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---- sorry about that... I must have missed that one....phreakwars said:You can contemplate a theory of your entire existance in very long babblings and very decent grammer, but you can't decipher my simple query ?? It's still there, reread it again. But if you want a direct question, here it is.
If I am creamated, my solid form has been turned to ash, where is my soul ??
I truely don't know what the soul is... I mean, I believe that it exists... and I agree that it leaves you when you die, but as to what it is and where it goes, I'm afraid I haven't figured that out yet.... And the Sumerian and Akadian tablets are REALLY lean on it...
Like I said... I have been doing a lot of reading/research into the relationship between matter and energy and how they to change from one to another, and it seems like a good lead... but I hate speculating... so I just chalk that one up to 'I don't know'....
just for reference...
I am not a Xtian
I am a Satanist be belief, not indoctrination, I was raised Xtian
I am especially not a Muslim
I call myself a satanist because 'I have been woken up'... I know the truth and I am not afraid of 'The Dark' anymore... I probably shouldn't call myself that but it is just so much easier to tell people that than explain 10 years of research in a single catch phrase! But know this... Being a satanist doesn't change who I am, It doesn't make me better, it doesn't change my opinions for me... it doesn't give me bliss... just understanding... And that's the best part... Things start to make sense!
I think that people tend to think of satanist as people who Pray like others do and have a 'god' and drink blood and a whole host of other nonsense... Neo Satanist pray because they don't know any better... They also think of Satan as thier 'god' because many of them are only doing satanism to rebel against something, but can't get out of that Xtian/Jew/Islam mode that says you have to PRAY to a GOD ! Being a REAL Satanist is much much different than that...
At this point, it just sounds like you want answers to questions you don't have the answers to... Which I don't mind giving you but know that these are 'my answers', and shouldn't be imported as your own untill you step out of the darkness (sorry to sound so cliche/gay, but that's the only way I can relate it to you) ... The funny thing about beliefs are, unlike other ****, the grass is always greener on YOUR side! If you want to know what the grass is like over the fence, you have to go there!
you can take that, or you can go with my next explanation.... I AM satan! and I chose your forum from thousands to be the grounds from which I unplug people from the matrix... could be true... besides, how do you even know that I'm a person?! <que freaky music>