[Ryan's Journal 2.0]

Brkng_Th_Hbt

Brkng_Th_Hbt

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Thanks for the comment; I was waiting for one so I wouldn't have to double-post... haha. But then I completely forgot about my journal... bah.

Actually, I don't think I'm legal to drive a fourwheeler, haha. I think I have to be 16, but I live out in the backwoods boonies in the middle of nowhere and if a cop sees me, he probably wouldn't do nothing... plus I look about 3 years older than I am, haha. But I get my permit in January, (when I turn 15) and then my license when I'm 16... THEN I'll be legal when I drive my fourwheeler. :p

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Entry #5


August 20, 2006


Mood:Tired, bored, stressed. The usual.

Well.. my first year of high school is pretty lame so far. I have seven actual classes... instead of cool exploratories like PE and Study Hall. Their listed above. Biology is probably the worst class ever. I might actually fail it... but so far I've got an A. I get like 30 problems every night for homework, along with every other class.

But enough of my ******** about school. Everyone's probably sick of that, because everyone does it so much, haha.

Well I've been hanging out with my friend Jonathan a bit more. Hadn't seen him all summer... and he lived like 2 miles from me. (a short drive on my fourwheeler or bike).

But here's an interesting/lame story: I was on my way back from Jonathan's house on my fourwheeler, and I forgot to turn my gas on. :eek: Me and my forgetful ways. So it started sputtering, and then a car was coming my way. I tried to reach down and switch it on, but was forced off the road and I stalled. Then I turned it on... but my fourwheeler wouldn't start! I was pretty sure it was in neutral because the gear shifter wouldn't go down any further, and it still wouldn't start, and it showed it wasn't in neutral. So.... I got off of it and jumped on the gear shift lever... and boing. It was into neutral. I have a faulty lever so it's REALLY hard to shift it at certain times, haha. (you can tell I'm the an expert on mechanics, so my usage of words might seem a bit... weird.) Actually, my whole fourwheeler is faulty... it's a late 80's model so it's pretty old. Kawasaki 220 Bayou. Light blue, kinda smallish compared to most fourwheelers. And since the clutch is worn out, in last gear while revved up to the point of almost exploding, it only travels at like 20-30 mph.

Hmm, Prison Break starts Monday. Greatest series ever. I will finally have something to look forward to on Mondays now, haha. :p

Gah, I really have nothing exciting in my life, do I? I really want to post something interesting, but I'm blank. Well once I get a car, I'll get out more.

[Ryan]

 
Brkng_Th_Hbt

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As much as I hate double posting, here I go.

Entry #6


August 27, 2006


Mood: Blah

...Well the past weekend has been a trip. Did a lot of things I haven't done before. (Not drugs, you sillies. :p ) It was just wild.. for me.

First, it was Friday night. I went to the first football game of the school year. Me and Jonathan got picked up by Jeremy and his dad. So we went to the ball game and talked most of the time. My school lost, and I was like "Yay!" because I hate my school.

Well, the drinks there were $1.50 for a bottle of Coke. So me, Jonathan, Jeremy, and another dude named Kendal and hit girlfriend went out of the ball game, and went through some woods, and ended up by the high school. Jeremy called his friend to come pick up us and take us to a store so we could buy some drinks and get them cheaper. Well we waited on the edge of the school parking lot... and smoked some cigarettes. I'm a light smoker, but I smoke a bit often. So we smoked on school property, and that was awesome. Hopefully they don't have us in camera, haha. If they do, then they can **** off.

Then Bubba picked us up and drove us to the store, and I got a big bottle of Pepsi for $1.39. A smaller bottle at the game costs $1.50. That's totally gay.

So me and Jonathan were supposed to spend the night a Jeremy's. Well it turns out completely different than that. Kendal decides he wants to spend the night, and then we all decide to spend the night at Jonathans. Now the only person I really know is Jonathan, lol.

The game is over, and we get in two seperate cars and go get Kendals stuff. We all go to Jonathan's. His mom says NO. Then we go to Jeremy's. Bubba takes Jeremy and Jonatha in his car, and since my fourwheelers was there, I took Kendal and we brouth Jonathan's guitar.

Kendal's showing me his huge CD college while everyone is outside hooking some nice speakers in Bubba's car. I call my mom and take 10 minutes convincing her to let me spend the night. Finally, everyone decides to go to Bubba's to spend the night.

We all pile in Bubba's car and drive to his house about 10 miles away. It's like 12 AM now. We chill for awhile, watch some of Scary Movie 4... and then Bubba takes Kendal and Jeremy to this creak under a highway bridge on his fourwheeler. He comes back and picks me and Jonathan up. We teach Kendal how to ride a fourwheeler and stuff... and then push it down into the creak (Which barely has water, but it HUGE, about 50 to 100 feet wide) and after multiple tries, Bubba get's it back up. Well he pushes it back down the path again. And get's it up again. Then pushes it back down. Well it's ******* hot out and Jonathan takes his shirt off... and basically tells everyone to take their shirts off because we're making him hot, Lol.

Then Bubba takes up back to his house (which is about a mile back) 2 by 2. This time is was me and Jeremy. We get back, and Bubba leaves to get the other two. We talk about fourwheelers and stuff, and I don't know very much about machinary, but oh well. The eventually come back like 10 minutes later because the other guys hid from Bubba, haha.

We go back into the house.. and I'm ******* hungry. So we all go in and sit down. And turn on Little Nikky. I almost fall asleep like 5 times. Jonathan does fall asleep, and Kendal slaps his ***** and wakes him up... it was kinda funny.

It took Bubba like 2 hours to make us some ******* food. Lol. Now I really nauseated, feel like throwing up. But I'm hungry. So I eat sowly... it was nuggets and fries. well I go outside... and sit on the steps. Jonathan comes out and sits with me, and I'm like "mehhhhh I'm so tired.....". Jeremy and Bubba come out and they get on the fourwheeler and go back to the creek after we all talk and stuff about things you shouldn't know. I don't know where Kendal went, but Jeremy and Bubba go back to the huge creek. Well Kendal shows up again. (i think he was in the bathroom) and we get into Bubba's car and lay down, and listen to some music. After a while, it starts getting lighter outside.

Me and Jonathan walk to the creek, and leave Kendal, lol. We get there and walk across the creek, and stuff. We find out that they had rode the fourwheeler out of the creek a lot... and then they role it down and it flips, and the gas tank busts. Bubba and Jeremy try to climb the side of the creek, but fail. They were basically rock climbing, lol.

Finally Kendal shows up, and start riding the fourwheeler... and we're like "hey it's got a leak, you'll go poof!" He finally hears us. We tell him to go get the car and bring it here. After a while of doing chillin, we get into the car and Bubba starts doing doughnuts. It was awesome. After a while we go back to Jeremy's house (it's like 8 AM now) and chill there. Everyone starts taking turn on my fourwheeler and ****. Me and Jonathan go back to his house on my fourwheeler, and everyone else goes home. We ride through some trails, and I finally go home.....

I eat, get online...then take a shower, and then go to bed at about 11 AM. I then sleep almost 24 hours and wake up at 9 AM, and it's Sunday. Now my mom thinks I did drugs or something, lol. She has no idea I was way the **** 15 miles in out in another city. Haha.

Boy am I worn out.

 
Brkng_Th_Hbt

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You read that?! I bet you didn't read all of it, haha.

Yeah. It was fun until I got tired. Then it got boring. But remember, I said it was wild for me :p Jonathan was like "wow it's so cool being a teenager" because it was craziest thing we've ever done. (Going in someone's car we barely know, doing illegal activities on school property, going to a creek 15 miles away from home... and not telling our parents, lol.)

The part that sucked was that I was the youngest. Jonathan is almost 15, Jeremy, Kendal, and Bubba were all 17. And I'm 14. Bleh. I ALWAYS hang out with older people, so it's normal. I just can't relate that easily.

Can't wait to get my permit in 4 months. I don't care if anyone isn't in the car with a license, I'll still be going around my town and hanging out with friends more.

Well this post turned out to be a bit longer than expected.

 
Brkng_Th_Hbt

Brkng_Th_Hbt

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Hello there miss. :)

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Entry #7


Aug. 31, 2006


Mood: Hyper

AFI just won "Best Rock Video".... and I'm hyperventilating. I really didn't expect them to win. I was saying over in my mind "RHCP or Green Day will definately win"..... well let's just say I did vote more than any nornal person should. And since AFI is my favorite band of all time, I'm pretty freaked out right now. I know, I'm acting like a teeny bopper, but I don't care.

The reason I'm posting this is here, is because it's the only place I can express my excitement... and stuff.

Well anyway, about my day. Schooled blew, I went over Jonathan's, came home and watched the VMA's. Whoo. Fun. And AFI won........ o_O _O_ o_O I'm stilled amazed. Their fanbase is ******* awesome. I love us. :p I have this weird urge to listen to "I wanna Mohawk"

[Ryan]

 
Brkng_Th_Hbt

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Well, I might as well write a short entry. Lol.

Entry #8

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Didn't go to school today. Felt like **** and I have a bad cold. But I was being a ****** anyway and went to Jonathan's on my fourwheeler, knowing it was pretty **** cold outside. So I think that might have made it worse. Oh well, if I get sicker, means I get to skip more school. Well after I got over Jonathan's, I found out he wasn't there, so I sat on his porch for like 3 minutes, and my cousin came over on her fourwheeler... also looking for him. So I ride back to her house... and then her dad said something about keeping afterbirth and throwing his brother away instead, and something about DVR and we were talking about sattelite companies. Lol... yeah.

Now I'm watching Mind of Mencia, but not really paying attention... and waiting for South Park. Booyah.

 
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You know, maybe I should get on MSN. I might after I write this entry.

Entry #9


Oct. 21, '06


Mood: Tired, happy.

Meh... I just woke up. Went to bed at about 4 AM...so yeah.

Kinda got some stuff last night. I went crazy. I guess I'll list what I got:

South Park Season 8 (couldn't find 6 or 7. That ****** me off. I went to two Wal-Marts! I've already got season 1 through 5)

Led Zeppelin DVD (live)

Led Zeppelin IV

NDS game: Meteos (Sweet puzzle game. Loads of fun.)

NDS game: NFS: Most Wanted (**** game, gonna trade it or something)

I think I got something else too. Oh well. I found this shirt that said "Silence is golden, but duct tape is silver" and because it was totally, completely lame, I was gonna get it... but I forgot.

Meh, I can't wait to go back to the mall to get me some more pants... I'm running out because 1) I started school and we're not allowed to have holes, and like 2 of my pants do, and 2) like 2 pair have almost gotten to small. And I think I'm missing one pair.

Also, I've got two chicks after me. But I don't really want to go out with either one of them. Doesn't suck when the girl you want to go out with is trying to make you go out with her friend? BAH! I was actually supposed to go to the mall with one of them, because a few of my other friends were coming, but that never happened. Nobody called me or anything to tell me what to do.

 
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Entry #10

December 1st, 2006

Mood: ******.

Listening to: Weak and Powerless - A Perfect Circle

I'm starting to wonder if I really even have friends. Or if they just pretend. There's only one person that has the logic to really be my friend, and that is Dustin. I've actually thought Jonathan and Jeremy were my best friends, but I guess they're not. It seems like they've been brushing me off the past day. First, I asked Jonathan if I could spend the night at his house this weekend. (I know that sounds immature, but there's really nothing else to do out here in the middle of nowhere) He said that his parents said no... And his parents are ******* tools. So that is actually believeable. So it's Friday, and I call up Jonathan to talk on the phone because I'm bored. And I keep hearing these noises, and I know for a fact that Jeremy's over there, and I had been told earlier I could come over. So I act like I don't know. Finally, his dad supposedly says he has to get off the phone. Well, I get an idea. I call Jonathan back and ask "hey what's Jeremy's number, I forgot". I KNOW he knows. Well he said "I dunno..." and gets off the phone real quick. Well I call back and say "Hey, Jeremy's dad says he's over there." (and I never actually called him because I really didn't know his number) And he's like "ooohhh.... ****." and I'm like "yeah. Nice. I just asked if I could spend the night, and tell me "no" and let Jeremy come over." Well he blames this on his dad, and says that Jeremy asked first, and that his dad said if I spend the night that it would be too much company. Well that's actually believeable. I mean it really is because his dad sucks, but I just don't know if I can believe his since he hid it the whole time.

Well Jeremy has his cell phone with him, and he tells me to call him since Jonathan can't talk on the phone. So I call him, and I can hear Jonthan talking on the phone again with another person, when his dad just told him he wasn't allowed to talk on the phone. WTF. Then I talk to Jeremy for about 30 minutes, and finally he says he's tired and he's gonna go. So I call Jonathan back up and he's like "why aren't you talking to Jeremy anymore?" And I'm like "he said he's tired and doesn't wanna talk anymore".... and Jonthan says "dude, he's on the phone with someone right now". So I'm like "wow, you guys really suck. I'm just gonna go" and he asked if I want him to call me back later, and I reply with "I don't care *click*" and I hang up.

I know this whole thing is immature... but still. I'm just going to ignore Jonathan on the bus for awhile and see what he does. I mean he's been my best friend for a while so this is sorta a weird big deal for me.

On the other hand, this Christmas seems like it's going to be pretty cool, but small. I actually didn't ask more much because I don't want my parents to waste money on **** I don't need, plus there's not much I wanted. Just a Gamecube game, 3 DS games, a DVD, and I think a CD. I think I might be getting some pants or something.

There's a couple more things on my list. My mom actually has a list of 20 things, but I think most of them are small. So I'm not getting to much, but I know I'll be content with this Christmas.

Blah.

 
Brkng_Th_Hbt

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Thanks. :) Dustin talks about you at school. He says you're cool and stuff. And it's the truth. Haha.

But I'm still ******, and a bit hurt. I've done nothing to them, and as far as I know, I've been a better friend to Jonathan... I might not know about cars and guns as much (as Jonathan and Jeremy are both rednecks from ****, which is what they constantly talk about), but me and Jonathan have been really best friends, like we tell each other **** that we'd never tell anyone else.

I just really don't know what's up. Maybe he's telling the truth... maybe he just didn't want to hurt my feelings and his dad really said that only one person can come over. But I did ask first, I asked like a week ago if I come come over and spend the night, and he said yeah. Then I asked again later in the week and he said yeah. Then I asked Friday, and he says no. (we were on the bus) and I'm like "hey ask your parents if I can spend the night, I'm really bored." and he's like "No... blah blah jeremy" and he cuts off his sentence and doesn't say anything, then gets off the bus. So I'm like "what the ****." Then when I call him that night and everything gets out in the open, he says Jeremy asked first.

I'm taking this to far, I know. But I just cannot stand rejection, of anykind. I hate rejection. It's the worst feeling to feel like you're not good enough for something. Blah.

At least Christmas seems like it will be good so far.

 
crazy robster

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Awww Ryan that sucks hardcore...I'm so sorry to hear that because I totally understand you! Just today I was wondering if I actually DO have any good friends around me (and I'm not talking about my LPF friends, you're all awesome) You know what I mean... I'm talking about people who are here, people I can hang out with and stuff... But you know what? You've done nothing wrong and if they are ***** you'd better show them you don't need them. Don't let anyone tread on you, be friends with those who really deserve it. The rest of them can pity themselves for being such morons... ;)
 
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