Riss'z Journal

How much do you love me?

  • Marry me?

    Votes: 8 17.0%
  • I love you. In a friend way

    Votes: 10 21.3%
  • You seem ok

    Votes: 12 25.5%
  • I don't like you very much

    Votes: 1 2.1%
  • I really hate you!

    Votes: 1 2.1%
  • Who the eff are you??

    Votes: 15 31.9%

  • Total voters
    47

Shadowed Heart

New member
:D :D :D

Okay, I lied, we only won by 2 - 0, but w/e. :p

Anywho, lookit. :D

WEST JORDAN — Cheered on by a fantastic crowd of students, parents and teachers, top-ranked Copper Hills stayed calm and composed to take care of business at home against Bingham and remain perfect on the season at 8-0.
It was the kind of afternoon that Copper Hills coach Michael Shaughnessy envisioned when he took over the lowly Grizzlies' program five years ago. Shaughnessy will be the first to tell you that his team is far from a finished article and that his players must keep winning to prove they are one of the state's elite teams.

However, Shaughnessy has a stable of talented players at his disposal, and the Grizzlies have the look of a team that can be consistently good. That much was evident as Anthony Nixon scored once in each half to give Copper Hills a 2-0 win over Bingham on Tuesday.

"There's stuff happening here," said Shaughnessy. "It's taken some time. It's my fifth year here. We, first of all, learned how to be difficult to beat, and then we've slowly, slowly tried to make it more attractive. It's just exciting."

The community that surrounds Copper Hills High seems to be noticing.

A very solid contingent of students lined Copper Hills' sideline before kickoff arrived on Tuesday, and more and more folks arrived to cheer on the Grizzlies throughout the first half.

"Our crowds have increased," said Shaughnessy. "It wasn't quite like being at Old Trafford, but for us it was. I want them to all be proud of us. I want the teachers (and) the students to be proud of their boys soccer team and be proud of themselves."

Copper Hills came storming out of the gates early on against Bingham and went ahead 1-0 when Nixon managed to shoot through a crowd of bodies and into the net in the 13th minute.

The game turned on its head, though, after that point, and Bingham put the Grizzlies under immense pressure for the rest of the half.

However, Copper Hills stayed composed, didn't concede an equalizer and got going again in the second half. Nixon scored with a phenomenal striker from distance in the 62nd minute, and the Grizzlies took care of business from there.

"(Bingham) showed a bit more urgency, a bit more desire" in the first half, said Shaughnessy. "But I think we stayed with it. We just had to weather the storm. And it wasn't really a storm of relying on luck or good fortune. It was just doing the sensible things."

That enabled Copper Hills to remain the only unbeaten team in 5A. Every squad in the classification has lost at least once this spring except for the Grizzlies, and they deserve plenty of credit for not slipping up.

"It's hard to be consistent and win every game, but they've done that and they've never been behind," said Shaughnessy.

http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/a8a4ca55f2484c09d79555c5786f1551.jpg(Copper Hills' Taylor Ruff grabs the ball above his teammate Oscar Zamudio and Bingham's Garrett Dimick. )

My ***, I LOVE LOVE LOVE soccer!!

 

Shadowed Heart

New member
I'm not sure.

It's actually kind of bad.

I wish he'd tell me he wants nothing to do with me.

At least then I could just say "this is a waste of time, get over him"

But no. He has go and do something stupid like that!

*** ****. He doesn't even want to be with me or really have a whole lot to do with me...

So I know I am wasting my time. But he's just making it so hard to move on.

Maybe he just likes the idea of me adoring him.

 

Shadowed Heart

New member
He is. And you know what? He's so adorable. He was wearing a stripped shirt that made him so so cute! Then he was running in a really cute way and I was just like "Oh! I love you!" Haha. And I said that and my two friends were like "Ahh! NO!" But the game... We sat on the ground and our blankets got so soaked, our butts go so wet! I was sitting in the middle and I was fine, but Mariah was freezing so we put her in the middle THEN I started getting wet! :( We had already scored once when I got there, and then they scored (they being Kearns, which I love, but I didn't want to lose!), and we had almost an hour of over-time but they won. I don't recall seeing them score aginst but I was ******* ******. Everytime they got close to scoring and when they DID score, Taylor looked ready to cry and just fell on the ground. I'm so annoyed! Idk if we won on Tuesday though, but now Taylor is going to be ****** until we win again.

Also, the Language Fair.... We all got "superior" marks (which is the best, btw), and like 5/7 of the things for the skit we got "superior" marks and "excellent" (second best) in the other two. We did the skit, then me and my friend Evan went to do a "Humerous Story" with some other people we didn't really know but w/e. We got "very good" in that (3rd best) and then we ate and kind of wondered around forever. At the awards, we came in second for the High Schools, and we lost to Bingham! ****! They ALWAYS beat us just BARELY HOW ******* ANNOYING! SDIFHbale rg

Come to find out, another category (the 'test') would have made it so we won, but NOBODY did it, nobody even knew where it was. ***. I'm so sick of losing today.

 

Shadowed Heart

New member
"Love" love isn't supposed to hurt....

"Ladies... if you're in an abusive relationship, get out. Get. Out. Now some of you might be saying 'but I love him Tyra, I love him.' Well let me tell you something. Love doesn't hurt. It DOESN'T hurt."

--Tyra Banks.

So what's wrong with me? What is this feeling I am calling love? I can't help but feel that I want Taylor.

But I know it's not right for me. Nothing changes and he doesn't really love me. I've SEEN him be good to my best friends, and not me. He liked my friend Sadie, and now he likes my friend Teshra. Who I have actually grown to DESPISE with a PASSION. Ugh. Today a boy that I kind of think I like.... Copeland. His name is Taylor but I can't call him that. :p He told me he wanted me to hook him up with my best friend! ****! I was editing pictures of her in my photo class and he was like "you should introduce us." I said no and when our friend Stevie asked why I was like "cause I like him...." Hmm...

I guess I'll never be better? Be good enough? I'll always be at the bottom of everyone's list.

*** ****.

I am also still VERY irritated that Taylor won't tell me he doesn't love me.

I know he doesn't. I just want him to say it. I asked him if he still thought he loved me and he said yes. What the **** is he playing at? I know what he wants but I wish he would just stop.

Plus I'm quite ****** because I can't go to Disney Land anymore.

 

Sponge

New member
I couldn't go anymore too. Don't feel so left out! I mean not everyone is perfect.

I wanna say that that everyone has a soulmate, but how can I say that if I don't have someone. Ya know? If you think of him a lot or your do something you'll regret! Trust me on that cuz I did somethin I totally regret!

 

Shadowed Heart

New member
Idk what I want.

I mean i want to be with him, I know, but he doesn't know how to be a boyfriend and it just doesn't work.

Last night we had one of the heart to heart things... it was kind of weird. He was getting all **** hurt because I don't believe that he loves me, and I told him that I don't... and he was saying how he gets 'that feeling' when he's around me that he doesn't get around anyone else. I told him that he isn't ever around me and he was like 'well, like when I see you and I see you all the time'. Idk... What does he want? It's so confusing. THEN he said "and I feel like I want you back". At this point I think I'd rather just become a vegetable than try to figure him out.

 

Sponge

New member
Maybe he wants ........IT!!!!! If this guy is insecure then don't bother with the dude. It's more work for you to keep that relationship going!
 

Shadowed Heart

New member
Very true.

Anywho I'm very happy. Copeland said he'd come to the soccer game with me tomorrow. :)

I'm psyched!!! :D

But... I still miss Taylor... *sigh*

 

Shadowed Heart

New member
Hah. As predicted... He didn't come. W/e I still had fun with Jocelyn, Stephany, and Kev.

But... Today... I.am.******....

I get a text in 6th period saying 'guess wat' from Taylor. So.. I say "What?" and get back 'i went to a party last night and met a girl i really like'.

WOOFREAKINGHOO? *** it just tore my heart out and I swear he stepped all over it.

 

Sponge

New member
O.O........I know how that feels. Look, just....forget him. Don't look for anyone for now. Your still young to find a boyfriend.
 

Shadowed Heart

New member
I love how that's everyone's only advice.

"Forget him." "You're too good for him." "You're beautiful." "He's just stupid."

Did it ever occur to anyone that maybe *I* am the one with the problem? Maybe *I* need to be forgotten? Maybe *I* am not good enough? Maybe I am NOT beautiful. Maybe *I* am stupid? Think about it.

Nobody wants me. Not everyone can be messed up and I'm the one that isn't? Unlikely.

**** ME.

 

Sponge

New member
Well your not the only person that has that kind of problem. I have trouble talking to a girl, thus preventing me from having a gf. And even tho people tell me you should do this or if do this then this will happen. Not everyone perfect. I admit that I am ugly and fat (not too much.....I think). But that's not making me think or possible do something wrong.
 
Top Bottom