MrsBennington-Delson

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uhm mind if I spread my idea? We could make another thread and then make a list of all the members who are participating and then decide which member belongs to which month and then I had this idea that as an example if your pic is in december you like take a pic of yourself where you're wearing a scarf and that kinda stuff... or in august you have a bikini or bathing stuff... well ok not everyone wants to do so dont get me wrong x]lol but like you could wear a shirt with some sunglasses or something like that... so basicly we have for each month a theme uhm yeh thats it... ^^ lol

denemy marry me lol

Hey! Well I'm sorry but I was so freakin busy with my school stuff... As you seen I found some time to get on but I didn't really wanna start a story or something bc I then concentrate on my story and I fall totaly into a "trance" (sounds freaky and is so lol) like totaly into English and stuff and I just thought that it might won't be such a good idea to do that so I concentrated fully on my German stuff I had to study for my exam which will be tomorrow. And uhm I can promise ya that after I've done everything bout my school education thingy and everything else that is important right now (what I'll hopefully all finish tomorrow) I'll be back with some Braddles and Jos stories I honestly have to say that I miss it myself well not my story but the whole Park thingy bc I even can't concentrate on reading all the stories anymore so I'm kinda behind in that point which sucks bc I totaly enjoyed reading all that! But right now I can't change things In the past time I've been at a point where I just realized how important school is and I even fucked up a bit myself so right now I'm like doing everything I can to 'save' myself from "educational death" if you can say it like that lol Yeah big rant but I think now you know what's up and maybe you know even more than you wanted to know but I kinda felt like ranting xD Oh and yes tomorrow I'll have my exam and I hope that I'll fuckin show them all that I can make it! x] I'm very optimistic atm :happy: which is probably veeerry good :happy: So uhm see ya all tomorrow sometime in the afternoon or evening maybe even you'll be part of the biiig premier of me being online on LPF for the first time outta my room For all those who don't know by now the PC I use is my familys and it's in the living room -.-

Good... finally my exam tomorrow cant wait to get rid of that shit!

LOL I love you guys Oh uhm just so you know I changed the part in my story bout when my work starts in school since it's already tuesday and I should have gone to work on monday so we'll just pretend that my work as a teacher starts sometime at the end of the week or next lol

looks cool but yeh like Victim said maybe a bit too much brushing in the top left other than that great!

Goran Karan - Da mi se providi x]

Yeah and you're the reason for it! :lol: good x] well uhm yeh... I've been a tad lazy today... mostly watched TV (I love those series bout exchange students and stuff x]) and uhm yeh... repeated some stuff for school and thats it Tomorrow its monday... just one more day then and Im finally dooooooooone!

Welcome on here! Hope you'll have fun on here ^^

Thanks I thought I'd put a lil melodramtic into my story so its not all that "omg everything is so nice and sweet and just like W-O-N-D-E-R-F-U-L-L but imo real life ain't like that too so I didnt want my story to be like that oh and Sarah thanks for the cookies *hugs* I'll keep it secret so Brad doesn't munch it hehe :spiteful: lol

Thankies! Oh yeeaahh You're gonna read a lot of scandals bout me :lol: Sex, Drugs and Rock'n'Roll!! sorry had a funny moment lol

I'm good... kinda tired phone woke me -.-

Happy Birthday Pete! *hugs*

One Republic - Prodigal

Gosh! I first thought it was the one in the middle but then I read your post that your mum said the same as Jeezy so I thought he was kinda wrong or something x] Tho I gotta say that Imo Jure is the best lookin of them ^^ Good choice girl

That's cool Good luck! Yeah x] I decided to play the good girl for the next few days... I may later, after the exam I can be the bad one again hehe jk lol

Thanks Rav for your advice with the tourist thingy Could use that pretty well ^^ oh and this whole thing ain't that easy... haha I already had my first (big) problem. Well I accidently didn't see Sarah's saturday post or lets say me silly thing thought it was her friday post -.- (I should learn how to read properly lol) So I wrote my story and actually posted it and then I saw that Sarah mentioned me in her post x] So I tried to put her part into my story and I gotta say it wasn't easy but I think I did the best outta it... x] So uhm yeah felt like sharing ^^

Saturday Still half asleep I turned over in my bed. No one there. Was this just a dream? Just like I heard someone yell. I couldn’t manage to find a difference between dreaming and reality. I groaned and rubbed my eyes. A soft guitar sound came from my living room. Brad? I opened my eyes and looked at the empty place next to me. He wasn’t there. I groaned again. Why do men have to be like that? I sat up and looked around. Scanning the room for my clothes, I stood up and stretched myself. Bleary I picked up my clothes and put them on. For a second I closed my eyes again and listened to the guitar sound I heard. A smile started to form on my face. I followed the sound. “Good morning beautiful” the guitar stopped. I opened my eyes and saw Brad sitting on the couch just in his jeans playing the guitar. “You really look sexy in my shirt.” He grinned. “Your…” I looked at myself confused “Oh… Didn’t even notice that it was your shirt” I started to blush. “Haha you’re cute.” He glared at me. It’s always this moment when he looks into my eyes. It makes me feel special, it makes me feel like I’m something special. “When do you have to go work?” “Uhm next week it’s my first day at the school. Why?” “Well I have a little surprise for you if you’re ok with it.” “Brad… You’re doing so much for me! I’ll feel bad bout it cause I can’t give you enough back…” “Listen… You give me more than someone could ever ask for!” “Brad…” I looked down at the floor. All those bad memories, they all came up and my heart started aching. “Jos listen…” He stood up and walked towards me. He put his hands on my face and made me look up at him. “You’re more to me then anything else! And I know how you feel for me because you’ve always been honest. And you did so much for me. You’ve been suffering for too long. Please let me show you how I feel.” I looked into his sparkling brown eyes and got lost for a second. “It’s just that…” I looked down again. “Listen just put on some clothes and come with me. I wanna show you something.” I looked at him confused and lost. “C’mon.” He kissed me softly. “I promise it’ll be all good” So I put on some clothes and gave him his shirt back. I hate this. All this beautiful moments get ruined by those awful memories. My insides felt squashed. Hate rose up in me. All this pain, hate and aggression while I was staring at the ground with closed eyes. I hate it! I shook my head strongly, opened my eyes, looked up, took a deep breath and walked out of the apartment. I hoped this would end if I move here but seems like this nightmare will never end. Suddenly someone knocked at the door. “I’ll go and see while you put on some clothes ok?” I nodded and watched him going to the door. “Yeah, can I help you with something?” I heard Brad say. The woman replied something but I just heard parts of what she said. Her voice made me remember of someone I knew. I shivered and abruptly had this strange feeling coming up inside of me again. “Who’s at the door?” I asked and approached the door. I saw this woman. Shorter than I, blistering light blue eyes and red long hair. For some reason I felt myself blocking me like I wanted me not to be polite. “Yes?” I said harsh “I’m just wondering if there’s something wrong with your aerial for your television set, because there’s something wrong with ours, and we keep on unplugging and plugging it back in constantly,” the woman replied friendly. I shook my head and looked at Brad, as we both continued to shake our heads. We both looked back at her kind of confused. “Oh okay, well, have you seen Hugh today?” None of us said a word, we just shook our heads. “I’m Sarah by the way.” She looked at me, trying to be friendly. “I know I heard you introduce yourself,” I replied blankly. “I’m sorry I’m Jos, and this is Brad. It’s just we don’t mean to be rude, but we’re trying to unpack stuff and I don’t like it when people break that sort of routine that moves your ass from the couch. Do you know what I’m talking about?” Sarah nodded. “But yeah like we said before, we don’t have a problem…maybe ask another neighbour. I don’t know the rest of them so I can’t really recommend any for you. Have a nice day.” I smiled and closed the door quickly, while Brad looked at me like I was controlling him. “What?” “You know what.” Brad looked at me inquiring. He didn’t say a word. “I’m sorry.” I apologized. “I… I… it’s just…” I stuttered with tears in my eyes. “Jos.” He hugged me “It’s gonna be all good.” He gave me a kiss on my head and hugged me tighted. “I’ll wait for you downstairs in the car ok?” He smiled at me encouraging. “Ok. I’ll hurry up” I tried to smile back. I walked downstairs, kind of hasty for some reason. “Slow down Jos” I said to myself and started walking slower. Down in the lobby I looked around and saw a men on the right, standing in front of a door. Seems like he was trying to open it. “Good…” I started off but couldn’t continue. His deep blue eyes pierced right through me and it felt like he was reading all that was inside my head. He read through everything. Even through my past. Quickly I mumbled “…morning” and hurried outside. No he didn't do that. He has no idea what was going on in my past. And he never will! No one ever will! I was petrified. Outside Brad was sitting in the car and looked at me worried “You ok? You look like you’ve seen a ghost.” “No, I’m all fine. Where are you going to take me?” I put on a fake smile. “How about a little trip outside New York for a few days?” +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ ps: Just so you know: The person I heard yelling in my 'dream' was Justin and bout the person who pierced through my eyes it's Peterdea. To explain if you dont get it: When I look at the plan of the 'lobby' where the Super lives theres the staircase so when I walk downstairs and look straigt at the front door, I got room number 3 on my right (Pete's room) the super's room 'behind' me and room number 5 on my left. If I've been seeing that wrong please tell me so I can change it thankies =)

I agree with Tomer lol x] but looks kinda cool :thumbsup:

Thanks guys *hugs* Well I already started studying today and I actually like the topic and everything it's pretty intressting A part of it is bout poets and stuff but I'm still kinda scared that I won't remember the important stuff my teacher wants to know mmhh... well I have the exam on Tuesday at 11am... I'll do my best and study every day! But I freakin wanna make it! Plus I wanna show my German teacher that she can't ruin me since she doesn't really like me for some reason >:o So if I might not be on for the next days you know what's up

Yeah I think Imma say the same O.o

Thanks lol well I think Imma take some vacation or let's say some days off since I have an exam on tuesday (unexpected) so I'll spend more time on that than writting something... =/ I gotta see if I'll be able to manage that somehow

Good but also kinda dissapointed

Just thought I let you know. I got the results from the exams today. German: D (had a C) English: A (had a B) Maths: B (had a C) French: B (had a B) So all in one its pretty good and I'm happy for maths and english but Im also dissapointed bc of German Now I gotta do another oral exam in German and then I'll either get a D or a C.