[Ryan's Journal 2.0]

Brkng_Th_Hbt

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Well here it is. :)

Entry #1


July 18, 2006



Mood: Meh


I recently took a personality test... which kinda freaked me out. It has showed me how much of a negative person I am, lol. Here's the results.

Stability results were low which suggests you are very worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.
Orderliness results were moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.

Extraversion results were low which suggests you are very reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.

trait snapshot: messy, depressed, introverted, feels invisible, does not make friends easily, nihilistic, reveals little about self, fragile, dark, bizarre, feels undesirable, dislikes leadership, reclusive, weird, irritable, frequently second guesses self, unassertive, unsympathetic, low self control, observer, worrying, phobic, suspicious, unproductive, avoidant, negative, bad at saving money, emotionally sensitive, does not like to stand out, dislikes large parties, submissive, daydreamer
Meh, I guess it's mostly correct, but very extreme. I'm not that wierd. I LOVE large parties, haha. And I'm not THAT secretive and quiet... but compared to most people I guess I am. Just not to people I really know.

I guess that wasn't exactly the best way to introduce myself... haha. Maybe it's time for a personality change. XD

 

misery

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You should hook up with that test, I'm interested now. :)

Those things are hardly ever all that accurate, so I wouldn't worry about it too much, lol.

Oh, and nice to see your journal up and running :)

 

Brkng_Th_Hbt

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Whoa, fast comments. I like. Haha.

Riss - Aw, I love you too. :)

Matt - Here's the link: http://similarminds.com/global-adv.html. It's freaking long. Haha

Franka - Thanks. :)

Josh - Now did I say you could taint my journal? :p haha, nothin much is up.

I recently got Guitar Rig 2. I had to go to the coffee shop like two times for the whole program to download. Pretty cool program; plug your guitar into your soundcard, and... yeah. You get every sound imaginable. :p

 

misery

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My friend has something like that. But not quite that extensive, lol.

Thanks for the link, btw. I'll have to take it in a bit, LPF is getting hectic right now and I want to keep up :p

 

Shadowed Heart

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Whoa I know, I left for 5 minutes and I came back and I'm like OMG What did I miss??

lol

No my <insert adjective here> loser friend. Stop cheating.

*pfft*

Ignore me.

^_^

(BTW I forgot the word you said after I said I was teh emo bitcch. lol)

 

Brkng_Th_Hbt

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Entry #2



July 30, 2006



Mood: tired


Ah... I just got back from my week long vacation at Orlando, Florida. I was actually born there, and three years ago I moved to Mississippi, so me and my family were visiting and stuff.

One of the days, I went to Islands of Adventure. Finally got to ride The Hulk. Oh how much fun it was. I rode the Hulk three times. It's just so much fun. The coaster starts going upward through a tunnel, and the next thing you know... you've blasted off from 2 mph, to 40 mph. It's a very intense blast. It just shoots you. Then once you're out of the tunnel, you're above the whole theme park.. and it's just awesome. Then you've do an inverted downward fall, and it's just great.

So..er.. yeah. I had a great time. I also went to Wet 'n' Wild. Pretty fun there too. It has some crazy water rides... like Bomb Bay. You climb with huge thing, then you get into a box at the top (it seems like you're a hundred stories high) and then it opens beneath you and your sliding almost vertically down this HUGE slide. I swear it gave me the hugest wedgie I've ever had. o_O

My favorite ride at Wet 'n' Wild was The Black Hole. You climb to the top with a blowup raft that has two seats... and then you and another person go down a tunnel in PITCH BLACK. You're going about 40 mph in complete darkness in a small tunnel. It's a blast. Very fun.

The rest of the trip I was basically visiting family and riding around town looking at things, and staying in a hotel. What sucks is that the room had a horrible WiFi connection so I couldn't surf real well and YouTube videos were going slow. Oh well.

Oh yeah, 14 hour trip from Baldwyn, MS to Orlando, FL. Bleehhh. I hate hotel beds.. I was so glad when I got home last night that I got to sleep in my own bed, haha.

[Ryan]

 

crazy robster

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Hey Ryan!!! New journal at last!!! I stopped by to say hi and leave a cookie! lol Glad you had fun, it must have been great!! Cya!! :D
 

misery

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Lucky ******* :p I've never been to Florida.. ****, I've never been further east than about 200 km from where I live. Been further west though.. lol. But yea, like Josh.. I could really use a vacation.
 

Brkng_Th_Hbt

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Thanks for all the comments. :)

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Entry #3

August 6, 2006

Mood: Anxious, sad.

Tomorrow. School. High school. Freshmen. 9th grade.

Those are all such horrible words! AHH! As you've guessed, school starts tomorrow where I live. I'll be in 9th grade... first year of high school. Now nobody say "high school is so great you have so much freedom!" Because that is so wrong. The high school where I live is like elementary school. Omly 3 buildings, and they paddle you here. And let's face it, it's Mississippi, and the teachers are complete illiterate red neck ****-bombs.

Oh how I miss being home schooled. Or I'd at least like to go to a normal high school. My sister's high school in Florida was huge and had over 2000 students. They could eat lunch outside, bring electronics without getting in trouble, skip classes and not get much touble, leave school during lunch, and a lot of other stuff. My new high school is nothing like that. It's elementary, I swear. No freedom. You're not even supposed to bring any type of music player on the bus. You can't wear jeans with holes in them. (I have a few pair, I do it anyway). At lunch, you can't be loud, can't leave, have to stay seated, can't sit where you want, and a whole bunch of other whacky ****.

I wan't to move back to Florida.. :(

Sorry for my ranting.

I'll post back tomorrow, maybe, and tell how my first day went.

Ryan

3:11 PM

 

misery

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Your sister's school sounds like my school :) Except my school only has like 750 people.. freedom-wise, it's the same now :D Seeing you get screwed over kind of makes me appreciate it a bit more, rofl, so thanks I guess :p Your school sounds a little too restrictive :(

Well, hope all goes well :) ttyl.

 

Phranka

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ewwwww school.. I have to get back in a week ;_;

new school no one to know.......... there goes little antisocial franka again >_<

 

Brkng_Th_Hbt

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Entry #4


August 8, 2006



Mood: tired


I know I said I'd update on the first day of school, but I went all over town getting supplies and ****, then went to bed.

Basically, school sucks pretty bad. I've disliked it very much so far. I mean, we get detention if we have to go to the bathroom during class. (in certain classes). And it's 9th grade... rediculous.

Well here's my almighty schedule:

Algebra 1

Biology 1

Comprehensive Health

Nutrition/Wellness

Mississippi Studies

Technology Discovery

English 1

For the second semester, Comprehensive Health will be replaced by Driver's Ed. (Whoohoo!), MS Studies will be replaced by World Geography, and Nutrition/Wellness will be replaced by Personal Development.

All my teachers are so vague about what we need for supplies. A few of them have said "you just need something to write with, and something to write on." Well okay then. I had to buy my own agenda to keep up with everything. I mean all these homework assignments on the first and second day... how do people keep up with it?! Blah.

Oh well, my cafeteria has an Icee machine now. :p

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Well I drove my fourwheeler over my friend Jonathan's house. Hung out most of the day. The clutch in my fourwheeler is very worn out.... so you can image how slow I went.. haha. I was in like 5th gear doing like 30. The thing wont go anywhere no matter how high I rev. I need money for a new clutch! :p

Ryan

10:22 PM

 

Shadowed Heart

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Lol, you can legally drive a fourwheeler down there!?!!

I can't, err, I can, but not legally. Or around here. Have to be camping and unsupervized. Damnit.

Haha. I start school in like a week. o_O

 
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