Heart LP´s Journal

[twilightcrimson7]

awww *long hug to Sammi* I wish I was your real friend.

That's awesome you can play an intrument!!

My day always starts off good when i hear LP!

Well, I prolly won't get to be on when you are for a while, so I'll just keep in touch through your journal and such *waves* so long take care

 

[Hybrid-Heart]

ahww that's just ****

*hugs Sammi*

just remember that you still have friends online lol

Cool that Numb was on tv ^^

here you never see numb on the tv only numb/encore =_=

got to go now!

see you later byebye!

 

[uwantme2b]

*hugs*

hey i know we don't know each other that well but if you want to talk i'm right here don't let other people get you down. you're worth more than that

*hugs you again* *gives you a strawberry*

 

[4everLP_Shinoda]

I just was passing by to say Hi!!!!*waves hands*I hope u are fine^^.

Cya and have a nice day

Vero

 

[FadedBlue]

Awww, sammi poo!

*hugs sammi poo*

Brothers are *****, i have 3 of them..ugh..

Lol, i heard Breaking the Habit on the radio this morning, and im like, NO WAY! It NEVER plays on the radio!

2 of my friends ditched me..stupid mother fluffers..i hate them,lol

 

[Heart_LP]

you guys are sooooo sweet!!

Those messages cheer me up so much!!

THANKIES!!

I appreciate alot you know!

*accepts the strawberry from Backs* yuummy! I love strawberries

*hugs back all of you extra tightly*

Twi, you are my real freind..but I meant you know like..seeing and talking face to face with kinda freind..

actually yesterday I had this kinda talk with my teacher where one parent is present and they tell you baout how you are doing in school and stuff...and I always have high expectation so I´m not satisfied with my grades and stuff...so I was feeling kinda down yesterday and this clasmmate called Louice was soo kind to me..she asked me everything was ok and stuff...aww I love that girl I get so happy when ppl actaully care about me, ya know...I just love it.

Í ahve´nt been online yesterday and today..almost all day cause my stupid bro broke the computer fan so it´s dangerous to keep the computer on for a long time...so I´ll try to be online whenever I can!!and I cant be online so long so I have to go.. I miss LPF so much..even though I have been away for only like a day lol

ne wez thanx again! I really really appreciate it! :thumbsup:

love ya all!

*hugs to all*

later

 

[twilightcrimson7]

Yeah, that's what i meant too, Like we lived by each other or something. *sigh* anyways, I haven't been online alot either. School. Well, I hape to hear from you soon! *hugssss*

 

[Hybrid-Heart]

it would be cool if all members of LPF lived in on house Lol

to bad you can't be only that much,

well hope to see you soon

*hugs*

 

[uwantme2b]

Glad you liked the strawberry

Missing you too!!! Come on whenever you can

Ttyl!

 

[Heart_LP]

awwww...I loooove it when ppl write comments here!!

awww ^.^ lol

Twi- I know, would´nt that be freaking awsome!! *sigh* I wish that could be true!! *hugs back*

Hybi-I LOVE the idea! lol ..I know it´s sad I cant come cause I miss LPF soo much and specielly you all! But I´ll try to come whenever I can!*hugs back*

Becks-Yep, thanx again for the strawberry! It was awsomely awsome ^_^

I´m glad that I got the chance to get to know you!! yeah, I´ll try to come more often! *hugs*

anyways...ok..days have been going BAD!! my family found a biiig secret...BAD!! ppl who dont know...well,...this is nothing I´m proud of but..I sometimes cut myself..

and my family found out so it´s really REALLY awkward...

meeh...forget it..

today was pretty good after the morning cause I and my mom went out for a walk and guess what?!?! IT WAS RAINING!! I love to go for a walk when it rains!! sooo beutiful and just...aaah..awsome!

My bro went to buy the fan today but he did´nt find one =_= He just does´nt know anything about computer so I think I´ll go tomorrow and buy one myself.

I mean, ****...nothing, not a squad about computers! *shakes head*

I wish I had a sister..*sigh* they seem to be so understanding and awsome..

You know what would be cool?!? If all the LPf members would be neighnours or like live in a huge mansion thingie togather...that would be really cool!

no parents, no school and looooads of candy!! aaaah..paradiisssse.. LOL

oh npt to forget loads of computersss yesh yesh!!!I saw goldmember movie again!! yesh yeshterday! Very cool mmmmmmovie..very shagidelic, yeah baby yeah!XD

Oh I got a letter from my freind, Evie! She is from 'Germany and she is sooo cool! I´m so glad to hear from her!! We met at a Elijah Wood forum...yeaaah..I used to be a Elijah fan I still like him as an actor..he has a cool personality, ya know..yeah..

I´ve got to draw animations for my school too..we have a assimant to draw our own animation..so I decided to make a book..Drawing is going just fine but I dont have a story..I just drew that she is going to school and she met her freind on the way and now they´ll start a lesson.. lol that´s all! I have no idea what it is about so if you have any ideas PLEASE TELL! ^.^

Let me tell you about the main character:

Name: Kyoto Takahashi

Age: 15

eyes: Brown

Hair: Dark brown..almost black

She goes in a school called Nata school (did´nt have a name in mind ) and she has a habbit to be late and trip over things very easily..better said, she is very clumsy. She is a cool girl who likes music and to hang out with her freinds alot.

Freinds´names:

Sun

Motoko

Senpai

Kenji (had to pick this one!!!)

Joe (hih this one too)

Yeah so that s the main character! Gotta have a story now..yeaah..nothing more for today. oh yeah btw the name of my comic book is Heart LP

*hugs everyone tightly*

later

 

[Hybrid-Heart]

cool that you're making a comic book! ^^

i once made a comic book myself..

not a good one but anyway.. it was fun to do it ^^

sorry i don't have any inspiration right now..

so i can't help you further.. but good luck on your comic book

 

[uwantme2b]

*hugs* It's probably a good thing your parents found that you cut hun. It's easier when your parents know, and I speak from experience.

Rain is so beautiful.

 

[Heart_LP]

yeah comic book so very fun!! I forgot to mention but it´s like more of a manga book...well ya know about it cause I told ya recently

it´s ok..thanx anyways!

yeah it´´s kinda good cause they are helping me...well my mom is..my dad is in Iran and he does´nt know about it..I´m really scared on how he will react about this cause they ahd no expectations that I would do this...well, neither did I..it´s really awkward like looking them into the eyes and talking with ya know...idk

*hugs back*

I´ve g2g soon =_= now I´ll have time limits so it+s like 2 hrs everyday =_=

*sigh*

 

[uwantme2b]

I'm glad your mum is helping you... that's good.

Don't worry about your dad... it will all be fine, you'll see.

Come back on when you can... ttyl

 

[Hybrid-Heart]

eveything's going to be alright!

i'm sure about that..

i'm sure that your mom and dad will understand

 

[Heart_LP]

idk...I´m still scaresd...what if..idk..I know that my bro did´nt take it well cuae he thinks I´m sick!

that´s very kind isnt it?!*sarcasm*

I dont care what he thinks...

I really was´nt like this and my dad knows that...idk why but 'I feel as if my dad understands me more then my mom sometimes..

but this time, it´s like..I failed...idk it´s hard to explain

I let him down...

Hybi-my msn is all crappy again so I can´t log in..I´m sry

let´s talk about something else...it´s not good to think about bad things all the time otherwise you feel even more depressed..

yeah so what´s up with ppl?

 

[Hybrid-Heart]

yeah let's talk about fun stuff ^^

the only thing is.. i don't know what to talk about right now

 

[twilightcrimson7]

Well, I would be scared, like you. I could never tell. I WILL never tell. But I guess that makes you stronger than me, and I'm proud of you!

Manga is awesome! me and my friend have tried to make a few short mangas, but we never got far! lol I hope yours turn out good!!!! <3 I'm sure they will!

*hugs* hope tomorrow is better*

 

[Heart_LP]

meh it´s ok Hybi..we were already chatting on msn so.. and then I had to go offlline.

Thanx Twi..It means alot to me. wow..................wow

thanx again..!! no that does´nt make me any stronger then you, the thing was that I cut myself and then my mom asked me to see my hand, first I ignored her but then my bro forced me and saw the open cut, that´s how they found out..otherwise NO WAY I would tell them myself..**** no!

I dont want my mom to tell my dad about it. but I also dont wanna bring up the subject again...it´s very uncomfortable to talk about.so..I´ll just have to wait and see what happens.

*hugs back*

From yesterday,I´ve been feeling as if someone is ignoring me on msn..I mean she is so cool and I like her alot.I thought she liked me as a freind too but Idk..**** this insecureness of mine...but my mom did something yesterday that I never thought she would do!!

She actually listened to my problems cause I was feeling somehow scared of something from day before yesterday and she really listened to me and now I dont feel like that anymore that´s not my mom!! lol

so yeah..I talked to her about this about ignoring and I remember that Sniper here told in one of his post that if your mind is strong then you are strong and if your mind is weak the you are weak too..you have the ability to make your mind strong..and I´ve never forgot that. My mom told me the same thing yesterday! yeeaah..so I feel much better now.

 

[twilightcrimson7]

Yeah I know what you mean!

WOW she actually listened?? I would ahve a heart attack! lol

I'm glad you're feeling better! *hugs* off to school am I... ;_;