Cloud's Journal!

[Cloud]

Sorry bout tht guys... Just gotta let it go... Just had loads of it to write down...

Well, I guess that's only a fraction of how I feel. Yet my brain hurts

 

[MayaTheVampire]

wow...that was beautiful.......

 

[Scotty B]

OMFG that was teh most sensitivly beautiful thing i have ever read you should right it down and frame it what a piece of word art

 

[Cloud]

Thank you guys!

I have summat I wanna frame from her, the note that is mentioned. However it's 9 sides of A4 and written on both sides

I wanna do summat similar to this for valentines

 

[Cloud]

Ergh! Just slightly ****** off.

Tasha's dad is driving me nuts. Of course were sifferent races, but is it really effected him that much. He don't want to meet me, I mean WTF! Over 10 months with his daughter and he don't want to meet me! I mean for all he knows I couyld be some kinda sick person who does sick things to her you know! He wouldn't have a ******* clue.

Some people say he's a waste of time, but I really want to meet him. Show him respectful, but he seems so arrogant. Tasha's mom is so safe, but I'm just so lost and confused to what his motives are. Is he even bothered? Is he mad!?

Ergh! I could just punch him in the face, yet when I meet him I know a good ol' hand shake will happen. Decieved.

 

[Sygy]

omg, he sounds like such a gay. i think that if the mum likes you than that is fine bc maybe she will talk tasha'a dad round or somemat.

 

[Cloud]

It is gay man. I can't do anything with her.

I've gotta pretend I haven't seen her outside school! How weird is that going to be!? lol!

 

[Sygy]

what the ****! why?

 

[Cloud]

Cuz her mom don't tell him that she let's Tasha out to see me! LMAO!

I can't wait till I'm 18 so I can move her away from that family... I swear I'm having nothing to do with them when I'm older.

 

[diana]

Lol...this is like so primitive...****, can't say anything else cuz it's just whatever...

 

[Cloud]

Well of course if she wants to see them then that's fine lol!

Just I'm not really getting involved, a nice hello and conversation is the most they are getting from me!

 

[Cloud]

Update. Here are a few photos... Some of me alone. I'll add some of Tasha too *Embarressed*

Me-

http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/33bee1b952458643ec9e2aff9c325f9b.jpg

http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/b8a04add488f3a907bea38ee2812cce5.jpg

Tash-

http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/90d27ae91e97be65ab5236f0b709a4ce.jpg

http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/bb80e7c9f2f369b26408bf8b4ae388e3.jpg

Me and Tash -

http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/8a89f80a29552c901e6cb705a759b09e.jpg

http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/89a165a0e68cd19a000146fbe74862d7.jpg

 

[diana]

He he...didn't imagined you that way... But you look good...^^

Tasha is so cute...the first pic of you 2 is insane...:lol:

Awesome pics!

 

[Cloud]

Update :lol:

Just wanna say I'm sorry guys for being away for a while again. As you know I've had problems lmao!

How is everyone?

Anyways I'm gonna do a proper update lol...

Tasha

Aww! She came over today, I admittedly stressed her out over a few things. I'll mention those later in the update. But I cheered her up sooo much! I feel like actually proud of myself. Basically we play fighted, we had a chat and I let her pretend to be me on my msn account! After all that I sent her to sleep with a nice massage

Then she had to go!

Anyways my feelings for her are growing stronger by the day! I'm amazed at how defencive I have become over her. Anyone says anything about her I'm up there straight away correcting them and defending her. However I am worried about becoming obsessive :-|

But I know right now! I love her! Will do for a long time yet!

Edis

Well... the situation has improved with his gf. He is still with her, but after a heated discusson/argument he finally admitted he likes her more than his friends! :-/ But after a while he knew what he had lost

But for now were all good. It's quite funny actually. I've become his condom supplier! He is quite ashamed to buy them for himself LMAO! I gotta laugh because my mom gives me mine and has had to go and get him some too!

Life

It's been good. After a few troubles, after a few kickass moments everything's well.

I had a go at these 2 lads that seem to 'close' with Tasha! They soon backed off! That's why she may be a bit stressed because they are both avoiding her to the max. Well I don't feel bad because I know I was right... As for that topic she is ok now. There are a few more reasons for her stress but I don't wanna get into that.

Again if anyone wants to know more, just check my bebo... Brandon11591 is my user name.

 

[Sygy]

ewww you have a bebo ewwww

anyways, you and tasha are so cute ^.^ pls never break up

 

[Cloud]

lmao!

You been ok sygy? Hows ur drinking n tht?

We wont break up I can assure you. I wont let it happen.

 

[Sygy]

we, i did drink in moderation!! but some bastards put herion in my rollie/spilfy thing. (their ******* idea of a joke).^.^ ive been rather ill. but aprat from that, ive alos cut down on my smoking

 

[Cloud]

I hope you get better

And good for the smokin lol.

 

[Cloud]

How long has it been people!?

It has been a long time since I've been back, Seriously I've gotta stop going an coming!

Well the reason I've come back is because I feel like **** again! All about women troubles and so on... Something that if I feel up to telling someone I will... Just wanna browse now ad chit chat, maybe help someone out in the dark room to make me feel better...

 

[untitled]

hey wb, i wasn't really active in the time you were on here but i'm Tristan

hope everything will go better soon