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Shadowed Heart
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xD Ofcourse I like you ^_^
I meant like... not a crush or anything.
But.
I'm going out with Will.
I meant like... not a crush or anything.
But.
I'm going out with Will.
Shadowed Heart
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Lol.
Well. No one will join my freaking writing competition.
Gosh.
Well. No one will join my freaking writing competition.
Gosh.
Shadowed Heart
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Yeay! Thankoo!
Shadowed Heart
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So basically.
I want a <3er.
I want a <3er.
Shadowed Heart
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Meh..
Ok..
So...
Friday. November 3, 2006.
7:57pm
So today I didn't have school, so me and Joci decided to hang out at Jordan Landing today. <Like, a shopping area, Target, Walmart, Sam’s, Cinemark *Movies, Lowe’s, etc.>
SIDETRACK!
Last year in gym we did some partner stretches and my partner pulled my legs way too far back (*cough* and me, having very unflexable legs... ::Flexable thighs though!!:: .) and did something to my back. There was this loud crack sound so, w/e. I was fine a couple days later. I usually I was fine after that, every now and then there would be some really sharp pains, but nothing too bad.
But, about a month ago (I always jump the last few steps when I go down stairs...) and when I did, outside in the backyard, going off the deck, I heard another crack and I couldn't move. I started crying cos it hurt so bad and I just stood there holding onto the deck until I could move and go inside. And a few days after that, I was feeling better, and Joci, Loclyn and I were playing on the tramp. We were playing "Crack the Egg" (One person sits on the trampoline and holds onto their legs and tries not to let go, I guess it's more that you get scared that you'll get hurt, rather than actually be beaten.. anyways...) I was the egg, I figured, when I got tired of it, I would just let go, I knew Loclyn was gonna get really close to me because he really sucks, so I just let go of my legs and they went and flipped behind my head, so ooooops, another crack... after that, owie, life has been a *****!
Yesterday in Science I twisted my torso so open a book and it hurt like ****, I couldn't move, my spine is literally paralyzed whenever this happens. And again, in history... I tried to shift in my seat, and it cracked again, it is so painful. My body jolted and I tried not to cry, I guess no one noticed though cos nobody said anything.
And last night I couldn't sleep in my bed because my back sinks into the mattress, and it hurt really bad, so I decided to sleep on the floor and it took about 20mins to get off the bed, and I have another bed in there, there are about 2.5 feet in between them, so I had to use my arms to lift an turn myself because I hurts too bad to use my legs, cos with my arms it doesn't move my torso as much. Also, in dance, there are parts that I have to roll on the ground, and I couldn't, so I felt ridiculous just standing there while everyone else did it... But about last night, it took about an hour all together for me to be sitting there comfortably in between the two beds.
I was awoken by water running through pipes (I live in the basement) 10 minutes before I was supposed to get up. So I remembered that my clothes were in the washer and I just ran upstairs to put them in the dryer, so I could have clean, dry clothes for today. Meh, but the time we left the house at 8:30 to take Loclyn to school, my clothes were still wet, I put on damp jeans, a wet tank top, and a mostly dry sweatshirt and went out. We took my brother to school, picked up Joci, and my mom dropped us off at Barnes and Noble (book store that opened to 2 mins... *it was 8:58am*) and she took my older brother to get his learners permit at the DMV.
Anyways..
Joci and I were at Barns and Noble until about 10:45, then we walked up to the movie theater to see what was on, we decided to watch Marie Antoinette (sp?), at 11:55. So we walked for about 5-6 mins to a Wendy's and I bought lunch, then we walked back to the movie theater at got there about 10 minutes early, she bought the tickets, and we got in there and fooled around until a couple other people showed up. I was spitting spit wads but I don't think I hit anyone. Another group of about 4-5 old women cam in and say right in front of us, so we couldn't put our feet up. And I kept talking so one of them finally told me to shut up, there were only two guys there, and there was hardly anyone there. BTW, never go see a movie with me, i can't shup up. Especially if it's a really predictable film. xD I talk wayyyyyy too much! Anyways, my back was mostly fine, actually a lot better today. It was hot in the movie, so I had my sweater off in there, but that was it.
Uhm... after the movie we went outside and danced the 'thriller' for everyone, and we went into Comp. USA (Electronics store), Bed Bath and Beyond (Uhm... kinda..yeeeahhhhh), Wild Oats (Organic Food store, don't ask, I went in to look at birthday cards for Will, I found a really funny one with a hairy dog or sumin on the front and it says 'Happy Birthday' and inside it says 'Welcome to the "Finding hair in interesting places" phase' xD), and Famous Footwear (Shoe store). And by then it was 3pm and Alex had been calling me since Wild Oats telling me to come home and babysit (and while we were there I embarrassed myself by yelling at Alex on the phone to leave me alone). So after Famous Footwear we walked BACK up to the movie theater and waited for her sister there. I talked to Thomas on the phone until her sister got there and picked us up. We went to Smith's and they got a LOT of candy xD. While we were there Alex called and Joci picked up for me and yelled at him "Stop ******' calling!" and once again as were about to leave and he asked if I was in the car, I said yes, but w/e, same difference. xD
So I came home, and I've been here ever since that... Uhm... and as for my back, the only comfortable thing to do it sit up straight with my legs crossed (I can't with straight legs because I can’t even touch my toes and... just... if you can't touch y our toes either, try it, you can't sit up straight for more than a second) or on my stomach, so w/e. I hope I might be able to sleep on my bed this morning though...
<3/Rissy
Ok..
So...
Friday. November 3, 2006.
7:57pm
So today I didn't have school, so me and Joci decided to hang out at Jordan Landing today. <Like, a shopping area, Target, Walmart, Sam’s, Cinemark *Movies, Lowe’s, etc.>
SIDETRACK!
Last year in gym we did some partner stretches and my partner pulled my legs way too far back (*cough* and me, having very unflexable legs... ::Flexable thighs though!!:: .) and did something to my back. There was this loud crack sound so, w/e. I was fine a couple days later. I usually I was fine after that, every now and then there would be some really sharp pains, but nothing too bad.
But, about a month ago (I always jump the last few steps when I go down stairs...) and when I did, outside in the backyard, going off the deck, I heard another crack and I couldn't move. I started crying cos it hurt so bad and I just stood there holding onto the deck until I could move and go inside. And a few days after that, I was feeling better, and Joci, Loclyn and I were playing on the tramp. We were playing "Crack the Egg" (One person sits on the trampoline and holds onto their legs and tries not to let go, I guess it's more that you get scared that you'll get hurt, rather than actually be beaten.. anyways...) I was the egg, I figured, when I got tired of it, I would just let go, I knew Loclyn was gonna get really close to me because he really sucks, so I just let go of my legs and they went and flipped behind my head, so ooooops, another crack... after that, owie, life has been a *****!
Yesterday in Science I twisted my torso so open a book and it hurt like ****, I couldn't move, my spine is literally paralyzed whenever this happens. And again, in history... I tried to shift in my seat, and it cracked again, it is so painful. My body jolted and I tried not to cry, I guess no one noticed though cos nobody said anything.
And last night I couldn't sleep in my bed because my back sinks into the mattress, and it hurt really bad, so I decided to sleep on the floor and it took about 20mins to get off the bed, and I have another bed in there, there are about 2.5 feet in between them, so I had to use my arms to lift an turn myself because I hurts too bad to use my legs, cos with my arms it doesn't move my torso as much. Also, in dance, there are parts that I have to roll on the ground, and I couldn't, so I felt ridiculous just standing there while everyone else did it... But about last night, it took about an hour all together for me to be sitting there comfortably in between the two beds.
I was awoken by water running through pipes (I live in the basement) 10 minutes before I was supposed to get up. So I remembered that my clothes were in the washer and I just ran upstairs to put them in the dryer, so I could have clean, dry clothes for today. Meh, but the time we left the house at 8:30 to take Loclyn to school, my clothes were still wet, I put on damp jeans, a wet tank top, and a mostly dry sweatshirt and went out. We took my brother to school, picked up Joci, and my mom dropped us off at Barnes and Noble (book store that opened to 2 mins... *it was 8:58am*) and she took my older brother to get his learners permit at the DMV.
Anyways..
Joci and I were at Barns and Noble until about 10:45, then we walked up to the movie theater to see what was on, we decided to watch Marie Antoinette (sp?), at 11:55. So we walked for about 5-6 mins to a Wendy's and I bought lunch, then we walked back to the movie theater at got there about 10 minutes early, she bought the tickets, and we got in there and fooled around until a couple other people showed up. I was spitting spit wads but I don't think I hit anyone. Another group of about 4-5 old women cam in and say right in front of us, so we couldn't put our feet up. And I kept talking so one of them finally told me to shut up, there were only two guys there, and there was hardly anyone there. BTW, never go see a movie with me, i can't shup up. Especially if it's a really predictable film. xD I talk wayyyyyy too much! Anyways, my back was mostly fine, actually a lot better today. It was hot in the movie, so I had my sweater off in there, but that was it.
Uhm... after the movie we went outside and danced the 'thriller' for everyone, and we went into Comp. USA (Electronics store), Bed Bath and Beyond (Uhm... kinda..yeeeahhhhh), Wild Oats (Organic Food store, don't ask, I went in to look at birthday cards for Will, I found a really funny one with a hairy dog or sumin on the front and it says 'Happy Birthday' and inside it says 'Welcome to the "Finding hair in interesting places" phase' xD), and Famous Footwear (Shoe store). And by then it was 3pm and Alex had been calling me since Wild Oats telling me to come home and babysit (and while we were there I embarrassed myself by yelling at Alex on the phone to leave me alone). So after Famous Footwear we walked BACK up to the movie theater and waited for her sister there. I talked to Thomas on the phone until her sister got there and picked us up. We went to Smith's and they got a LOT of candy xD. While we were there Alex called and Joci picked up for me and yelled at him "Stop ******' calling!" and once again as were about to leave and he asked if I was in the car, I said yes, but w/e, same difference. xD
So I came home, and I've been here ever since that... Uhm... and as for my back, the only comfortable thing to do it sit up straight with my legs crossed (I can't with straight legs because I can’t even touch my toes and... just... if you can't touch y our toes either, try it, you can't sit up straight for more than a second) or on my stomach, so w/e. I hope I might be able to sleep on my bed this morning though...
<3/Rissy
Shadowed Heart
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ThankooBut I guess what really ****** me off is that my mom won't let me have it looked at because we don't have insurance right now >_<
*Both my parents just quit and got new jobs...*
Shadowed Heart
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Blah blah blah blah.
Shadowed Heart
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Lol well let's se... Anything new....
Not really anything you need to know.
Hm..
I went to bed at like 7 last night cos I got a headache, and at about 8 I got up again cos I thoguht I was gonna throw up, but it wouldn't come.... so here's the part that's a big *woop*
Since it wouldn't come I *made* myself throw up >_<
***... After all the **** I said in the writing competition about this....
Not really anything you need to know.
Hm..
I went to bed at like 7 last night cos I got a headache, and at about 8 I got up again cos I thoguht I was gonna throw up, but it wouldn't come.... so here's the part that's a big *woop*
Since it wouldn't come I *made* myself throw up >_<
***... After all the **** I said in the writing competition about this....
Shadowed Heart
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So, one week until our anni.... for the 2nd time we've been going out..... November 26... 2 days after I am officially 13 and 1/2, and 1 day before Will turns 16.
w00
Doubt he'll remember...
w00
Doubt he'll remember...
Shadowed Heart
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Thankoo.
Jeezy ix the only one that cares.
Jeezy ix the only one that cares.
Shadowed Heart
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Yeay! Yeay Jeezy! Thankoo!!