{Wood'z Journal Act 2}

woodyloveslinkin

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pics from state of origin tonight (nsw vs qld)

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woodyloveslinkin

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well i was meant to go back to wagga today but i fell sick....i was up all night puking my guts out and with a headache as well, so i told dad this morning and yeah told me to ring mum. i rang mum and told her what's happening and she's like "you're not going back to wagga until next week" and i was like "hmmmmm".

stupid countrylink, couldn't find out last night what the opening/closing times were for the bathurst train station. cos i tried ringing up the station directly and they just referred me to the countrylink hotline which told me jack all. and then i had to rebook my ticket, cos dad was coming back from orange and didn't have any cash on him and couldn't pick up my ticket and they couldn't hold onto my ticket, which was today's 8 am bus to cootamundra and then from there a train to wagga....so im thinking i'll go back on monday to see daniel and elise and etc etc then i'll get the XPT train straight to central station (in the heart of sydney and right down the road from my brother's place and of course, the best goth store in the world, utopia).

lol i basically had to tell daniel on the phone today that i did care about him but i said to him that caring/loving are two different things and i do not love him. apparently he still loves me *rolls eyes*. he asked me a weird question today though, he said would i take him back if he changed and what did i want out of him if we were ever to get back together. i replied back by saying that i wanted stability and well, the first question, i said maybe and that i wasn't sure cos i didn't want to end up back what we were like before.

ashton's being a cutie today ^^ "your silence breaks my mighty heart" awwww. haha, me being silent..

i wish the nsw health system would just stop releasing my grandmother outta hospital! she's obviously really sick and those fuckwits keep giving her the all clear to end up back in hospital a week later!

 

Ravynlee

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I know it's a painful subject, and I mean no disrespect, but given that she has been / is in bad health and the doctors would SEE that on her record, dont you think it's possible she might be released because they are letting her go home to pass on comfortably? When you consider the bed shortage, and they think there's nothing more they can do for her, it would go some way to explaining their motives - not saying I AGREE with them, it's just the dumbass way the health system operates.

With the Daniel thing, well, generally you know how I feel on that subject, but when you say he's offering to change and says he doesn't know how in essence without being told, I would think for all your arguements before you broke up and he STILL can't figure it out then really, he's never going to. Any 'change' would be temporary to lull you into a false sense of security before things slip back to the way they were, the only difference being he will now use the 'I tried to change but (insert lame excuse here' line and more than likely you'll fall for it. I know you say you don't love him but as much as i love you Sarah, I mean no disrespect to you either when I say, I think you are the kind of person that doesn't feel 'complete' without having someone/anyone beside you. Anyway, we've had this discussion before, and I know I said I wasn't going to bring it up anymore, but I just dont want to see you get hurt, period. Anyway, all the best for that.

And as for being sick I hope you get better. Have a safe trip back when you go *hugs*

 

woodyloveslinkin

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*hugs rach back*

meh, i told him i was over him and i know i am over him for my own sake. if i want someone in my life, as yes, that's the kind of person i am, i'll be doing my research from now on.

haha my dad would disagree with both us, he works for the health department and glorifies it.

 

woodyloveslinkin

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Well what did I do all day?

I got called to Beck's place to care of Huon when he was sleeping, he didn't sleep very long, cos Josh and her were going out to the RSL to have "lunch" but I found out later on that Josh got a $80 profit on the pokies.

I watched the entire season 4 of Seinfield :)

Fav episode out of that, George is a marine biologist and finds Kramer's golf ball stuck in a beached whale's blow hole. haha!

And oh the movie version of Anne Frank's diary and reading up on the gruesome details of The Holocaust...I say let's burn Mein Kampf (Hitler's journal) and all the conspiracies surrounding it.

A random convo brought up with beck cos she was complaining that it took her half an hour to get ready and took Josh five minutes to get ready.

Me - "the female celebrities are the ones that are the hottest"

Beck - "you're a lesbian"

Me - "I can be anything you want me to be" ;) haha

Listening to Fort Minor (mostly Kenji since I've just started a chapter/half way through/haven't decided through Tourniquet) .....

 

Ravynlee

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And oh the movie version of Anne Frank's diary and reading up on the gruesome details of The Holocaust...
Think our AIM chat last night had an impact on both of us ;) You're watching the movie, I'm reading the book, and yet neither one of us mentioned it last night did we? Don't think so. Freaky *lol*Sounds like you had a constructive day. That's good :)

 

woodyloveslinkin

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I think it did on a subconcious level and we only found out today what impact it had on us =) you mean our AIM conversation that started at 11.59 pm and went to 3.30 am, that one? haha.
 

woodyloveslinkin

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I have to get a scan done soon. I keep on having sharp and acute pains in my stomach (which landed me a spot in the emergency room several times even on my bday) and they keep thinking it's either gallbladder stones (which all truth runs in my family) or its a cyst on my ovaries, well, that was the first assumption, but the pains are getting imbearable at times, where I cannot walk and crying in pain, it ******* caines :'(

lol my sister, beck, was like -

"there's no possible way you can be pregnant?"

"i was like **** no! don't put ideas into my head!"

lol.

 

Ravynlee

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Yeah fantastic, the last thing you need now. Getting kicked out of your place, no job, you'll drop out of Uni, and be stuck with a kid that will have a deadbeat father who treats you like ****, and you know it's only a matter of time until he gets the ***** and walks out because he wants to party and you wont be able to anymore, yeah awesome.

If that's not advocating safe *** I dunno what is *lol*

Hope you feel better soon ;)

 

Ravynlee

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Won't be if Jeezy's suspicions turn out to be true, then it's just the start of at least 18 years of nightmares... one long consistently painful and monotonous nightmare...

;)

hahaha

 
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