MrsBennington-Delson

I'm gooood ^^ lol

Party? Fun? Sex? So yesterday I've been to the disco with my best friend Vika. We were asked to come a while ago bc one of Fish's best friends celebrated his 16 bday so they were there. First we were pretty much just chillin and I drank my PinaColada ^^ I guess at like 11pm there were some ppl on the dancefloor so Vika and I could go and do our bit for the population xD lol The others (Fish, Tini, Phil, etc etc) also came and we dance all together. First I was kinda pissed bc when Fish was in the back at some couchs where we were sitting, he had a girl sittin in his lap and she's like SUCH A FREAKING CUNT!! yes sorry for the bad language but its just like that can't change it plus she's freaking ugly!! But since I havent seen them make out and he was a tad drunk I just wont give a damn well anyways we (Fish and I) dance a bit like veeery close and shiz and it was actually my first time haha I mean like dancing that close with a guy lol well then he kinda went away, hell knows where to, but later then he came back and we danced some more!! hehehe ^^ We danced very close and shiz and I saw Vika looking at me like "Gosh Jos stop that! Come over here and dance with me!!" and I just looked back at her like "Vika fuck off you know whats up with me and Fish!" xD lol so yeh... danced and danced and looked it each other, looked secuding at each other, got closer and... kissed muahaha yep we did so 2 times ^^ not a huge, long kiss but it was enough for me muahaha Well ok... at one point he was kinda drunk but I'm pretty sure that he will remember that and not be like "oh we danced?? and kissed??wtf!?" at least I hope so lol... but I love this conversation like "hun you're not drunk are you?" "no Jos! maybe a bit ^^" and then he asked me the beloved question "what are you doin after disco?" "going home" "uhm well... would you like to sleep over at mine's?" "no sorry *lol*" yes I love this question... lol (btw I dont think this will get any serious bc if he would really want something serious with me he would like go to other girls etc if you know what I mean, but then again... well he kinda confused me bc he was kinda drunk so yeh lol ^^ but I also kinda used this situation and him kinda so muahahaha ) But it was fun very sexy if you ask me lol Now to the not so nice part... I got out of the disco 20min too late and my mum was pissed bc of that... now the bomb that made my mum freak out is that I couldnt get my jacket bc I forgot the piece of paper with the number on it and they didnt want to give it to me -.- so I was like "screw that jack it was freakin old anyways" and thats the point when my mum freaked out I was just thinkin like "shit shit SHIT!!" well right now its all good my mum kinda aint pissed anymore, I'm pretty much acting like nothing happend so yeh... besides of that I'm feeling good and think that the evening yesterday was freakin awesome

I'm freezin kinda =S and I have no clue why!! but besides of that I'm good

I kinda agree with both O.o

oh well I guess thats in my nature if I want something I can't wait and want it right away lol thats life I guess lol oh and btw just got myself the newest EP "Bon Voyage"

hahaha! I would love to do that myself >:o thankies uhm well... I'm actually having my first exam in a month!! It's English Speaking Test tho so nooo worries or problems and the rest... well uhm I know the dates but don't remember them anymore sometime at the end of July... first is German then English than 2 days later Maths and then like 1-2 days later after that French Thanks I actually hope it'll work bc the only problem was my RAM since I had just 256mb and one Sims game itself needs like 512mb and I had like 4 games and since I have a 1gb RAM shouldnt be a problem I guess

haha same here just that it was 00:00am! XD lmao wow sounds awesome! you out-maker!!haha <3 all the best for you two cuties ^^

love your party/drinking out goings haha sounds so fun!! aaww this guy seems really cute ^^ you gotta show me a pic of him if you have one!! xxx

as said before uber cuteness ^^ haha <3

Thanks guys Although those are pretty good I still kinda need to get better -.- oh well... uhm well I went out yesterday evening ^^ was so much fun I've seen so many ppl I know and like and it was so great! I even finally met this one guy I was chatting with for a while (I've seen him twice but he hasn't seen me haha) so yeh it was all cool ^^ we took pics and they're so freakin awefull!! hahaha when I get some good ones I'll post them xD lol so yeah I'm just installing Sims again and checkin if my pc can handle it and if yes Imma buy myself the newest EP and get the other ones from a friend or somewhere ^^ should be good yup so thats it... oh and gotta show you my lil sis! such a heartbreaker just like her big sis

Thanks well here we go: German: D French: B English: B Maths: C Chemistry: B Physics: C Sports: B History: B Religion: B Social thingy: B Biology: B I'm actually very surprised bout that many B's but I'm so pissed off at that D in German! I mean ok its not my teachers fault its more like 50:50 but that cunt could have given me a C!! >:o And honestly in English she also could have given me an A but its not that bad as in German, fuck I never had a D! :no: But well all I can do is do my best and get at least a C a the end of the year! Besides of that I'm pretty proud of myself didn't think I'd be that good so all together I'd have a B which is like uber amazing for me I'm happy with that Uhm don't have much time actually to do some kinda update for anything!! Gotta leave right NOW and then later on I'm going out so today kinda no time for anything lol well you'll gonna get an update from my tomorrow so its all good

LOL @ Azem! awesome pics haha aaww our 2 dutchies are lookin sooo sweetness ^^ lol

happy birthday!!!have a good one!!

oh wow! thats uber sweet! ^^ good luck and all the best for ya 2!!

LOOL!! haha thanks guys well honestly I had fun but like we didn't made out and stuff I couldn't stay for too long since he had to do some stuff and blabalbala so I just stayed for like an hour... we watched TV and talked and made jokes and stuff and he poked me!! LOL its so fun xD lmao and he was actually the only one who wished me a happy vday first!! that was kinda nice haha I mean he couldnt know etc but still haha so cool ^^ oh and well I see him as a good friend right now, he's so freakin awesome to hang out and shiz and yeah time will show if its more worth a friendship or a relationship =) something else uhm I didnt get a rose or any kind of present for vday ^^ but I was happy that everyone I txt, txted back! and everythign was so cool and stuff so I end this years vday as a happy, tired girl lol tomorrow we'll get our first term certificate thingy in school so gonna update ya on my grades nothin huge but yeh lol :thumbsup: uhm yeh thats it I guess... I'm pretty tired so can't think of anything else so Imma go to bed now night night xx

I'm tired ^^ lol

Happy Birthday (yes you kinda are) Sis!! :D:D have a great one!!! <3

Idk hehe :o oh it was pretty good till now Imma just about to leave and go to teh Fish to get my dvd back soo... I might go home right away or stay a bit :-P I'll see how about yours? update to come later on :-*

hahaha yeah do so then =P

I don't have a bf so I can't do any kind of romantic dinner or something like that BUT still I kinda do like vday a lot and its just so freakin dunno lovable lol I guess Imma be happy the whole day and squeeze hug my friends and stuff ^^ yup and bout your present for your bf, Alison, I'd either do what Jeezy said with the cd etc or do something personal, write a poem or some kinda love letter etc

I don't know I might haha yeah he sure has to I'll work on that =P uhm... oh yeh right gotta tell you this one!! haha so yesterday I've been chattin once again with this guy called Benny... he told me that he'll be at my school in the morning again so we might see each other and when I picked up Sabrina, Anna and Hüfti I was like "girls hurry! I wanna see if he's really there and maybe say hi!" so we left right away and walked to our school... and what did I see there?? Benny was standing there with 3 of his friends and I was like "OMFG! I can't say hi!!" so we just walked by kinda (they were on the other side of the street) and walked right into our school... there in our hall we or lets say I was trying to get as much confidence as possible so I could get out and say hi and what happend?? hell yeah I did so just that when I was about to go outside I saw them leave and I was like "wtf!? what now??" BUT I wouldn't be Jos if I wouldnt get a crazy idea right away so I walked out, shouted out loud "BENNY!!" than he turned around, I waved like a freak, he waved back and I ran back into school This might not sound that funny but it was so freakin funny at least for me hahaha xD Idk why but it just was lol oh well I hope he'll be on later again so we can chat some more and maybe finally meet tomorrow since I got school just till quarter to 12 but wait tomorrows Vday that'd be freakin sweet if we would meet! haha fun fun fun lol so yeah that's pretty much it ^^ for today cheeers

aaawww get well soo ya'll!! *hugs* I feelin good after this morning xD gotta feel good haha

Yeah I was actually waiting for that to happen lol and its just in time since my membership is running out soon but honestly idk if I'll get on bc I'd have to get on at like 3am -.- and dunno if thats worth it... *shrugs*

you think I will? oh haha well then .... LOL Nothin much to say... been to this info evening thingy at this one school I might go to after 10th grade... was pretty cool... uhm yeh... well makin sure to get more male friends hahaha nah jk xD uhm yeah... lol dunno what to say or what to inform you about lol oh and I almost forgot ... wanted to show you my top ten played songs (thanks iTunes for counting xD) 1. Lexington Bridge - Real man (played 95 times) 2. Timbaland ft. One Republic - Apologize (70 times) 3. Nelly Furtado - Say it right (also 70 times) 4. Timbaland ft. She wants revenge - Time (65 times) 5. Justin Timberlake - SexyBack (also 65 times) 6. Billy Talent - Surrender (55 times) 7. Linkin Park - What I've done (55 times) 8. Deftones - Mein (48 times) 9. Yellowcard - Light up the sky (48 times) 10. Justin Timberlake - My love (46 times)

Thanks guys