Heart LP´s Journal

[Hybrid-Heart]

woah.. lot of things happened to you today..

sorry to hear aout your friend and the band practice..

hope that everybody feels better now..

take care sis! *hugs and kisses and gives you cookies for your nose bleed**

 

[By_My-elf]

Sounds like your day did kick *** jk

Sammi you should be happy theirs more

ppl out their who have bad days 24/7

and I know a couple here but I don't really like to be happy

just mad most the time and your day did sound fun

 

[Friðbjörn]

thanx well yeah and that's sick! that idiot! ><this is the third teacher that has flirted like this with me. sick men!

oh I'll have to download that song then.

but I feel a lill better after eating a whole lot of chocolate.

2 mars bars, 4 kex, 1 whole catebury (big one)

I still want some but my mom took it away from me

yeah what's up with that? 0.0

do you mean men in general or just them 3?

what I don't get is what the deal is with chocolate, I don't feel like having some when I'm down, and when I actually have some, I don't feel any better than usual o.0

 

[twilightcrimson7]

Hi smammiiiiiiiiiiii

I miss you

how are

you

love twi

<3

 

[Heart_LP]

Sis- yeah, thanx hon

I hope so too

thanx for the cookies ^^ they are yummy*hugs and kisses back*

Fribs- the three of them...but you've gotta agree there are some well actually many sick men in this wrld! what about the rapists and so many that hits women? that's what I call sick!

I feel much better when I eat chocolates, Idk why. I think cause if you eat too uch chocolate, you get kinda hyperish and forget about your problems...?

meeh I'm guessing.

 

[keza]

wheres the sammi monster?

 

[Vash_the_Stampede]

Hey,

Glad I was albe to help earlier, lol.

Catch ya later,

T3h Vashness

 

[Friðbjörn]

Fribs- the three of them...but you've gotta agree there are some well actually many sick men in this wrld! what about the rapists and so many that hits women? that's what I call sick!I feel much better when I eat chocolates, Idk why. I think cause if you eat too uch chocolate, you get kinda hyperish and forget about your problems...?

meeh I'm guessing.

yeah that's true. don't understand it though.

Why do people rape and kill and all that stuff? pff

hyperish and forget? meh not me at least, but I'm glad if it helps you

 

[stupidsoul1]

Awwh sammmii

hurrah for dance class.

 

[FadedBlue]

Hey,love.*hugs and kisses*

Im sorry to hear you had a ****** day. My day wasn't that great either. Whoa, whats with all the teachers flirting with you? Aren't they a little too old to be flirting with a kid?

I hope everything turns out its best.

Take care,hon.*hugs*

 

[Heart_LP]

yea dance was good and life sucks sometimes but who the **** cares?!?!?!

I...

got...

in..

in..(again)

I:B!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

*spam* XDD

no but seriously, it's awsome isn't it?! and today I had a near death experience! it wa awsome XD I love life! XD isn't it awsome with the birdies and the streetlamps that looke like the ones in Narnia and HP ROX 0.0 and..ummm the kladkakas and the somethingsbutanyways!

you get my point!

All this time I was imagining how it be like and TADA!!!!! it IS going to be like that! c'est magnifique! magnifico! magnificant! magnifik! ..

um...so I'm gonna go and celebrate the awsomeness of today with Jennie (she got in too and that makes eveything even more magnificent in awsome languages)

bu byee

g2g

=*

 

[Heart_LP]

T3h Vashness - Hiya! Glad to see you, thanks for dropping by

lol thanks for helping...again XP

yeah ttyl

Fribs- you know why, cause they're sick! *nods*

I was just guessing lol, Idk why it makes me fell better but I forgot to say that singing Cold by Crossfade always helps me feel better.

Always..

ttyl ^^

Basmah- Hey gurrl Well the teachers at my school are like 20-24-ish, so most of them are pretty young.

sry to hear that hon. Hope today goes better for you ^^

*hugs and smooches*

love ya ^^

September....lol (dot remember the date)

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Sooo I woke up and went to school, all nice cause today was class photo shoot. um... I had Spanish first and we had to do this drama and make up a dialogue for a restaurent guests and waiter. I was the waitress. Muy bien so moving forwards to English, I dont remember what we did...hm...yeah so later on I had Maths which was boring as usuall and Simon started to sing to irritate em and Louice. It went like this "Everyone in the world should ahev a p*nis , a p*nisss..." so I got mad and told him the truth, if he would want that then well, he's gay lmao So he shut up the minute after. I had lunch and later on had Social. I've got all the info of French Rev. ^^ and I think I can geta higher grade. I have G. that means Pass. that ruins my report card! ><

meeeh later on we had the photoshoot and sadly me and Rebecca were not togather this yr Both have gotten taller lol We used to be in the center, facing eachother but this yr we were i the corner beside the teacher. meeh atleast we both had corners

Later on I went to the mall and lol did the stupidest thing ever!!! it was so funny! well me and Louice had to buy cigs cause tomorrow there's this big party at Louice's place. well anyways it is compulsory to have ID card to buy cigs so when Louice went to buy, she didn't get it then I went and he asked for my Id card but I said I forgot it home and said I was 17, he believed me and gave me 4 Marlboro omg! I wanted to buy2 but he gave me 2 free lol!!

haha so I'm 17 woot yeaah soooo went to MC donalds and bought Coffe which sucked! then went home and on the buss there was this really cute chinese guy! He was soo hot! Those awsome eyes+ glasses which weirdly suits them alot+spikey black hair. hot!

meeh so this was my day. I'm home alone, burning a cd for tomorrow.

thanx for reading

ttyl

 

[twilightcrimson7]

I:B!!!!!!!???

I don't get it. What happened??? o.o

It sounds like a good day though XD

<3 twi

 

[Friðbjörn]

oh lol muy bien, my Spanish teacher's always saying that. litterally.

lol you really shut simon off lol, I bet he hadn't realized what he was saying XD

why were you buying cigarettes?

and I thought you were like 15 or something lol

 

[keza]

i dont understand 0_o

please explain that entry to the HIGHLY stupid person sitting right here *points to top of head*

well seeing as i dont understand cant well comment

hope alls well lil sammi monster!

<333

*huggles u*

 

[Heart_LP]

I am 15 lol but I just lied and if anyone sees me, they think I'm 17-ish. well, I dont really smoke usually but when I get upset/mad or occasions like parties, I smoke.

That came as a suprise to my freinds lol but well I do. *shrugs*

Does'nt make me a worse person.

Well he hate feminists that's why he said that and **** yeah, I really enjoyed saying that.

 

[Friðbjörn]

See, what did I tell you, you got in

 

[4everLP_Shinoda]

I thought u were 17 also,are u starting to smoke sammy????

Smoking is bad tho,I don´t like smothing but sometimes I dream about myself smoking .

Anyways,wassup with you girl?Btw thanx for dropping into my boring journal,I appreciate u did ^^.

Ttyl.

 

[By_My-elf]

i dont understand 0_oplease explain that entry to the HIGHLY stupid person sitting right here *points to top of head*

well seeing as i dont understand cant well comment

LMAO I have to agree with Keza so I hope it's good O.O if it is

Congratz

 

[Heart_LP]

Again, your journal is not boring! I love posting in your journal

woah really? *feels smart and "elderly" *

Well I have smoked like 4 times so it's really not a big deal.

I just dreamed like that day b4 yesterday and that my mom found ot about it. Maaan, not the greatest dream O.O

I'm just fine^^ have my ****** days sometimes but meeh....that happens.

I hoep you're fine ^^

*hugs*

missed ya :thumbsup:

 

[Heart_LP]

I.B. = International Baccalaureate Program.

here's more info about it: my future school

Awsome ^^

lmao Fri, you sound like Morpheus XD

thanx for replying you guys. I'm in a hurry again so I'll drop by my other LPF homes (aka your journals =_=) asap.

Much love.

You guys make me feel so happy. If you already dont know this (*shock*) you all are just awsome ^^ and I love each and evryone of you!

*end of emo talk*

=* ciao

 

[4everLP_Shinoda]

Thanx again Sammi!

Yeah I reckon that if your mum founds out u were smoking,it wouldn´t be a pleasent moment.My mum always ask me that if I want to smoke she can go and buy me some packet of it but I always tell her that I don´t want to bcuz I had some experience with cigars(I don´t smoke and I never did,it´s has to do with my mum´s mum)

I sometimes have ****** days,so you are not the only one*hugs back*

I´m pretty good,and I have missed ya 2

 

[keza]

aww i get it

*sings* CONGRATS TO SAMMI...yea i dont havr a tune to that song so u can make it up

maybe the happy birthday tune would be good^^

*yeyness to you, yeyness to you, yeyness to sammmmmmmmmmi yeyness to you*

*sigh* now i know why i dont write songs, only stories hahahahaha

well hope ur ok, and when ur not in a rush i will give u a hug *opens arms waiting for sammi to slow down*

<3333 u

 

[Heart_LP]

yay I've been missed by someone lol *shakes head*

oh well sry to hear that. Hope it's nothing seriuos.

Believe me, I am so scared of my mom and if she finds out...omg!

Well my mo is the opp. she does'nt even want me to try! everything is nad fro me untill I stay under the same roof as her.

You see, me and my parents dont come along so good.

But my aunt, she told me the same as your mom. I really cant believe that they are sisters.

meeeh she's not gonna find out.

glad to hear that you're good ^^

*hugs and smooches*

 

[twilightcrimson7]

Ohh YAY than I'm really happy for you

much luck and love,

<3 twi

 

[Friðbjörn]

I am 15 lol but I just lied and if anyone sees me, they think I'm 17-ish. well, I dont really smoke usually but when I get upset/mad or occasions like parties, I smoke.That came as a suprise to my freinds lol but well I do. *shrugs*

Does'nt make me a worse person.

Well he hate feminists that's why he said that and **** yeah, I really enjoyed saying that.

you smoke

sure, that doesn't make you a worse person, but it's not exactly a smart thing to do, but ****, you know that. I can't change your mind.

 

[By_My-elf]

Good going congratz sammi I told you you would get in

And good luck

 

[Heart_LP]

thankies ppl!

yaaaaay my journal is dead!

um...

HAPPY EASTER!!!!

*gives everyone chocolate eggs*

 

[Heart_LP]

I just need to get this out. If any of you wanna read it then read otherwise just leave!

Well I'm so sick of my dad treating me like this! he hits me evryday and I dont say anything but today I opened my mouth and I have a black eye!

The only thing I said that I wanted to watch a movie and not that ******* tennis he watchs all the time.

All I can do is just sit here and cry.

I dont know what to do anymore.

these are the things that make me wanna do stupid things! cause I feel good doing it. I dont care!

I just dont understand why he hates me so ****** much!

 

[Friðbjörn]

well it's not easter anymore, but happy easter lol

 

[Friðbjörn]

oh my ***.

I'm so sorry about that.

I honestly don't know what to say.

Whatever you choose to do, I'll be there for you. You know that?

You have to tell someone. I know it's hard, but I think it's the right thing to do.

Your friends are here, and your real life friends as well, no matter what happens. Keep that in mind, whatever else, we won't forget you.

 

[twilightcrimson7]

well ya gotta update for it to be alive!!

I miss youuuu *hug*

Happy Post-Eater to you too <3

 

[Heart_LP]

that's not true!

I know the minute I ask my freinds, they'll turn their back on me. So I wont be telling anyone anything about it.

THings will just get worse and I have no one here so it's just best that I wait.

I have no other choice.

 

[LP186]

wanna hear a funny easter story??

well here it is

this is why we have a 4 day weekend on easter

Jesus dies on a friday, got up on sunday night and said "****! iv gotta go to work tomorrow. i think ill have monday off as well"

happy Easter

Drew

 

[Friðbjörn]

Actually when you put it this way, I think you're right. I'm sorry.

 

[shahfire]

hiiiii heart!!! how its going? lookin forward 4 e update!

 

[4everLP_Shinoda]

OMG!I´m so sorry to hear that Sammy,I wish you could feel better ^^.

Did u try to talk like without arguing with your father?

I really don´t know what to say*hugs*

It´s sad

 

[Heart_LP]

Fri - oh,..oh well..you want the chocolate or not?!

XD

Sis - yesh, you are right! right you are.

I miss you tooo *huggles*

<3 <3

Drew - lmao! XD that's awsome

happy late easter to you too! ^^

shah - OMGZZ!!! you're here....were here and I wasn't 0.0 I should be here more often ><

well, I've been kinda..lazy as usualy..^^

hope things are fine with you hon!!

*shmuggles*

miss ya loads

21rst april

let's see, I woke up from having the most weirdest but I think the most wonderfull dream I've ever had. Well anyways, there I was, 16, sitting on roller chair, pregnant 0.0 the thing was, I hadn't really been with a guy. I just got pregnant 0.0 so...no one believed me but than my mom did. Anyways, I've always thought that my first child would be a girl..idk why, i think it's becaue I'm the only girl in my gigantic family (keep in mid that in India, all relatives and close friends are counted as family), I'm the only girl *nods sadly* but I had a son. and first I was kind dissappointed but then it was just so wonderfull. I think that, that's the best feeling I have ever felt. And now, I cant wait to have children! XDD

well I got late to school. Spanish was boring; In english I had oral national exam and it was pretty good cause I kept on babbling like for the most of time till my teacher had to tell me to keep quiet and let the others talk =_= eerr..hehe?

Maths was dreadfull. Lunch was disgusting. Later on we had to watch this theater about a jewish man who meets a guy who is also jewish but gay. It was excellent! The story was about how hard it is to live according to what *** says in this society and the actors were so good! Evrything felt so real!

so bravo to them.

After school, I went to the gym with Jennie. Yes, I went to a gym. XD it was fun! Jennie had to almost drag me out of there >< I hate running but it's so much fun running on those machines 0.0

Came home, ate pizza, worked no some Emma watson icons. I ahve ebtered this challenge there I have to make 100 themed Emma watson icons within sometime.

it's fun!

well, I updated!

um...yea, that's it.

thanx for reading.

if you bring my journal back to life, I will love forever...0.0..?

*cough*

<3