MrsBennington-Delson

Time is the key ^^ lol Gotta wait and see what happens Lil update: I was out with my 2 girls Sabrina and Hüfti today, wanted to go to a bigger city near us but then it was kinda late so we just went to our Mc and hang out there was pretty sweet uhm... what else... well yeah I txt Fishi today bc he once "complaind" bout me not getting in touch with him :-P and he did reply so good ^^ I hate it if ppl don't reply lol uhm... oh yeah and when I read Jeezy's post that he got himself a Timbo shirt from H&M I opend teh online shop right away and check out the shirts and orderd myself also a Timbo one and one designed by Good Charlotte and another one don't remember its designer tho =P and yep... just hope that stuff fits xD lol we'll see ^^ thats it... tomorrow last day of holidays, on monday school again :'( lol and on tuesday a test in Religion and I have no idea bout that shiz lol

yeah I know ^^ lol well whatever you decide good luck and remember do what makes YOU feel the best!

System of a Down - Hypnotize

Yeah well honestly kinda my feelings for him have... well not gone away but dunno how to explain it... gosh I'm too complitacted xD lol but thanks for your help *hugs*

yeah I'll try to, I mean that's what I'm aiming for... I have fun but try not to go too far or something so I don't get hurt

thanks So yesterday after my volleyball training I got on and saw his friend on... so I thought I might ask him or like tell him what happend and why or how he knew that I have a crush on Fishi, good thing was that he was at Fish's house well we were chatting and shiz and later on Fish got at the pc and chatted with me, fun chats as most of the time lol well then I said that I would ask him if he wants to come over but I don't want any rumours to go around :-P but he was like "Fo real? ok then I'll come over" blablabla and he came over! alone! *muahaha* He was over at like 9pm and first it was kinda strange I mean... dunno... prolly the fact that he knows what I feel for him and that I know what he feels for me probably made me kinda shy oh well we watched the movie Edison bc it was TV and I wanted to watch it bc Justin was in it xD lol anyways... I was lying in his arms ^^ yep and later on we kissed well not just kissed... hehe... we pretty much made out and I actually promised my friend not to do too much I mean just kissing but hey I'm Jos I just can't stop something I like! hell xD lmao well we were lying there watching and teasing each other haha after like our first kiss or "longer make out" whatever I asked him if he's doing this just for fun or bc of soemthing else, bc he said after our first kiss that he still isn't sure if his feelings for me would be enough and blabala and he said that it's like split up half is just fun and other half real but like the fun part is kinda bigger... and then he kinda felt bad or something but I told him that it's all good bc I could have said stop that I don't wanna make out with you if we won't be together than and he was like "yeeeaahh right" and smiled hahaha fun guy It was actually very nice and I think that we could work out as a couple I mean real feelings could come up after a while but I don't wanna force him to do something he doesn't want to or as he said himself that it wouldn't be fair if he'd date me know just to be able to make out with me etc and than after like 2-3 weeks break up... and honestly I'd rather have him as a friend know and if we feel like making out hell why not? lol then to date him and then after like 2-3 weeks break up... bc fun is ok and its all good until you like it etc but if you want something for real and it really has to be real and in this case since I'm not like uber in love with him etc I think that might be better like that But I or we had fun and I really like him a lot he's great and honestly... I mean like between us here... I like his way of making out lmao

absolutely agree with that :thumbsup:

good luck with all those exams! bout the guys... uuhh Di seems like you're kinda like me lol just can't get away from them huh? =P jk well... that teasing thing... as for my own experiance which I just had I'd say that you can make out or even more and stuff but for a serious relationship... Idk... and bout Mitja... first of all yeah he's good looking lol I think you should just let it go and see what happens that might be the best, don't focus on anything just let it go

I feel gooood

happy b-day dude ^^

omg hope you win that contest! that'd be soooo great for ya! haha I know how much you love em

aaawww you're so sweet ^^ lookin good

haha thanks Di so some update huh? I've been at his' yesterday again and well... we weren't allone -.- one of his best friends was over too it was cool bc I finaly got to know her but still I kinda wanted to spend some time with him alone ya know ^^ oh well I left at like 6:30pm bc Sabrina wanted to come over... and later on when she left I got on and chatted with him... suddenly a girl I know, friend class mate whatever you wanna call it, tells me that Eschi (his best friend) told her or his friend (while they were in driving school) that I have a crush on Fish O.o well it's true but I was so pissed off bc like he doesn't know etc and its all in the "making" and then he's telling that everyone and that just bc I have been over on monday for some kinda dvd evening! And that's ridicioulus bc after some kinda logic it would be more like Fish has a crush on me since he invited me and all that shiz! and I told him that and he said that logically I'm right so he knows that I kinda dig him and I know that he digs me which is actually good BUT he said "honestly I don't know myself if I have a crush on you its a strange thing bc on one hand I really like you a lot and everything but on the other hand Idk if thats enough for a relationship" well I actually understand him I mean I'm pretty much feeling the same just that I would risk it and just like start a relationship and not be like now "hmm it might not be enough" bc from my sight the way I know my feelings etc they can grow which means that it could work out but also that after a while I'm like "hmm well kinda this is too normal" dunno if you get what I mean... well I chatted with him a fair while and I said that its all good and stuff that I won't like freak out now and shit which I wont bc I mean hey if he just wants me as a friend I'm ok with that! bc we havent kissed or anything yet, so Right now I'm not feeling too well I doubt its bc of that its more that my bro woke me up at like 8:55am -.- he came in like *BOOM* "do you wanna eat something??" and I was just like "huh what?? ah eat? uhm... yeh?" and since than I'm kinda pissed -.- lol and now I'm pretty tired and kinda cough and its all bleh I just hope I won't get sick again or something so yep... uhm bout the thing with that guy... Imma take it easy just as I did before if he still wants us to go out and come over at each others house and stuff I'll do so... I just hope that we might be alone the next time we meet up so we could clear things up and stuff

I'm kinda tired and all meh...

Oh Brandon!! Good luck with that girl!! I'm sure you'll gonna win her heart just take it easy And have loads of fun at the concert!!

w00t! xD Guys I love you xD lmao and yes *cough* I mean no that's a secret O.o I mean that naughty side stuff o.O *muahaha*

I'm good ^^

yeeaah looks cool :thumbsup:

Don't worry bout the dots I do the same... I'm fine ^^

1) LOL I didn't even notice that!! HAHA xD 2) yep I have xD don't worry tho the other one is interessted in a girl I know so my hands won't get on him xD LOL oh well he has the same way of thinkin like I do most of the time... double meanings ya know, gotta love that lol I use to come up with stuff like that hehe

Thankies Di!! :friends: I think that I've allready kinda cleaned up my mind and that everythings workin fine lol but thanks! :friends: yeah it's all good thanks :friends: well it's *starts singin* thursday morning sun is shiiiniiing still some sleepy eyes on my faaaace *stops* yeah lol Maroon 5 just rock xD lol nah seriously now... lol... yesterday has been kind of a funny day I've been happy the whole day pretty much like I knew something would happen... and did something happen?? hell yeah My best friend Vika came of and saw this huge happieness on my face and decided to let me or us go back to the computer since he knew that HE was on and I just started chatting with him so back on we both kinda chatted with him and one of his best friends was over too so we were like "what's up with you guys?" and they said that they were pretty bored and stuff so when I said that over here we're having a house party they were like "a house party? oh well then we'll gonna come over!" and I was just like yeh yeh sure do so and then Vika and I started argueing bout them coming here and if they're really serious... well a few minutes later when we knew that they were REALLY serious and about to be here in a few minutes I literarly started to panic kinda which was pretty funny lol (you can imagine) I was like "fuck they can't come! I look like crap!" and so on Anyways we got off and went into my room and waited till they come... and they really did! I was like fuck lol But it was fun ^^ and nice of course ^^ Vika had to leave sometime soonish so it was just us 3 and we watched a DVD and talked and stuff... I think one of the best jokes was the chair one lmao story behind that is that his bed is like totaly fucked up so when you sit on it it's like squeaking etc and my chair does that too when you sit on it and I did so and then he said "can't you control yourself?" me: "what!? its the chair!!" he: "yeh =P" me: "oh cmon and what's with your bed?? its not any better" he: "oohh O.O" me: "well see those things you do on your bed I'm doing on my chair" (hope you guys get what I mean) and he just smiled at me with one of those smiles like "uuuhhh girl lets try that" and yeah... he actually asked me what I was doing yesterday bc I didn't get in touch with him *muahaha* that was freeeeaaaakin sweet actually ^^ bc no one ever did that kinda so yeah 1+ for him lol and uhm yeh... he asked me if I wanna go out to the disco with him bc they're celebrating his friends 16 b-day freakin sweet and of course I said yes xD lol so uhm yeh... I kinda like the fact that it's not all like going uber quick and that we didn't kiss yet and stuff makes it more exciting :spiteful: LOL I might go and see him today if he has time, so gonna pick up Disturbia and go to his and check that movie out once again and of course pray that we're alone so I might check out some more than just the movie (gosh this sounds so perverted somebody please shoot me!!) :rolleyes: :lol: cheers!

thats sooo great to hear!!! :party: I'm freakin happy for you good luck with Andy now hope everything goes just the way you want it to! I feel gooooood

I guess a lot of guys on here envy you for your hot pants season =P haha but good to hear you're doing good :friends:

I've seen that movie too was pretty funny honestly I haven't heard a lot of their songs but through their fun lyrics and stuff I can't really take them serious as musicians... dunno I mean they probably don't even want that but for me its more like "oh lets do a funny crap song so everyone laughs at us and buy the cd" thats not really my thing

yeah but still its kinda the same :-P take your time and enjoy this for some time ^^ bc I guess once you're out it would be kinda strange to go back again O.o Imma go check out that smexy icelandic song right away