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Pheonix791989

Pheonix791989

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I was on a survival excersize this weekend. they're doing the ninja selection exam in a couple of weeks so I have to get ready for it. Its gonna be really rough this year since we have people comming from all over the US. man the people are gonna be either snotty faced brats who think they know everything or guys who could break me in half with one hand. meh, i hope i can do well
 
Pheonix791989

Pheonix791989

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im irritated at my dad. he thinks im going through some phase or im manic depressive or something and it taking me to see a shrink. He thinks im gonna kill myself and that ive been cutting (which hasnt happened for 2 years) I'm on the verge of a mental break down with my stepmom and my sisters think I need an attitude adjustment. they **** me off. grr. its kindda dumb cuz my dad wants me and him to have some father/daughter time so hes taking me to visit the school of digital communications on saturday. Thats where I want to go after highschool. the best thing is they look at your art portfolio and not your grades or SAT score. that rocks so much. personally I think my stepmom put him up to it since she and I got into another fight about room cleaning again. My US history project is due tomorrow so I gotta lug my huge *** amp and my bass to school so I can preform my song. I was extreamly close to doing a rendition of Americain idiot but I actually like my teacher. so thats about it for now im gonna go sleep in my locker,
 
woodyloveslinkin

woodyloveslinkin

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Yeah I see why you would be ****** off, he thinks your an emo! rush him!

Man, I never did US history, I've done Australian and i am currently doing Isreali/Palestinaen Conflict history.

Hope your performance is great!

 
Pheonix791989

Pheonix791989

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im kindda still putsin around school and what not. its mardi gras so theres gonna be a huge party and all. loads of food and stuff. im still a bit unsetteled by the last bit that rav wrote for her story. im just trying to get my head into it and see it from my characters POV but its just..... wow. its a complicated emotion that i went through when my dad asked me what i thought when he wanted to marry my step mom. it was kindda hard to tell him just what i felt
 
Pheonix791989

Pheonix791989

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man i saw the weirdest thing today. a ladies boot was tacked up on a phone pole. I have seen some weird things but that was the weirdest thing ever. it beats the time when we saw this bloke out walking around in a storm with a kilt walkin his dog. >< that was something I could have lived with out. but the thing that takes the cake was seeing this toilet out in the middle of someones front yard. that was strange enough but the thing was it was about seven toilets lined up all down the yard XD hilarious
 
Pheonix791989

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XD well im almost in tears im helpin jimmy battle his expulsion and what not so im close to the knifes edge and other LPF member who shall remain nameless arnt helping *cough chris cough*
 
Ravynlee

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im kindda still putsin around school and what not. its mardi gras so theres gonna be a huge party and all. loads of food and stuff. im still a bit unsetteled by the last bit that rav wrote for her story. im just trying to get my head into it and see it from my characters POV but its just..... wow. its a complicated emotion that i went through when my dad asked me what i thought when he wanted to marry my step mom. it was kindda hard to tell him just what i felt
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Hey there my girl.

Been a while since I stopped in here, I know. But catching up now. After reading what's been going on with your family and your troubles with Jimmy I feel terrible for you. Nothing I can say will fix it, but still... man. Sorry I guess.

(Lame attempt at comforting you)

Having said that - what you said above also worried me. Is it a bad unsettled or...? Want me to stop? If it's making you uncomfortable I will, you know I'd NEVER intentionally distress any of you guys on purpose. I was just trying to see this from all characters POV's in a realistic light... I know cause I went through it at 13 with my lil bro. I went to live with dad and he went to live with mum, that's where this comes from... Anyway, if you have any issues at all with it please don't hesitate to let me know. It's only a story. You as a RL person are far more important than any story.

*hugs*

Hope things get better for ya, Mel. I'm sure eventually things will work themselves out. Somehow they always manage to, even if you can't see how right now. Try and stay positive. Take care.

-Rav <3 :D

 
Pheonix791989

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i dont mean unsetteled in a bad sort of way... just making me think about that made my stomach bottom out like that. im super nervous cuz im going in for my last set of operations on my eyes since the 'accident' when i was younger. Jimmy flew in from his weekend in oz just to be with me on monday. Jimmy got off with the expulsion and im so happy for it. but im just glad this is the last big of the surgeries that I have to have. i can tell you its making me super nervous that if one thing goes wrong i'll go blind again. i sure as **** dont want that to happen. thats how i ended up taking up drumming and playing bass as a stress reliever. Master passed on yesterday so the whole dojo is having a memorial service in his honor on saturday which would have been his 89th birthday. i cant believe that master is gone. to top it off my stepmom is ****** at my grandmother and well thats nothing good. it never is. hugs to everyone if i dont get a chance to get on tomorrow.

hey, its all good

mini-rob XD

 
Ravynlee

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OMG, Mel! I had no idea about the operation. Man, I feel so sorry for you. You're vision, your master passing, the whole Jimmy thing! Jesus, and here I am circling around the writer's thread waiting for you to update your story, I'm sorry for being so selfish. :( And my deepest sympathies for the passing of your master. As for your stepmum, hopefully she'll snap out of it eventually and things improve on the homefront. They never seem to really though do they? I wish there was some way I could swoop in and save you from all of it but I know I'm just a dissasociated voice from the other side of the planet. Man, don't know what else to say...

But I guess I feel a little bit of joy in the fact that something I've written makes you (or anyone else) feel a little bit of relief in all this.

*tackle hugs*

Hope things get better - and I mean it.

Take care, talk again later. Hopefuly tomorrow but I understand if you're not. Just focus on getting better.

Hi to Jimmy, apu.

-Rav :D

 
Pheonix791989

Pheonix791989

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yeah everything went well and its the last one i have to have untill im 40 XD. but its all good. im glad that jimmy managed to put the story on a thumb drive so i can have it on my laptop to listen to while my eyes are still out for now.
 
Pheonix791989

Pheonix791989

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things have been so hetic this past week/end. Jimmy finally has a place of his own and has a job at the music studios down in St Pauls about a half hour out of town. I've been helping him move all weekend. then he asked me to come live with him. I said yes, and now we have a nice little apartment together. then i had exams all week and it was rough since I didnt get to finish my algebra 2 exam and I had to go to the assistant principal to see if he could get the batty ***** of a teacher to let me finish it. It sucks though since I have a hard group of exams comming up. I got my orange belt in martial arts and im also in drivers ed and I'm starting the behind the wheel part soon so watch out! XD. Jimmy suprised me the other day at school with a promise ring. once I graduate we'll get married and everything. so its all good considering how crappy my week was

mini rob

 
Pheonix791989

Pheonix791989

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I figured some of y'all would like to figure out what some of my friends and brothers are like. so i decided to upload some pictures. heres shawn and will. shawn's the one with black hair and will has the red hair. hes a red headed mexicain XD

http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/94b1f1720931fa1122ed351a690cde8e.jpg

then these are my brothers. the one with the soccer ball is ryan and the one with the long hair is deryk. deryks cool and ryans a trip. theyre both just like me for the most part.

http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/db1399a5bf78f9e4eaf8b9c7be4e75f3.jpg

and this is ryan after he fell off the porch and into the bushes that were in the ditch that runs by our house. thats his girlfriend chelsea and the other dude is my friend david.

http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/7e6767e0357a64b6b4c8a65d4c5f0afa.jpg

and for all those wondering who the infamous jimmy is this is him when he came to visit me at school last year. he looks different now his hairs alot shorter and hes got some meat on his bones now. but this is him

http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/a180c0bad9e914b4ae9bf6a93e91ac05.jpg

this is me tyler and robie. we used to get into so much trouble in gym class for excessive force.

http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/222f371bcd1b9e85b1e17db856751284.jpg

but hey its all good

 
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