Brkng_Th_Hbt
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Entry #10
December 19th, 2006
Mood: Full. Not hungry. That's not really a mood though. Kinda in bad mood.
Listening to: The Last Kiss - AFI
To state bluntly, I'm trying to get fat. Sick of being skinny and scrawny and weaker than everyone. So my plan is to get fat, and build muscle, and to overall become bigger. So I will drink lots of milk, and TRY to eat about 4000 calories a day. Probably only be able to do 3000 though. And then after I start gaining weight (I already weight 165, but that's only because I'm tall) I'm gonna lift weights and ****.
I had no breakfast, except for a banana, and a cup of juice, so that didn't work out. That's less than 200 calories. Then I had lunch, and I really don't know how many calories it was. Probably around 500.
Well, now for my late lunch, I've eaten about 800 calories so far. And I'm going to eat a small pizza worth 400. So that'll be 1200. And then 2 cups of orange juice is 1400. (I'm out of milk, damnit)
Now for dinner, I dunno if I'll be able to eat that much. Hopefully it'll work out though.
...Me and Jonathan made up, I guess. I'm still confused. He seemed eager to start hanging out with me again, and he explained himself (still don't know if he's lying) and just.. I dunno. But we're going hunting this weekend. Back behind his house is a buncha woods with deer, and since he's so redneck, I thought I go hunting with him. It's actually quite fun. You get this rush... because I went yesterday, but we didn't get anything.
Well, that pizza is waiting. Bleh.
Edit: Holy ****, if I take another bite, I swear I will vomit. I've eaten like 1300 calories. I ate 6 pretzels (200 calories), a 6 oz. can of tuna (180 calories) with 4 tbps of mayo (150 calories), some crackers with that (about 160 calories), 2 cups of orange juice (about 200 calories), and a small pizza (400 calories) Well, that actually doesn't sound like a lot, but trust me, it is.
I wish dinner wasn't so soon. >_>
December 19th, 2006
Mood: Full. Not hungry. That's not really a mood though. Kinda in bad mood.
Listening to: The Last Kiss - AFI
To state bluntly, I'm trying to get fat. Sick of being skinny and scrawny and weaker than everyone. So my plan is to get fat, and build muscle, and to overall become bigger. So I will drink lots of milk, and TRY to eat about 4000 calories a day. Probably only be able to do 3000 though. And then after I start gaining weight (I already weight 165, but that's only because I'm tall) I'm gonna lift weights and ****.
I had no breakfast, except for a banana, and a cup of juice, so that didn't work out. That's less than 200 calories. Then I had lunch, and I really don't know how many calories it was. Probably around 500.
Well, now for my late lunch, I've eaten about 800 calories so far. And I'm going to eat a small pizza worth 400. So that'll be 1200. And then 2 cups of orange juice is 1400. (I'm out of milk, damnit)
Now for dinner, I dunno if I'll be able to eat that much. Hopefully it'll work out though.
...Me and Jonathan made up, I guess. I'm still confused. He seemed eager to start hanging out with me again, and he explained himself (still don't know if he's lying) and just.. I dunno. But we're going hunting this weekend. Back behind his house is a buncha woods with deer, and since he's so redneck, I thought I go hunting with him. It's actually quite fun. You get this rush... because I went yesterday, but we didn't get anything.
Well, that pizza is waiting. Bleh.
Edit: Holy ****, if I take another bite, I swear I will vomit. I've eaten like 1300 calories. I ate 6 pretzels (200 calories), a 6 oz. can of tuna (180 calories) with 4 tbps of mayo (150 calories), some crackers with that (about 160 calories), 2 cups of orange juice (about 200 calories), and a small pizza (400 calories) Well, that actually doesn't sound like a lot, but trust me, it is.
I wish dinner wasn't so soon. >_>
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