Twilight's *gasp* Journal! Read at your own risk

o0SugaxNxSpice0o

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OMG you're so pretty =P I LOVE the black hair on you! It suits you and it looks shiny and gorgeous =P Lol, I'm glad your mum finally let you do it =P We should both start a hair thread! I finally have a picture of my hair but I can't post it until tomorrow because this is a new comp and it doesn't have PSP on it yet so I can resize it, but yeah. Your hair rules!

I'm sorry about the homework and stress, you just need to chill for a bit and it'll all be fine! Breathe =P

I hope your grandpa is doing ok in hospital! All the best with things for your life!

 

twilightcrimson7

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whoot! I'm back from the hospital! My grandpa is doing better. I fed him some fruit, juice and ice. He seemed happy to see me. He was surprised about my hair =P

I snuck in lpf for a quick glance hehehe I have to finish my essay and gym test corrections though. I have a history tomorrow!

I wish I could tell you about the funny things that happened today, but alas, I want to read about your days! ^__^

Oh, Misery and Jen, thank you so much for the compliments. I am deeply flattered, I don't think I'm pretty, Jen, but I can't wait to see your pics!! ^_^ BTW>what's PSP? *computer illiterate*

^_^ thanks you guys for reading <3

 

o0SugaxNxSpice0o

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I'm sorry you're still in school =P I'm on my easter break so that's 2 weeks off college for me ^.^ Hope you get all your schoolwork done in time ;) Ohh and I'm glad your grandpa is doing fine! Bless him.

Do tell us about the funny things lol! I really need a laugh on here! I've had a few funny chat convos that I wanna post up but everybody would probably think I'm a dork or something =P

Lol, you ARE really pretty! Have self confidence ;) I'm not gonna post my face because I don't have one of it, and anyway I'm too shy to do it lol. But I did put up my hair ¬.¬ It looks scary because of the redness.

Psp stands for Paint Shop Pro. Kinda like Photoshop, only not as advanced ;)

Well ttyl! <3!

 

misery

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Glad your grandpa is doing better :D

Gym test?! Wow, that's gotta suck. All we do in gym is play pool and do bowling.. lol. No tests, even though I think there's a final exam, which would suck.

Oh well :p

 

4everLP_Shinoda

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whoot! I'm back from the hospital! My grandpa is doing better. I fed him some fruit, juice and ice. He seemed happy to see me. He was surprised about my hair =PI snuck in lpf for a quick glance hehehe I have to finish my essay and gym test corrections though. I have a history tomorrow!

I wish I could tell you about the funny things that happened today, but alas, I want to read about your days! ^__^

Oh, Misery and Jen, thank you so much for the compliments. I am deeply flattered, I don't think I'm pretty, Jen, but I can't wait to see your pics!! ^_^ BTW>what's PSP? *computer illiterate*

^_^ thanks you guys for reading <3
Good to hear your grandpa is feeling better now^^,u did a nice job by feeding him,really sweet.

What does alas means?I remember reading it sometime ago on the forums.Anyways..

Good look on your history test^__^ :thumbsup: !

 

twilightcrimson7

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Jen: I know, but tomorrow's the last day! for a week!

thanks for worrying about my grandpa. that's very nice of you! *hug*

Ohh, I wish i had that program! *sobs in corner*

thanks for the comment! goodnight! <3

Misery: Thanks for the sentiments, that means alot!

Yeah, it was our midterm. You guys play POOL!? as in billiards?!? that's so awesome! LUCKY!

thanks for the comment, have a good night, and take care! <3

Vero: thanks vero, it means alot!

Alas is like a dramatic was of saying something like, "But" or "still" very dramatically. Like, throwing an arm over your face and sighing, "ALAS, poor Yourich, I knew him well, a fellow of infinite jest!" (shakespeare) Sorry that explaination sucked! :p

-------March 23rd, 2005 @ 10:22 PM--------------- I apologize in advance for the typos----

OMFG, I JUST DELETED THIS ******* JOURNAL!

Jesus. *so *******

well anyways, this morning was a *****. I woke up at 5 am because the hospital called. But I went back to sleep. the alarm rung once, but not twice, so I fell asleep until my dad came up, ******, and got me up at 5 to 7. I had some pretty freaky dreams. one was of how I killed my hamster by shock. the other, me, my aunt and dad were chasing a parade, and got blew on my a HUGE-*** giraffe.

Well, i went downstairs 5 minutes before my bus comes. My dad made me eggs! I scarfed them down and asked why the hospital called. They said Grandpa was hallucinating again. *sigh*

So, me being my paranoid self, walked with much fervor. I had to wait like 3 minutes for the bus in the freaking cold though.

When i got to my lockers, at school, I gave my study guide for people to copy. LOL. I don't know how people can put up with my horrid handwriting. X.X

So me Michelle and Sylvia walked, as usual, to our 1st period. Nothing to exciting. ^_^;

I slipped in the back door as the bell rang again...hehehe.

We went to the weight room. I decided to work alone. I got a couple machines down. Tomorrow's net games. .

In history, the haggis was making a "motivational speech" through the intercom for morning announcements. *rolls eyes and laughs* The lady that was watching us while the haggis was away, had a pass for me to go to the counselor. So, since I have never experienced this, took the pass and left. I really didn't know where the counselor’s office was, but I guessed right! whoot! I waited a couple minutes and no one came. The lady that was watching our class came in and told me the haggis wanted me back for the test. So, still confused, I returned. She told me Mr. Blasius would reschedule for tomorrow. Now, when I came back, I caught ****. the Haggis squaked at me. "You should know better! the test is more important!" blah blah blah. It's not my friggin fault! I never went to see the counselor, and didn't eben know what he wanted me for! PLUS, what if someone dies? would a test still be more important???

She said i can't go tomorrow either, because of the DBQ. So what? Do I have to go tell them the Haggis won't let me go tomorrow either? Is it my problem? should i even have to deal with this? ***!

anyways, the test was easy. But she said the class average was 66 % and the geography killed us. ******* haggis, she don't even teach us. she just says "read the book"

moving on, In algebra, we learned a new lesson, and me and Alex worked on our algebra packet toogeda.

Ceramics was golden today. I thought it would be boring, so i snatched my CD player and my algebra h/w and hunkered down to finish it, but Mr. Matas had different plans. He told me, Joe, Tajima, and peter (since we had nothing to do) that if we were going to go on that Raku field trip (a field trip where we raku fire and **** it sounds SO fun, i LOVE raku firing!) that we will probably want to make a lot of pieces to fire. it's true, because it's so fun, you kind of get disappointed when it ends. So I agreed, and he showed us how to make some easy and fast coil pots. I'm excited! ^.^ I started one, while we worked, we somehow got on the topic of hodge podge, then i added that that was my hamster’s name. then Ricky asked it WAS my hamsters name?

me: yeah it died.......by drowning.

Ricky: WHAT? *chuckle*

Me; *laugh* I don't wanna go into detail...

I was somehow convinced to tell the story. almost the whole class was more or less listening, and when i finished, i thought it was hilarious. and everyone did too, so we were all laughing our ***** off, picturing a dead floating hamster. Idk, but it was funny as **** at the time. then it was pretty silent. so i asked 'doesn't anybody else have a dead animal story to tell?"

and Mr. Matas told a funny-*** story. then a couple other people told some funny ones too. I told the one about the guy who was playing fetch with his dog, but when he threw the stick, it landed in the ground sticking up at an angle. so when the dog went after it, it impaled itself with the stick! XDD Then Mr. Matas told the one about the 2 cats. *too lazy to explain* but the whole ******* class was cracking up. rotfl. then i went to lunch. meh...boring as helllio... No Jessica again today...**** her.

In English, we got our bad tests back. I had an 84% as it was. when we corrected it, I ended up with a 94%. So, I'm happy with that, i don't want to re-test. Then we watched Odysseus yell at the ocean....hehehe that was funny.

Ummm, On the way to bio, i saw Cheryl and she FINALLY noticed my hair, lmao!

so, I saw the sign on the door and I had to go to the comp. lab. I sat next to Eva and Ricky R. lmao, Eva picked Cockayne's disease thingie, and she found this picture of a kid who had it and pasted like 3 pics of it and told us to look at it. XDD Natalie and me teased her about being obsessed with it the rest of the period. The comp. lady asked if there was a Brittany something in the room.

Ricky R: Natalie, how much will you pay me to go up there? lmao, so now Natalie calls him Brittany XDD

Later, Mrs. Mize saw Eva’s picture and told us everyone who does that disease, has that picture, and we all rofl.

Then we left and me and Eva walked to 7th period. On the way down the stairs, I felt someone poke me, and I see Blas. they were going to somewhere to watch the movie. Me and Nikhil picked out seats, but then moved. The table I was in was sticking up, and you could see the gum underneath it, so I put it down, because it was annoying both me and Nikhil. We watched Beauty and the Best in Spanish and we had to describe the characters in Spanish. I did that right away because I knew what they were like already. so the rest of the movie I didn't really pay attention to. I hated it when they sang >.<

anyways, after that, me and Nikhil made our way to art club. Cels was there, and I felt bad that I couldn't go to her house. i wanted to, but mom would pick me up as soon as I got home. Art club was fun. I sketched part of a person. i don't know who. it felt good to draw again. I lost mah skillz. >.>; me, Celsey, Alex, Ashley, and Acaisha talked about random **** and we blasted Linkin park on our CD players. Nikhil sat in the lonely back doing homework. lol poor dude.

so on the bus, me and celsey chatted for the most part. it felt good to talk to her again. it's been a while. I'd like to hang out with her soon. Cels got off at Alex's stop. I listened to Korn, and I finally got off. As soon as I got home, I was told that mom was on her way. I gave dad my library book so he could return them ^_^

The mom came and on the way home, she was like:

mom: we should go to the health club tonight....but im too tired. tomorrow.

me: you'll say that tomorrow too.

mom: no, I will actually do it tomorrow.

me: wanna bet?

mom: yeah, 10$

me: no, not real money, but just pretend, so that if you do it, you'll win, but I don't have to pay you.

mom: okay, fine.

lmao

when I got home, Cels and Alex were on. but i wanted a bath really bad. I took one, and it felt awesome!

when I got back, I started a chat, but then i had to eat! >.<

I chatted with jen and hen did some h/w. talked to more people, watched a part of a dvd... ya know, just chilled. but now I'm done updating, so I’m gunna go get something to snack on, and finish my history lesson. ^_^

GOOD NIGHT Y'ALL, LAT DAY OF SCHOOL TOMORROW!

----------Current Mood: nerdy------------

----Current Music: Ian Brown- "Fear(Unkle remix)"-----

 

twilightcrimson7

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Wow, okay. I know how much you all LOVE catching up with my life ;)

lmao so here's my update. sorry for the lull :rolleyes:

----Hillo buckaneers and astronaughts of the jelly donut! -----

-------Mar. 26th, 2005 @ 03:45 pm-------

Wow, I'm sorry I haven't updated in a while. I'm sort of busy! ^_^

well, Friday, I woke up late...like 11. So I went online...meh, nothing special there. I had breakfast then started cleaning out my drawers. I got rid of half my clothes, becuasr they were hidden in the recesses of my drawers. I saw clothes I had since I was like, 10 o_______O

Now there's like,no clothes, lmao. I have alot of pants. there. but they're like, sweatpants.I was hopeing to go spring clothes shopping this week. I need some new cargos and maybe some new tees and stuff. anyways, dad called and he came to pick me up.

He told me grandpa has pneumonia. and hes really weak. If he doesn't get the mucus out of lungs by monday, he has to get a traecheotomy (sp?) (they cut your throat open and shove a tube down to suck the mucus out) Also, he's scared to death of the breathing mask. he has some paranoia about that and him suffocating. *sigh*

I found out that Easter was Sunday...lmao. *shrug*

When I got to dad's house, I started to clean out my drawers there, too, ...and the closet...and anywhere I had clothes. Soon, all my clothes were on the floor and I was like "O.O;; holy ****! I have alot of clothes!!" so I started to sort out my clothes, but I got tired, and I called Alex to see if I could come over.

Pocky was so cute! -^_^-

we watched the Frat Party, lmao fun fun.

then we went online, to find the secrets. Alex had to go wash Pocky, and it sounded like she was getting murdered. Kohko (sp) was freaking out and I was like " o_O ;; no no, don't do that, calm down!"

then Alé came back and we started to talk about our story. we got some pretty good ideas goin.

Alex kept going downhill...lmao...(no one will get that but us)

anyways, we watched the last part of FP and I had to leave ._.

Dad picked me up and we went to pick up the pizza mmmMmmMmmm

I went online afterwards, and I started typing up a bio for my caracter, Aerkaine.

I was on until 1 clock! o.o

Then I went to sleepy! yey!

I woke up at 10 becuase the phone rang. _._

I was suddenly inspired to work my *** off all day! wow, take notice folks, this come once every 5.87 years! No one was home, either.

Okay, so I started off by going downstairs, and cleaning out the dishwasher. Then I loaded it. Ick! I hate loading the dishwasher, becuase you have to touch all of the silverware that have been fermenting in water contaminated with food from lord knows how many nights ago. >___<

I made a huge pancake, becuase I was hungry. then i cut up an apple and pear. As I was going up the stairs, I was all hyped up from the music I was listening to, so I tripped on the stairs, and skinend my leg, dropped my plate and water. T__T The apple got all hairy so I threw it away! <=P then, I organized my old clothes, and put them into garbage bags. I'm going to donate them. Then, I put my good clothes back. I went on to dusting things. I got a wet rag, and wipe my desk off, but there was the brown/orangy **** coming off, I was so disgusted! ughh

Once I was done with that, I vacuumed and re arranged my furniture a tad. I found this carpet cleaner and, in hopes that it would get rid of that worn-out color by the door, I sprayed it on, but it didn't do anything. T_T.

Then, I cleaned the bathtub, and the whole bathroom. I was so sweaty and covered in chemicals, that I took a shower. It felt gooood! ^_~

Now, all sqeacky clean, I went downstairs to clean the rest of the kitchen. Okidoki, now thedining.....room....table. ****, there was papers ALL over. You would not believe how much papers there were. I was SOOO ******. we were NOT going back to they way it used to be, I SWORE we wouldn't. So I got ALL the **** off the table, and shoved it somewhere else, becuase I can't thorw anything out becuase I might get bitched at. so once I cleared the table, I got the lazy susan, and cleaned it off, and put a mat on it. cute. then i shook the crumbs out of the table mats. finally, wiped the whole table off, and oput everything back. ^__^ then dad came home, and he was happy! whoot. I was really hungry by then, so I made some soup and toast.

Oh ****, I was 15 minutes late for meeting ale online. But she wasn't on when i got on. that;s okay, it gave me time to catch up.

Now she's on, and I'm updating.

I hope this sufficed for now! ttyl

-------"Sugar, we're going down" FOB---------

---Current Mood: accomplished--------------------------

 

twilightcrimson7

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lmao.. that may have something to do with it. Like I said, my desire to clean comes once every ice age.

Thanks for the comment, its comforting to know someone reads these XDD

 

twilightcrimson7

New member
Why thank you! I could say the same...in fact, I will!

-------Easter day March 27th, 05 @ 11:34 PM--------------

Okay so, when I left to go upstairs, I was cleanin, and Dad came home. He told me that grandpa wanted to give up. There was so much wrong with him.

We both cried.

The we decided if that's what he wanted, than we should let him. But we were going to try and convince him to change his mind.

I moved on to finish my book. it was hilaious and that cheered me up.

Then I went online, which cheered me up even more.

Then it came time to go to the hospital for Easter dinner which consisted of:::

Jewel chicken... BUT, Jewel didn't have chicken, so we got cookies, chips, and pop :D omg we splurrrged! OMG, I sweat to *** I saw Mr Travis! I caught his eye JUST as he walked past, and I was like.......O________O;;; omg

it was freaky!

anwways... we had to go to KFC for chicken dinner XDD

when we got to the hospital, My Unkle, Aunt, and Eleanor were there. Grandpa was awake, but lethargic. we talked and ate, and tended to Grandpa. we laughed at soem stuff and goofed around and everyone seemed to be chipper. even grandpa wasn't so somber. There was a group of people across the hall, that I stared at becuase, like my dad and uncle, they were bald. One of them looked EXACLTY like my uncle o_O it was freaky! so we made fun of him about that! he was wearing a "stock jacket" (what trucker wera and it says "Stock" on a nametag...blah blah) so we named him "Stock"

that was funny. We all laughed alot, and cared for grandpa, and he said he was still gunna try. YAY

so when they were changing him, me, my dad, uncle, and Jackie (who just arrived...she's a *****) were talkign about the sit. They had him on Dopeamine...not good. Uhm... and we just talked about his state. It was going to be tough, but we have to get him over his pnuemonia, or else he would be in danger. He's going to have to wear the mask to help the pnuemonia, but hes REALLY scared of it.

that's going to be tough.

anyways, all in all, the night wasn't bad. we go t to see family and grandpa. I was happy he changed hi mind. Oh, and I got chocolate bunny from Eleanor. that's it basically ^_^

I hope you all had a good Easter too!

I have to get some work done on our story tomorrow...I onl;y have like, half a picture done. *sigh* anyways, I'm bored and need someone to talk too...

I took a survey... maybe I'll take s'more!

 

twilightcrimson7

New member
The survey I took was too long to post, so I'll just copy and paste the info ^^

What is your name? Heather

How old are you? 15

When is your Birthday? October 25th, 1989

What is your zodiac sign? Scorpio (heehe, yey, I love Scorpio!)

Where were you born? Um...o.o Like, some hospital around here....somehwere... ^^; lol

Where do you live now? In Bartlett/Itasca, Illinois

What color eyes do you have? Green ^.^

What color hair'; return true;" onmouseout="window.status=''; return true;">color hair do you have? Black(dyed), but naturally light brown.

How tall are you? ummm, like 5'7''/8'' ish

How much do you weigh? (Be Honest Ladies) lol... like 160 ish muahaha

What is your race? pfft... I dunno...cuacasian? o.o

What is your worst fear? Myself.

Do you smoke? Nope

Do you drink? Nope

Do you cuss? YeeeeEEsss, you ****** ^_~

Do you use drugs? **** no!

Have you ever or will you ever steal? I have stolen...but I regret it...most of the time.

Are you dependable and/or trustworthy? To my friends, yes. But I wouldn't advise my enimeies to trust me ;)

Do you play in a band or play an instrument? **** no....that just didn't work out ._.;;

Do you have any tattoos and/or piercings? I have my ears pierced ^.^;; that's it. I'd like to get some more piercings/ and some tatoos later on when I'm like old and stuff 0.o

If you had a favorite serial killer who would it be? wtf... Ummm...me! XD

Do you suffer from depression disorder? Not that I know of...depressed sometimes, but doesn't everyone?

If you had a choice about how you wanted to die what would it be? Hmmm. tough decision. How I feel at the moment.

Have you ever tried to commit suicide? No...thankfully.

Have you ever purposely caused harm to yourself or someone else? Yes...but I regret these circumstances.

What subculture do you belong too? o.o!!?

Are you evil? I can be. >=D

Do you believe that you can be possesed? Hmmm............. naw.

Are you a paranoid person? Yeah, sometimes.

Do you ever get jealous of somebody else? All the time! ;___;

Are you obsessive and/or compulsive? Yes, yes, yes. I perpetually obsess. I am the master of obsession.

Are you a violent person? Yes, I can

Do you take your anger out on other people? Most of the time >.>;

Do you blame other people for your mistakes? No...I mostly blame myself. Even other people problems! o.o

What is your favorite game? ugh...I hate this question.... how about "screw the interviewer"?

What is your favorite movie? mmmm, I like anything by Tim Buton ;)

Who is your favorite band? duh...Linkin Park

What is your favorite song? toughie! hmmm.... lemme get back to you on that

What kind of books and/or magazines do you read? Sci-fi, fantasy, angst, mystery, suspense, stuff liek that

What is your favorite color? Blue/Red/Purple/Green/Black ^^;;

What is your favorite food? Chicken :D

What is your favorite drink? Milk...Mmm

Do you own a pari of converse? uh.... o.o...no

Do you own a pair of dickies? wtf are those?

Would you ever kill yourself or someone else? prolly myself over someone else

Are you a virgin? Yap

Are you kinky? Hmmm maybe ;)

Do you like biting? *slowly backs away*....

Do you **********? *leaves the room*

Do you watch ***********? *down the street*

Have you ever dyed your hair an unusual color? I wish I could. I was finally granted black though :D

Have you ever shaved your head in a socially unacceptable way? Hmmm...lemme think about that.......no!

Are you hyper active person? yesh, sometimes! HEHEHEHEHE sugar high

Are you religious? **** no

Do you have any self inflicted scars? I dun wanna answer that

Does pain turn you on? It depends ...... ;)

Do you stand for originality and creativity? I think I do

Do you like meeting new people? No...sadly.

What do you like most about life? It's completely my own

What do you dislike most about life? I can't control it ^^;;

Do you believe in love at first fright? ...Yes, I've seen it happen before...

Have you ever pierced a body part yourself? nope

Have you ever had to beg for dinner money? what does this mean... =\

Do you own a car? not yeeeeeet! ^_~

Have you been to jail, yet? yet!? what does that imply!? XD

Are your clothes held together with safety pins'; return true;" onmouseout="window.status=''; return true;">safety pins? some are! o.o

Do you have actual scars from punk rock shows? ...........no T_T

Have you ever vomit while making out? never made out, lmao!!

Have you held a job for less than a day? Haven't had a job, either! XDDD too good...

Do you own more than two pair of jeans? ummm....actual blue jeans'; return true;" onmouseout="window.status=''; return true;">blue jeans.....no... but like...i have... blah, who cares!

Have you ever had to **** stuff up for no good reason? "**** stuff up"? ..........._______.........

Have you ever been kicked out of your parents house? nooooooo ;_; I'm a good child, I SWEAR! XD

Have you ever been fired from your job because of your attitude? uhhhh. buddy, look up ^^^

Does the world **** you off? most of the time <.<

 

misery

New member
It's good that your grandpa decided to keep on trying :D

Lol, KFC on Easter. I had McDonalds! lol, had fancy supper yesterday with my grandparents and aunt and uncle. Felt kind of weird having fast food on Easter sunday though.

Sounds like you had a pretty decent Easter though, except for the rough start.

Well, so long :D

 

twilightcrimson7

New member
LMAO, yeah its kinda sad when you're reduced to food cooked in vats of grease for Easter dinner. Oh well :rolleyes:

Thanks for your words. heheh ;) I seriously appreciate them

March (lmao, I was gunna put MARS) 28th, 2005 @ 11:20 PM

Nothing much happened today. 30% was sleeping, 20% consisted of eating, 40% of internet, and the other 10% was just preforming menial tasks. T_T

tomorrow I'm gunna go to the park with Alex so we can work on our story, though. ITS GUNNA BE 70 DEGREES F!! finally, nice weather!

well, I'm going to bed soon...maybe ;) goodnight, y'all!

now a survey!

DO YOU LIKE....................

music?: who doesnt!?

Black Sabbath: Yeah, they got some good songs

Green Day: meh, sorta

Nirvana: They're okay

AFI: Haven't heard their stuff.

All American Rejects: NHO

Guns N Roses: No T_T Axl's the biggest jack-*** ever

Jimi Hendrix: **** YES

Led Zeppelin: YES! ^_~

Rage Against The Machine: YEAH! (lmao, Guerilla Radio is on right now!)

Marilyn Manson: yeah, pretty good. he's a freak tho! lmao

Evanescence: YEPPERS!

Taking Back Sunday: XP nooo

3 days grace: Mmhmm, they're pretty good

Chevelle: YES! omg they rock

Breaking Benjamin: yeah, they're pretty good

Blink 182: naw, not really.

Sum 41: Not a big fan.... I like their new song : "pieces" tho

NoFX: They sound familiar, but I don't recall hearing them

Ozzy Ozbourne: so so.

Papa Roach: hellums! ^_~

R.E.M.: Not bad *shrug*

Velvet Revolver: yeah! they're awesome!

ICP: NHO

Lamb Of ***: Naw... not that good.

Avenged Sevenfold: NHO

The Offspring: ick, no!

Creed: sorta, but they get annoying.

The Killers: yeah, they're okay.

Moby: meh... if you're in the right mood

The Donnas: wtf. NHO

now, g'night!

 

o0SugaxNxSpice0o

New member
Argh everytime I come to the journal section, it's time for me to get off the computer and I don't have time to comment on your journal=( Grrr time differences and siblings kicking me off the comp >.< I'll post a proper comment tomorrow but I did read your entries ^.^
 

twilightcrimson7

New member
Oh WOW~!~~

I got ALOT of comments! ^___^ wow! people, you don't know how happy that makes me!!! ^^ Gosh!

Ryan: Yes, yes, it was very long ^__^

uwantme2b: thank you for commenting. Yes, i used to be music illiterate! I dunno how I lived! XD By the way, do you have a nickname I can call you? :D ?

[LP]GotLP?: Thanks for reading!! I really appreciate it! I will wait forever for a comment! :D *hugs*

Forgottenkid: Of course JIMI HENDRIX ROCKS! so does P-Roach!! :D thanks for commenting <3

Now for the less-happy update.

---------March 29th, 2005 @ 11:23---------

Why does it seem that whenever you have a really good time, the low hits you, and you have to feel like ****?

Like, when you act like a vegetable someday, that's all you'll feel. the same emotion, because there's no extremes.

When you have a really nice time, you have to pay by feeling like ****.

I can't explain it.

Anyways, I'll start off by waking up late.

I made another huge pancake.

wow. That was good, but the whole morning SUCKED because my aunt was just bugging the living **** out of me. YELL YELL COMPLAIN

Riddle me this, if she COMPLAINS about how the baby cries, WHY DOES SHE HAVE TO IMMITATE IT! Ughhh!! (%&$^@)_&(*^&^$!!!!!!!(^&^$%! *sigh* SHE ASKED ME QUESTIONs OVER AND OVER AGAIN! more yelling. More crab-*** comments.

UNRELENTLESS NAGGING. Jesus Christ. There was nothing I could do about it! I was fuckign trapped. I was gunna go to the park today, but I was delayed a bit. I couldn't WAIT go get out of that damned housee! Oh it felt so good to leave!!! BLISS! It was nice out! breezy and warm. Whilst I was walking through the field, I saw Rena, talking to some dude. I chatted with them until Alex got there. then we just talked and ****. The we went to McDonalds and started drawing out map!

Then we went back to the park, we talked and *** started to blow our map away! GRRR

We talked, and were just our perverted selves. Then we went back to my house, even though there were a zillion people there and it was like ….very chaotic! The we went upstairs. And even though we were bored as **** we had fun just doing spontaneous things! ^^; We ordered a pizza too ^^ Yummay anyways, we were just philosophizing and being perverted. And getting high off our own lame jokes! XD

Sooner or later, she had to go, so we were both sad. *sigh*

No I’m here. Feeling increasingly more depressed as the moments tick away.

I'm going to go post my poem. look for it. *weak smile* thanks to everyone for lisenting to me :) *squeezes you all with love*

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Feeling: well, you can guess.

Listening to- "The hand that Feeds" --NIN

 
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