MrsBennington-Delson

aaawww Sygyness noes!! :'( I feel bad for all that bc I can't help you and as Tomer said I also don't consider that as normal! You should deffo try to find out why all that is happening to you... this is not meant to be mean but if I were you I would go to a therapist, maybe he/she could help me out :friends:

Cool pic Tomer xD lol :thumbsup:

hmm yeah I think thats the same with him =) at least I hope so O.o lol lol nah I'll try not to be a stalker xD lmao well right now I'm actually on a good way =P 'in the past' I probably would panic around and txt him or something but guess what... I didn't do anything today I'm actually feeling great not sad bout him not "contacting" me or anything which is great ... gosh this sounds like I'm some psycho O.o I'm scaring myself lol oh well more news to come when something happens =P

I feel good sun is shining ^^ freakin sweet <3

ah c'mon that's just a phase! lol you can't feel bad for something that is like uber normal O.o plus when you think back... I doubt you felt guilty for that when you were like 5 or something lol It's all good if you stay at home and stuff ^^ only maybe if your mum tells you to f**k off but I doubt she does that does she?

yeah that's kinda a problem... lol oh well I haven't txt him or anything today a bit distance might not be that bad ^^ lol well I'll wait and see what happens... I just hope that it... oh gosh I want it so much that's my problem... when I want something I can't just hold it back I'll do my best tho... don't wanna loose him =/ yeah thanks I'll try so

thanks untitled oh and good luck with your presentation! I'm ok

If I just could =/ lol I honestly don't know if thats good or not... meh... I start being obsessed with him and Idk if he likes that or if it might scare him or something =/ and right now idk if I should txt him or not... oh gosh

ok I'll try *crosses fingers* thanks

Thanks guys!! Gosh when I think back it was such an awesome evening! Yesterday when I went to sleep I couldn't fall asleep bc I was thinking of him the whole time! lol It was so freaking annoying kinda but then again it was such a good feeling ^^ but to all that I get those confusing thoughts like what if he might not feel as much as I do for him or if he just is like that to every girl and that all just bc he kinda didnt like "grab" me and kissed or something xD but then again it comes to my mind that he might just feel the same way I do and maybe also is kinda well like shy and since he doesnt know 100% if I like him as much as he likes me, he doesnt wanna risk something and stuff... gosh I hate this confusing shit in my head lol I really hope I can go and see him today again I really want to plus we forgot the "real" kiss so I owe him that as he said himself wish me luck! ^^

I feel good but also kinda confused and not really sure what I should do ^^ lol

^yeah I agree with Di! awesome sig!

thaaaaaanks haha I wouldnt say active in searching guys its more like "ah you like me? oh well you'll get a chance" :-P but yes once you know what its like to have a bf you dont really wanna miss that gosh Sygy xD my thoughts! LOL omg thats uber coolness!! so we're gonna see each other!! w00t w00t!! soooooooo guys I gotta tell ya omg I feel so happy so I've been to him from 2:30pm till 8pm and it was so... ^^ hihi we were actually just lying on his bed watching Terrance Hill & Bud Spencer <3 lol xD and later on tv ^^ and it was soo... dunno... can't describe this feeling ^^ when he put his arm around me and we were just lying there watching tv... gosh ^^ like heaven!! I never felt like this before! and we once were close to kiss each other but I was too busy with stopping him to poke me xD lol oh well later on one of his buddies came over which was cool bc I know him and that guy is really cool and stuff but also kinda sad bc I'm pretty sure that if we would have been alone the whole evening we would have kissed ^^ but now that I like have to wait it makes it even more exciting ^^ oh guys I'm sorry but I'm soooo like floating ^^ seems like this guy really did it me oh my gee ^^

oh you're freakin sweet Woody! beautiful blue eyes and your red hair suits you :thumbsup: very pretty ^^

looks good :thumbsup: I like it is it sayin Tclips?

thankies

:D:D:D well... lol... dunno what to say... wait one thing I gotta say to defend myself is that I'm choosing the guys for that kinda activity... I'm not takin the next best one and just like randomly make out with him ^^ when I do that with a guy I want more than just a friendship and shit you get my drift :D:D

hahaha! uber awesomeness! lookin good Maya

feelin good ^^ just got some food so I'm happy lol

make out on his bed? woops I didnt really say that out loud did I? *hides* :lol:

I wanna be independent since I'm 12! lol nah seriously I think you should think about that and maybe get yourself your own appartment etc when you got a real job and stuff think about it :friends:

LOL I think I do but I'm not sure xD but I'm sure it has something to do with sex or something :-P:D btw! Tomorrow I'm going over to Fish's house to hang out and to give him a kiss on the cheek in real (not just virtual ones =P) and yeh kinda in my mind I allready know what's going to happen and if that does I'm kinda scared of it dunno why tho lol yup...

pretty good! got a headache tho! muuh! Lol!!

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nice to see ya again SB lookin great! :thumbsup: