What Are You Currently Thinking About? v1

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LPNailz

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I hate hate hate having to go to bed. I'll just be stuck staring at the ceiling for the next three hours - why couldn't I spend the time doing something productuve?

Also, my keyboard is messing up. ****.

And finally, Trent Reznor is absolutely worth the space in both my av and sig. No arguments. That is all.

 
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LPNailz

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Egad. Apparently I'm no longer allowed to lay still with my eyes closed, for fear I may fall asleep. I've always done that...why do my grandparents suddenly disallow it...?
 
woodyloveslinkin

woodyloveslinkin

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:'( **** this pain, it's gonna be the death of me I betcha.

Mental note: don't drink alcohol.

Ok, conscience! Wait...is that my conscience speaking or my mother talking to me? I don't know.

Reminds me of a quote from Finding Nemo:

"Are you my conscience?"

"Yes Dory, I'm your conscience."

Lol.

 
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LPNailz

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Things. I'm thinking about things. Parents are seperated, and there's a random chance we (Mom, me, and my brother) could be moving in with my mom's boyfriend, who is also my martial arts instructor. Weird situation all around. I like the guy - heck, I love him llike an uncle. But I'm really looking forward to getting away from all this. I don't belong in this town, I want out somewhere. Mom won't like it, but I need to go to some far away college.

Brain's all messed up right now. Must occupy it.

 
Ravynlee

Ravynlee

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To be honest I'm feelin' a bit frickin traumatised over some of the things I've come across while researching - I know I have no right to complain but oh my *** - makes me wonder what the point is in trying to save such a vicious and horrid little planet. I know it's horrible to say but I really am inspired to write something - only problem is anything I've done feels weak by comparrison? No, wrong word, just... I know nothing I write can ever do anything of that magnitude justice, so I'm probably self-sabotaging on a grander scale than usual. Mind you, I'm also born a few generations too late and on the other side of the planet with no actual impact on my life or family at all (dare I say it, thank heavens) - but still, it's so horrific I can't look away. I guess that's the key to writing, if you feel strongly enough about something, that's probably a good bet to work on. Work on before and after work that is. Researched on lunch break. Hard to get into that headspace in those surrounds. Probably a good thing. It gets too burdensome / heavy sometimes.

Aside from that one of my cat's has brought in a lizard and won't shaddup singin' bout it! The other is just in the backyard howling. My cats talk more than I do in real life. I'm tryin' to have a deep conversation here! *grr* (PS I had to go out and save lizard, shock will prolly finish it off. Meanie ;) )

Oh and wondering about the story I was working on here. I think I need that stupidity to keep me sane at the moment. Weirder things have happened.

 
KillMeImIrish

KillMeImIrish

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i feel like i'm going to blow chunks at any moment, but i have to work the midnight shift tonight starting in 20 minutes... suicide
 
Ravynlee

Ravynlee

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I'm such a clutz at times. I fell out the door at work straight after I finished my shift and twisted both ankles. OMG what an idiot. In front of a handful of people. I was so embarrassed but more hurt than anything. Now that I've kept moving and hobbling along on them they're feeling a bit better. It's a good thing I have a high pain threshold. Man they still kill though. One more day on this current roster and then hopefully at least a day off. Sore ankles won't stop me going to work, pnuemonia didn't. I guess I'm wondering more than anything why must I be so danged clumsy? (and what the people who saw my less than graceful swandive into the curb were thinking / saying to each other. Maybe it's better I don't know)

0.0 *groan*

 
Ravynlee

Ravynlee

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I feel like crying. Pat and I are talking about the Victorian bushfires on MSN and I'm thinking about the horrific death toll....181...
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I know, authorities well foresee over 200+ deaths in the coming 24 hours - can't even imagine it. 'Ash Wednesday' was historically bad enough, this is insane.

Words aren't enough right now. Poor buggers.

Floods in the north, fires in the south... can't break even at the moment, can we?

 
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