug overdose. I'm so mad at Tom right now but I'm an emotional wreck. What the **** was he thinking when he was doing drugs?! I feel like I want to die just so I can find tom to kill him. It hurts so much to know that tom's gone. the last thing I said to him yesterday was be careful and that I couldnt wait till we could do something again to cause mischief but no he wasnt ******* careful. I mean we got his suicide note and we just couldnt understand it. He had a ******* perfect life, his parents loved him and he had a nice girlfriend and he had us. I just dont want to believe that he's gone. Tom, I know that your up there and probably reading this as I type, I just have one word to describe you right now, Fucktard!! do you know how many people you've hurt? how about John, he was like your brother. Shawn and I, we wont be the three muskateers without you. Nick's a mess and his teacher caught him cutting YOUR name into his arm durring english. Ashley feels like **** because you made her choose between you and John. You should have come to one of us if something was wrong and you know it, you know we were here for you.
RIP Tom