well I for one certainly hope so. you deserve to feel good...
me on the other hand, not so good. cause whoopdy frickin do, I feel lonely again. yay.
I recorded something today, for the first time for a long time. and I've been writing stuff lately. which is good, so I don't really know why I feel so bitchy right now, lol.
www.myspace.com/nydpmusic the song is called near life experience
I'd like feedback, lol
but yeah...
I've actually been doing quite good lately. busy, but playing and writing music, writing poems, meeting new people, playing video games, it's been quite fun.
so I guess this entry was wasted on convincing myself that my life is actually quite good and I should stop whining and feel for those really in need
those who don't have food or clothes or medicine
and I watched an interview with a clinically depressed man who's fought depression for 18 years...
I used to think I was depressed but my problems are far from real depression. this guy has experienced constant self-hating thoughts, suicidal thoughts, terrible stuff, sometimes for months on end, for the past 18 years.
that makes me thank goodness...
cause I don't feel like that at all. many times I feel like ****, but I mean I'm 19...that's gotta be quite normal.
so stop listening to me and go read something fun, lol
oh btw once jona returns I'm uploading the sigur rós sampler for him
so if anyone's interested I'll prolly make a thread with it in other artists