MrsBennington-Delson

I agree with lbs... rather you ended it now than feel shitty and just like be with him to do him a favor which is also not fair... And imo whatever decision you make its YOURS so it has to be right. Im fine... gotta go to the orthodentist (?) which Im too lazy to do -.-

...8/10...

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yeah its prettty cool

bored of this shiznit with the game cd -.-

LOOL :rofl:

I know I used to play it! and I have shitloads of them xD lol gay laptop not wanting to run them >:o yeah that sucks -.- well Imma see what I can do... I want PS so bad :'( oh and I got myself the game Mafia *_* and lend the game GTA San Andreas *_* I'm freakin gonna sex those games!!! lol I hope they're working x] lol

yeah photoshop aiint workin for me either but I think its the key that is my problem O.o

Well too bad they kinda dont wanna run on my laptop for soem reason... oh well I'll go to school tomorrow first to organize that "school joke" you usually do in last year and then I'll check out town for some games its the easiest I guess and its legal lol Every once in a while you should do soemthing legal xD lol

Saliva - Back in your system

lool well dunno honestly x] I like to play mostly like first person... different stuff actually... no ego-shooters tho I consider that as boring ^^ lol but yeh... I can tell ya tho that I'm not really into strategy heh yeah I know Imma try to control that ^^ lol but like a few minutes ago what am I supposed to do? It was raining like shit and since I dont have anything to study anymore since Im done for this school year and no on is really on... lol But I know what you mean and thankies

I knew this before but thanks ^^ hmm well Imma try thankies ^^ I downloaded the demos for: Kung Fu Panda (game for kids I didnt like it) Dracula: Origin (havent played much but like it a lot ^^) Larry Leisure (stupid game for guys at the age of 12-14 who are like "booobies *droolage*") Mafia (I played this game before years ago... had full version and I absolutely love it! ) so yeh ^^

aaawww so cute you too

lol I felt like making me pregnant xD loool :o uhm I honestly dont know... if I'll have some inet acess i'll prolly be reading them but just not posting but if I wont have internet at all Ill prolly just like fly over the stories and stuff x]

LOL you guys rock x] So I've been into gaming the past days ^^ got myself a demo from "Dracula: Origin" smexy vampires and shit lol and yeah Im just downloading some demos since I dont get that full version downloads which are available on the net xD lol But I'll prolly get myself GTA San Andreas for my PC I adore that game <3 and yeh... but if any of you knows any sites where I can find cracks for games you can let me know thats no problem but pssshhh

Congrats Josh!!

aaawww Im sorry to hear that *hugs* Feel good kinda tired...

my friend beatboxing on the phone xD

Uhm I again have to announce something lol (Im starting to annoy myself with that) Since I'll be leaving in about a week and won't be at home for 3 weeks I'll take some vacation with Brad before I leave since I was looking for some internet while I was on vacation but Idk if Ill be able to find some and bc of that I might ask you guys not to involve me or Brad in any of your stories since keeping of with stories of 3 weeks isnt very easy... hope thats ok

Sunday „Who is there?“ I heard myself saying. A dark shape of a person walked towards me. “Who are you!?” I called out. “Jos…” I screamed out and woke up. God… what was that? I sat up, looked around and I saw myself lying in bed in my apartment. Next to me I saw Brad waking up slowly. “Jos you ok?” “Where am I? What happened?” I said quickly and hysterically. “You’re all fine again, trust me.” Brad replied. “But… but…. I’ve been at the rooftop and… and…” “And you passed out when I got up… Please don’t do this ever to me again! I thought you’re gonna die!” I looked around confused and closed my eyes for a second. What was happening with me, I asked myself. “Jos?” I heard Brad say. “Yeah?” I opened my eyes and looked down at him as he sat up. “May I ask you something?” he sounded anxious. “Yeah sure.” “When did you start smoking?” he looked up at me. “I’m not smoking.” “But I found a pack of smokes in your bag and next to your feet yesterday.” I groaned “I’m just smoking one once in a while… Really I promise…” Brad looked at me inquiring “Please don’t do it…” “I’m not…” I said and stopped. My stomach started hurting like someone was trying to cut me off with a knife. I hold it and it started to turn in front of my eyes. “Jos you ok??” Brad tried to hold me up. “I… I…” I stood up with one hand on my stomach and the other in front of my mouth and ran into the bathroom. I bowed down over the toilet and started to vomit. What the hell was wrong with me?? I haven’t done that since I was 10 or something. I heard Brad ran after me “Jos! Babe!” he hurried and kneed down next to me. “Babe… Can I… god” He looked at my not knowing what to say. “You need a doctor!” he stood up wanting to get the phone. “Brad…” I barely could get out of myself. “I’m… I’m… fine” I said half dead. “You kidding??” He quickly walked into the living room and got the phone. I just heard: “Please someone come quickly up to apartment number 22 in Gethsemane Park Lane!” and then passed out again. Some hours later I woke up. It was all blurry and light. I lifted up my arm and rubbed my eyes. I looked around. Hospital? No please not… I thought to myself while scanning the room. On the right side there was a big window in the wall, through which you could have looked out on the hall where people walked outside. I heard voices outside and saw Brad shaking the doctors, I suppose, hand. “Thanks Doc.” He walked in. “Hey babe you’re up.” Brad walked towards the bed where I was lying in and smiled at me happily. “Yeh…” I mumbled. “Why am I here?” “I brought you into the hospital since you passed out again. Babe I know you hate hospitals but you looked dead to me! I was freaking worried I couldn’t let you like that.” “Yeh it’s ok.” I said tired as he took my hand. “Jos I love you.” He slowly kissed my hand. “Love you too Brad. But tell me please… am I allowed to go home again?” “Yeah sure as soon as you are fully awake.” He grinned at me like he knew some little sweet secret he wasn’t allowed to tell me. “Ok. And one more thing… I love seeing you happy like that but why are you smiling at me like this?” I said in a moody tone. “It’s because I love you.” Again he kissed my hand. “It’s because I love you and I have a surprise for you this evening.” Confused I looked at him and tried to smile. Men… Even in one of the worst moments a woman could be they find some random reason to smile and be happy. I did never get that. Brad brought me back home into our apartment. “You should take some more rest you look tired to me aren’t ya?” he said while kissing me on the cheek. “Yeah.” I said and lingered into bed. An hour later I woke up and smelled something nice in the air. I still felt a bit exhausted but way better than I did the past days, especially yesterday and this morning. I stood up and followed the smell out of the kitchen. Mmhh… Was Brad cooking? I smiled. “Oh there’s the chef.” I said with a smile on my face when I entered the living room and saw Brad standing in the kitchen. “Oh hey! I’m done in a second you can take a seat at the table.” Which I did so. “This smells so nice Brad. Why’s all that? I doubt it’s my birthday or some other anniversary?” I grinned. “I have to tell you something.” He said as he put the meal he cooked on the table. “Oh did you win a new guitar?” “No something way better.” “Ah c’mon Brad tell me.” I begged him. “I’ll tell you when we’re done with diner ok?” “Braaad…” I said looking at him with the famous puppy eyes look. “Jos you know I can’t resist that haha” “Please honey!” “Ok.” Brad looked down at his plate, took a deep breath and looked up again at me. His eyes were sparkling at me like diamonds. He smiled as happy as I haven’t seen them for quite a while. “Back in hospital the doc told me what’s wrong with you…” “And??” I didn’t understand and couldn’t think of a thing that could make him that happy although there was something wrong with me. “He said that…” he slowed down, too excited and not able to say it. “Brad what?” I requested. “He said you’re…” he looked at me with a huge smile on his face. I looked inquiring and tortured at him. “He said you’re pregnant.”

Yeah I know I just read something bout you beeing in sydney over the weekend thats why I ask x] lol and yeah wagga wagga rocks! <3 lol

lol I love this sentence x] sorry lol and thanks haha

aw cool pics Sarah!! You're so pretty and cute ^_^ Btw how's it going in Sydney?

Timbaland ft. Justin Timberlake - Release

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL oh Braddles xD lmao is it ok if I do some kinda flashback for saturday as Rav did once? since this whole time thingy is kinda confusing me and for some recent stuff I couldnt write my story for sat x]