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no i hate it with a passion, honestly you really have no idea how much i hate my job.

i got fired cos i don't conform with all the rules.....

1. i'm usually late by like 2 minutes or something..... i clock in on time and then they have a go cos it takes like 2/3mins to get from the clocking in/out machine to the cafe where i work, yet if i clocked in early they'd probs have a fit cos i'm trying to get some extra pennies

2. i don't iron my shirt before every shift... i mean what is the point, sometimes i don't have the time, they seem to think that all i do is work, and when i don't work i sit at home all day doing nothing, well they're wrong!

3. they think i've been stealing from the till.... WHAT?!?!?! i don't steal, whether it be a penny sweet or £10 from my mums purse, i have never stolen!

4. i've missed a few shifts.... it's winter and i'm very susceptable to colds and flu, i've had flu twice since november and i'm probs gonna catch it again cos my flatmate has it!

anyways i don't care, i'm gonna get another job and tell them where to stick this one!!!

 
oh yeh oh yeh *does little boogie*

thanks for the support ppl, means a lot!

i saw rowan yesterday :D :D and we had a laugh, watched my big fat greek wedding, so i'm really scared now (she's greek!) but it was a good time

 
i can't say i've ever tried it, but i'm sure i'll get the opportunity :p

this weekend has actually been the worse time ever.... started off ok, i quit my job completely :D

then went to town, hung about a bit with some mates, and there are rumours going around, and it's hurting one of my best friends. pretty badly. so i got involved and sorted it out mostly, but it drained me pretty badly.

well after that i went to my friends birthday party with some mates and rowan, but while we were waiting at the train station i got a call saying that another one of my mates was threatening to kill himself, so i looked around, trying to find him, i couldn't look for long cos i had to get to this party (either i went soon, or didn't go at all, and kinda needed to go) but he was found later on safe and sound.

by this point i'm shattered, emotionally, mentally and physically and wanting to feel loved, but rowan was more interested in getting drunk, so i got very depressed. then went to bed.

well had some arguments with her and others today but i think it's all sorted out now.

who needs a drink?

 

Linkin_Souljah

New member
awwwwwwwwwwwwwww

*hugs and kisses* awww poor you. i hope you feel more better soon. it always happens to me.its ok you i know how you feel.

 
well something i heard something i didn't want to hear today.... i had a feeling it was coming but.... well hoped that it wouldn't....

at this party (the one last weekend) rowan spent a lot of time talking to her ex (and my best friend, dave) alone... and at one point they went outside after me and rowan had a very emotional chat and the dave talked to her.... well i was inside with lou (it was her party) and we were talking and i said something about my paranoia getting to me about rowan and dave alone together for so long....

well what does rowan tell me today?? well you can guess.... she and dave pulled and she told him that she loved him but not as much as me blah blah.... and also that EVERYONE else at the party knew, except me.... thanks mates!

does anyone need another drink? cos i do!

 

Linkin_Souljah

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Omg!!!

thats so sad. same thing happoened 2 me. we stopped talkin then we broke up and never talked to each other agen. so yeh im so sorry mcgowan. awww poor you. you need more then a huge you need a friend to be there for you and knows how you feel right now. awwww poor boo.. i cant believe her but did you ask her why she felt that way?

 
well she says she was very drunk, and i can kinda believe it.... she was quite gone, but still, not really an excuse.... i'm willing to let it slide with her.... but dave (my friend and flatmate), he's pushing it... almost too far...
 

Linkin_Souljah

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thats bad

yeh its really bad. thats why my boyfriends now i dont like them to get to close to my bestfriends and stuff coz i know what will happen.

 
well he's the ex, so he is close in a way... and the fact that he lives with me.... kinda hard to keep my girlfriends away from him..... this is the first time (that i know off) that he's done this.... i am so close to killing him at times :mad:
 
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