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Just of us chattin, you know. Origonally thinking your name is shadow hearted because it sounded right in my head lol!

How u been?

 
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Haha well you would be surprised at how many girl say that to me lol!!!

How is everyone?

I ahven't been online cuz I've recently got the flu, and I have it now. It's killing and typing this is makin the muscles in my hand ache :(

 
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Thanks Jackie.

I'm GETTING WORSE :(

I HAVEN'T STOPPED COUGHING UP FLEM FOR 3 DAYS NOW I FEEL LIKE I WANNA CRY :( I DON'T WANNA CRY I HATE CRYING I FEELIT SHOWS WEAKNESS. I'M JUST TRYING MY BEST TO RECOVER, TO FEEL BETTER BUT NOTHING IS WORKING!

I DON'T KNOW IF I'LL NEED HOSPITAL TREATMENT OR W/E I JUST WANNA GET BETTER! :(

 
Shadowed Heart

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I'm sorry Brandon :(

Hey I was just talking to my friend Brandon. :) His birthday is the same as mine ^_^

Lol

Plus!!!!

Will called me last night :)

I think I got him n trouble though.... We talked for over 4 hours o_O

 
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I'm back.

I went to hospital the night I posted that. I'm back at home now though. I wasn't respiring properly and had to be put on oxygen. I feel ok now I guess, just had some strong antibiotics and stuff.

How is everyone?

 
Shadowed Heart

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Awe I'm sorry *hugs* Me needs advice:

If a certain somebody(a) was going out with another somebody(b) but the first somebody(a) was going to the movies with another other somebody© of the opposite ***... and the somebody(a)'s boyfriend(b) doesn't care, do you think it sounds like somebody(a) is cheating? Even without any intensions? Or than maybe even person(b) might care a little? XD I'm so inconspicuous..

 
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Depends what they do at the cinema. If it's friendly then a and c am cool right... But b should care and ask wtf? You get me?

c is intruding, c might be interested in a. Maybe a is confused about the very idea of b being together... I don't know the full story.

Anyways, I'm always here for advice :thumbsup:

You been ok Shadowed?

 
Shadowed Heart

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Yeah well actually, I'm a, Will is b, and Jarren... (as if you couldn't tell already... xD)... And I don't think he likes me like that. I think his friend does, but I don't think Steven is coming... Meh...
 
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See how it goes with Jarren. I mean you and Will are long-distance relationship right, and Jarren you can see regularly. So it might be worth seeing how it goes, it's up to you I guess.
 
Sygy

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poor brandon, i was in hosp too but not nearly as serious as that. can u breath better now?
 
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yes im fine now. Just a shock really, unexpected. It's a bug that has been going around with the people who have my illness, Cystic Fiobrosis lol!
 
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Update - Just on msn to my girlfriend. I let some of my feelings go, I promised her I wouldn't make her cry... :thumbsup:

[c=10][.???????.<3.????.<3.?????.][/c] says:

Babez. Edis did summat horrible yesterday, I was sure it would end in people laughing at me but it didn't. It ended in everone having respect for me and you! Now I know your thinking ''OMG!WhatHeDoneNow?'' lol!

Well he simply found the note you wrote about me for new years day. Now Deano read it But he was like that's cool and love ... Boy was I happy, then after they went I read it.

[c=10][.???????.<3.????.<3.?????.][/c] says:

Boy did I fall in love a million times more than I already am with you! I just don't know, that's maybe why I'm like this now. So sweet, waiting and counting every hour until I know I will see you next. That's why I smile when you said you was going to come school 2moz! I just don't know, there is summat about you that attracts me, seduces me and makes me wanna spend time with you.

[c=10][.???????.<3.????.<3.?????.][/c] says:

I just don't know! I'm lost, lost in a world of love. Loving and thinking of you ALL the time. and you know what!? I don't even care what people think no more, My love for you is taking over. I mean usually I would be shy about you, kissing in school for example But now I could just do that all day. Show everyone we love each other...

 
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But for every good thing there is a bad thing.

[c=10][.???????.<3.????.<3.?????.][/c] says:

I don't want to lose you, thinking of it hurts me. I hate the idea of you leaving, when you pull me back and say ''I don't wanna let go.'' I feel the same, but I ignore my feelings and leave because I know we will meet again and be sooo happy. It's like winning your love everytime I look at you, like seeing an angel in my dreams, [.TheAngelIsYou.]

[c=10][.???????.<3.????.<3.?????.][/c] says:

Yes, other bad things... I hate people who like you (YouProllyCanTell)

[c=10][.???????.<3.????.<3.?????.][/c] says:

Why? Because I don't know, maybe it is me not wanting to lose you. Not wanting you to go, I wanna be yours all the time, I just would do anything for you ANYTHING. I'm so protective, I just hate it, it drives me nuts. I always want you to be safe. I think I'm afraid of someone being better than me... That means me losing you

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hi brandon its nath

[c=10][.???????.<3.????.<3.?????.][/c] says:

However I know I will keep on trying to make you happy, and I'm really shocked I've managed to keep it up. Behind this Brandon lies a sensitive soul that isn't all he brags about, He's fragile and wouldn't bare losing you.

 
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[c=10][.???????.<3.????.<3.?????.][/c] says:

what u doin!?

· says:

lmao

[c=10][.???????.<3.????.<3.?????.][/c] says:

im being sweet here!!!

[c=10][.???????.<3.????.<3.?????.][/c] says:

lol!

· says:

don't worry i won't read em

·$| says:

lol

[c=10][.???????.<3.????.<3.?????.][/c] says:

what you need bud?

· says:

uh tash sed i can go on her labtop 4 a bit

[c=10][.???????.<3.????.<3.?????.][/c] says:

kk

[c=10][.???????.<3.????.<3.?????.][/c] says:

im gonna carry on typing ok

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lmao

says:

i got viva pinata!

[c=10][.???????.<3.????.<3.?????.][/c] says:

Anyways Tash... LOL! Yeah, Behind this fake front I hold is Fragile and caring and it just loves you! Now to some more good things Babez!... I'm in love. What this means I don't care I'll say it over and over again. But tbhis is what I've gathered so far, Love is - A person, with another. Untouchable yet so delicate. Meaning it's an unstoppable force. Unstoppable feelings, The person feeling it...

[c=10][.???????.<3.????.<3.?????.][/c] says:

Will do anything for the one he loves. Desire and admire her to the max, make her feel like a princess - So special and Beautiful.

[c=10][.???????.<3.????.<3.?????.][/c] says:

Yet Babez. This isn't good enough...

 
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[c=10][.???????.<3.????.<3.?????.][/c] says:

I want you to feel more! I want you to feel like your in a... 'FairyTale' Where the ending is always happy and everyone's feeling good.

[c=10][.???????.<3.????.<3.?????.][/c] says:

That's why I cryed, The feeling I had failed. I had let down my Babez, I had failed. Yet failing and showing you I wanted you to be in your 'FairyTale' made you realise I was real.

[c=10][.???????.<3.????.<3.?????.][/c] says:

I was so close to losing you so close to not being trapped in the world I am in with you

[c=10][.???????.<3.????.<3.?????.][/c] says:

I broke down... That's how much I desire your happyness.

[c=10][.???????.<3.????.<3.?????.][/c] says:

Proof I would be wrecks if you were down...

[c=10][.???????.<3.????.<3.?????.][/c] says:

Now I think that's my Love For You!

[c=10][.???????.<3.????.<3.?????.][/c] says:

Stronger than ever Babez, Stronger than anything in the world

[c=10][.???????.<3.????.<3.?????.][/c] says:

I love you Love you more than the world. Love - My Love. My Love - You. My Babez!

[c=10][.???????.<3.????.<3.?????.][/c] says:

Xxxxxxxxx

 
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