Azem's journal

[MISS_JUSTYNA]

ok ok ok, you win. goshhh

 

[azemkamikaze03]

Of course i do.

 

[azemkamikaze03]

Today is a kinda sadish day.
Shani is a lil upset and thats not kool. When Shani is upset I am upset. And When I am upset DAMNIT ss1 looses a finger an people die! they die randy they just do!

Im going to cry to keza.

 

[azemkamikaze03]

Anyways she logged off on me. Wow what a loser i am. Anyways. Im bored. Ive been checkin in with my skewl and ****. Listeinin to All These Thing ive done by Killers. Um, I havent slept all day again. I dont plan to either. Havent talked to megan in a while. I talked to Ashliegh though. We just talked about freshman year. Shes going to Harford Tech. (A smart school) Im not i didnt make it in. But im gunna make the best of it. Anyways we just kinda talked. So meh. WHo cares.

 

[azemkamikaze03]

Edit: Well im talking to court...its cool i guess.....IM SORRY SHANI! if i did anyting to hurt u.

Um well im gunna go throw up and cut my wrists. Im guna put on black eyeliner and go goth...it seems to be in and i wanna be in so im gunna do it to be 'cool'


Courtney

 

[Shadowed Heart]

^_The Azemkamikaze03 is cool allready_^

 

[azemkamikaze03]

Did you just make fun of me?

 

[Shadowed Heart]

What!? Do I come off as that mean? No, I meant it!(No sarcam if that's what you're getting)

 

[azemkamikaze03]

Well callin me cool was kinda random

 

[Shadowed Heart]

so im gunna do it to be 'cool'

If you'd like, I'll take it back...

 

[azemkamikaze03]

Well, it's official. I'm ****ing pissed. I was in a very deep relaxing sleep. I felt so comfortable and everything man. And I get my sister screaming for me to wake up. I had a lovely pile of dishes that needed washing. God everyone was talking and my sister ****ing jumping around and ****. ANd the ****ing dishes were a complete dick in the ass to wash. To top it off, the minute i get on the cpu my sis is like I'm getting on in an hour. SO that means the whole time i was washing the ****ing dishes she was doing NOTING. and the minute i get on she wants on. How ****ed up is that? I woke up tired and groggy and everyone just decide to push me and piss me off. Lpp was making some happy poem **** and I told her off. I'm just not in a good mood and please don't leave any damn replies about how sorry you are and how you hope i get better.

 

[Shadowed Heart]

... I'll go to my journal, and think happy thoughts.....

 

[ForgottenKid]

AHAHAHAHA...who said i'd symapthise...that was my brother this morning, but we get our own computers so haha. So everything is big in texas...? you actually answered that HAHA.

 

[XrockinfreakX]

Hope you feel better soon .

 

[azemkamikaze03]

Thanks shani. Despite the fact that i didnt want anyone saying that.

 

[Shadowed Heart]

Ooooooooooooooo, she gets away with it...

 

[ForgottenKid]

Thats cuz their in "lurrrrv"... lol dude you cant hurt me cuz..im already hurt and I said i was in the mood to annoy some one.

 

[Shadowed Heart]

Oh Hamid, I'm sorry that ur haveing a shitty day (Lmao, what ru going to do about it?)

 

[azemkamikaze03]

She gets away with it becuase we stay up till 2 oclock in the morning just talking about nothing. We always talk so I don't care if she does

Forgotten-I'm gunna die. That's what I shall do. Bleh!

 

[ForgottenKid]

Why are you going to die again? Have some cheesecake...it makes you forget about how ****ed your life is.