dear allie since you've gone over your inbox quota i will reply somewhere i know i can find you
this IS meant to be our trial seperation. I'm on holidays in Sydney and Bathurst, while he's in Wagga. We were supposed to be together for 2 months, but I've been away for almost 2 weeks and haven't since each other for that long and so he turns around and says to me that he's not considering this time period to be part of the relationship cos he doesn't get to see me. WTF IS WRONG WITH HIM? WTF IS WRONG WITH ME? ....Tia my friend has advising me from day one to break up with him, but I just don't want to and I fear I am going to be drivin over the edge with his attitude sometimes. He knows I have and still is going through some pretty heavy self esteem issues and he has the flippin' guts to turn around and say to me
"I want you to change but at the same time I dont want you to change I love you for who you are but you're ******* driving me up the wall here woman!"
And he has the guts to say also
"Why is it when the problem is you, you try to turn the problem back onto me?"
EXCUSE ME...but wtf am I supposed to do and say when I am the one that is the apparent cause of the relationship collapsing.
I had to laugh at this, he wants us to go into counselling together. **** OFF i won't go to counselling for a guy whom I'm probably never going to marry in the long run.
And that is my ***** for today.
love sarah