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twilightcrimson7

twilightcrimson7

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I'm sure I'm not either.

**** I have a serious lack of self esteem

>.>

You are helping me guys...I just have some people to talk to...that makes me happy...even a little

 
Heart_LP

Heart_LP

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I think that too, what if someone was there to help me, listen to me, like someone to go to...

You know they always show in movies how good freinds some ppl are and I always think, will I ever have that kind of freinds? or is it all just some made up ****?

I´m 100% sure that if anyone, I mean ANYONE! even a stranger would need help, I would be there to help that dude cause I know how it feels and I dont want anyone else to feel like that, you know.

But sometimes I expect too much from my freinds, in reality..not internet freinds and I dont get what I want and I feel so bad after that.

The thing I want is honesty in freindship and I dont seem to get that in real life.

You and Hybi are waay better freinds of mine then any other freind here, veven my own best freind doesnt care!not that I care anymore cause I´m used to it! really.I dont care at all!

 
twilightcrimson7

twilightcrimson7

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Yeah...watching movies and stuff...you see like, 2 people that have such a good friendship... I have some really nice friends, and my best friend that I love more than anything...but I just find it hard to talk about things...we both do...and its not...gah...you know what I mean...

I love helping people too...I think maybe becuase I think ti will pay off and make people like me in return...but how could they...I'm so...weird...what am i thinking..? oh well, I'll keep trying becuase if I don't, I will have nothing left

 
Heart_LP

Heart_LP

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Yeah talking to you both helps alot! My cartoon characters! Hybi and Twi lol see I feel better! I´m laughing!

yeah I know what you mean Hybi, I want them to know but I know that they wont care then just why bother you know.

and I kniw what you mean too Twi. You´re not weird! You´re a great person, you both are!

I love you girls!..*cough* as freinds :p

like all the time when I was in the shower I was just thiking these lines:-

What do I do to ignore them behind me?

Do I follow my instincts blindly?

Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams

And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?

Do I sit here and try to stand it?

Or do I try to catch them red-handed?

Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,

Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?

Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin

I make the right moves but I'm lost within

I put on my daily facade but then

I just end up getting hurt again

By myself

I ask why, but in my mind

I find I can't rely on myself

again and again..

I think By myself is my fav LP song cause I can relate to it alot! like as if the song is about me.

 
Hybrid-Heart

Hybrid-Heart

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i got real good friends too

i can tell them anything.. but sometimes i don't want to tell them my problems

like one friend tells everything to other people you know

and i'm afraid that she tells my probs to those people..

but my friend Mnoe *Aislin*, i usually tell everything to her,,

she a great friend ^^

and you guys are great friends too ^^

you're really nice and always listen to me..

i really apriciate that,,*hugs*

but i g2g

i'm going to watch a movie with my friends

byebye! *hugs again*

 
Heart_LP

Heart_LP

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oh yeah you wrote that in you journal b4..

I´m gonna miss you, Sis!

*hugs toightly* ;)

Dont forget to have fun! :p

yeah that song is great!

lmao you know what, you are funny! I mean, that´s just you :p I love that fat dude!

 
Heart_LP

Heart_LP

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Hi

thanx for stopping by!

my journal is full with problems but atleast I have good freinds to make me forget them ;)

 
twilightcrimson7

twilightcrimson7

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heyyy... LOL I went to go start my painting, but then i got one of those humungois chocolate cravings

So I went to look for chocolate and found some choco. ice cream! omg, and some regualer chocolayte...omg Mmmmm I took your advice! ;) now I'm takin a break...whats up?

 
Heart_LP

Heart_LP

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yaaay lol

I really really badly wanna eat some chocolate right now! lol

I´m a chocolate freak :p

now when I think of this day...it was like a roller coaster but unfortuantely not as fun as a real one :p

OMG my bro is trying to sing like Tina turner O.O

bahahahaha it´s soo funny! He is singing golden eye , that dude is seriuosly retarted :p

Well, what did you paint?

Edit: 1000 POSTS! o_O

This has to be celebrated cause LPF is the first forum I have posted 1000 posts in.

*takes out a bottle of champagne*

*pous some for everyone that wants* :p

 
twilightcrimson7

twilightcrimson7

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I only drew the picture I'm going to paint on the canvas...then my chocolate craving hit me....now Im eating ,and I'm going to go paint it later on....

;)

It's a secret ;) wahahaha!

maybe I;ll post on lpf...maybe ;)

Edit: YAYYYY! GOOD JOB SAMMI!!! I want sommme! *holds out glass*

 
Heart_LP

Heart_LP

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whahaha there you go

*pours some in Twi´s glass*

let me make a speech

uhummm uuhumm...

ok.. so

16th April...what can I say?..

The first time ever in my life to post 1000 posts in a forum..

well it´s all thanx to the elites ,members, the LPF creator and specielly my awsome freinds that I made here on LPF. If I could give an award to a websire then it would be LPF!

CHEERS!! :D

well, I hope you post your painting on lpf.

I like paintings!

When I get my own place, I´m gonna fill the walls with paintings lol

 
twilightcrimson7

twilightcrimson7

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thanks!! *sips elegantly* hehehe

I've never posted so many on a forums either! Edit: that reminded me of the sdult swim forums...I went back their just now and I only have 175 posts! I signed up over a year ago!

omg, I want to do that too! I can't wait to egt my own house.... I can do anything I want to it! :D

 
Heart_LP

Heart_LP

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hihi

I know! lol

me too!

I dont remember whick rock star it was, but I saw it on the mtv cribs that this dude´s guest bedroom was like if someone had messed it up and as if someone was murdered there. lol It was awsome!

everything was black and the walls were like black and then red paint on it like blood. :p

It was really cool!

 
Heart_LP

Heart_LP

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cool, I hope that too! :thumbsup:

My room got wallpaper =_=

I hate it!

my mom picked it for me and it´s orange :(

this summer I´m gonna tell them to change it! to....um...green or black! yeaah

 
twilightcrimson7

twilightcrimson7

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Kool! your mom will let you?

I know mine wouldn't My room is practically her room, becuase she controls it like a ****! :rolleyes:

she painted it. she decorated it. she arranged the furniture.

get the picture, lmao

so yeah my room here is blue, with like, a small strip of wallpaper around the middle with flowers on it...pink and blue flowers... T_T

*sigh* see what i mean?

 
Heart_LP

Heart_LP

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lmao! you mom is exactly like mine then! :D

I dont think my mom will allowed me but I´ll try to convince her :p

I have to..I´ll say to her that um...I´ll learn to...um...cook!

lol she will be happy as ****! :p

 
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