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Pheonix791989
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shut up you **** fox
Ravynlee
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Oh *** that was so sweet! My heart's breaking that his heart's breaking cause I had a broken heart to begin with! Oh the tragedy!
But of course I'm loving it... I waited up til 3:00am just to see if you'd update before I went to bed, and I wasn't disapointed! Thanks!
And yeah... as Fox said. Repeat that. Please.
*flying sumo tackle bear hugs... with a cherry on top*
0_o
-Rav
But of course I'm loving it... I waited up til 3:00am just to see if you'd update before I went to bed, and I wasn't disapointed! Thanks!
And yeah... as Fox said. Repeat that. Please.
*flying sumo tackle bear hugs... with a cherry on top*
0_o
-Rav
Pheonix791989
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thanks rav. your the ever so sweet mum. now if only youd update n_n
Pheonix791989
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I ment for this to be up yesterday. but I got called to the principals office for cursing, fighting. then I got suspension for insubordination and ensuing a riot. then four days detention for calling the assistant principal a communist ******* of a jackass. then today i got kicked off teh computer in the library cuz another person had to use it and the floppy drive was the only one that worked. so with out further ado, here it is.
It was right after lunch, Robs stomache was full and the warmth of the sun made him drowsey. he laid down on the blanket as the cool breeze blew over the sand. He fel asleep with mel playing in the sand next to him. after about five minutes, Rob's eyes snapped open at the sound of mel's scream. She was bawling her eyes out as a **** had attatched its self to her hand. Rob jumped up and pried the crab off of her hand. With a quick move, he chucked the crab back into the ocean. He turned her tiny hand over and over in his hand, checking for scratches or broken bones. Mel hiccuped and sniffed as Rob kissed it.
"Feel better?"
Mel squealed happily again as she jumped up in his arms. Rob chuckeled as he then gathered up the beach stuff and put it back in the bag. After putting the stuff in the car, Rob pulled mel up onto his tanned shoulders and walked with her down the pier that seperated a bunch of shops from the beach. He could just hear the lecture in his ears from rav about being an irresponsible parent and falling asleep when he should have been keeping a closer eye on his daughter. Frankly he didnt give a ****. She didnt have any room to call him irresponsible.
Dinner that night was a pretty tense. the only sounds that animated the couple was the sound of the cutlery scrapping the plates. Rav stood up silently and put the dishes in the sink as she then went to get her work uniform on. Rob cleared the rest of the table and wondered if he should have said something to her. Rob quickly checked on the twins and Fribby in the living room before he set to do dishes. As Rav was leaving, she said she loved him and would see him when she got home. Once again it felt like robs heart was being ripped apart from the inside out. He tried to return her sentiments with as much sincerity as he could muster. The door closed and Rob turned to the pile of dishes that faced him. This time the doorbell rang. Rob sighed, thinking Rav must have forgotten her keys, he dropped the plate back in the sink and went to dry his hands before answering the door. As he opened the door, it was his friend Mike V. One of the guys he knew through the band playing at various clubs, Mike V was a regular to visit the band.
"Hey Mike V!"
"Yo Rob! its been a while."
The two men greeted eachother before Rob let him in.
"I heard your band got signed. I wanted to offer my personal congrats. this is awesome dude."
"yeah......."
Rob muttered half-heartedly as Mike V sat down on the couch. Fribby crawled away from his as fast as his legs would go.
"Wow, you got quite a brood here. I cant say much, I got two little girls myself."
Mike V smiled down at one of the twins that came crawling up to him. Mike V could tell that something was up with rob. Rob was his best friend after all, so how could he not know? After a few moments of silence with the power rangers playing on the TV, mike v finally asked about rob.
"i'm alright its just..."
Rob then explained to his friend about what had happened. Mike V was in disbelief. he just shook his head soundlessly.
"dude have you said anything to her about it?"
Mike V asked. Rob shook his head.
"You have to talk to her about it. Maybe it was just a misunderstanding or something, just dont leave it for too long or it could be a serious problem."
Rob nodded. Mike made it sound so easy to do. But for him it would be hard as ****. mike said he had to catch a plane to a skateboarding demo out in Iowa and that he just wanted to drop by to see his best friend before he left.
"dont worry dude. Things could be worse."
"Like how?"
"you could have had to raise them by yourself from day one."
Mike had a point, rob decided. He waved his friend off and the returned to the dishes. As rob was up to his arms in suds, he got a sudden idea. if they did do what he thought they did, theres no way in **** that they'd use a condom and so she'd probably get pregnant. If so, thats when he'd deal with it, not a moment before.
Rob was falling asleep by the time Rav got home. He returned her greeting with more venom then he truly intended. Rav gave him a cold look before heading off to bed. Rob muttered something about some work for a class andshook his head as he took his recumbant position on the couch downstairs in his 'office'. He stared up at the ceiling of his office. He was confused beyond belief right about now. Rob sighed and leaned his head back before unconciousness over took him. The next few days consisteded of him getting up, checking on the twins and fribby, eating something, working on his classes, eating lunch, doing some more school work, going to work, comming home and then depending on teh day, playing drums or doing more school work before going to bed once more so the day could repeat all over again. Rob started the process again. He went upstairs and checked on the twins and fribby. Mel squealed happily as she made an attempt to stand. It was one thing about the morning that rob actualy looked forward to. With his mom's voice ringing in his ears, Rob kissed his youngest born on the top of the head as he took her hands and helped her stand up strait. With her tiny feet ontop of his, he walked with her around the room. Her happy squeals woke fribby and Sarah. Fribby growled good morning at rob, who hugged his son. Rob picked sarah up and placed her in the play pen after giving his middle daughter a kiss on the top of her head. Rob then headed into the kitchen where rav looked like ****. She muttered something about not feeling well and she had to call in sick from work. Rob nodded as if he was listening. Rob went back down stairs and started to scratch away with his pen on a note pad. He held his head in his hands as he tried to make some sense of the book that he was reading. Rob gave a frustrated growl as he scratched out a row of numbers and rewrote the original problem he was working with. time seemed to drag on its heels as he then started on a new problem in his book. Rob scratched out another row. This would have been much easier if he could have had someone teaching him rather then teaching himself. After the fifth time of scratching out yet another row of numbers, rob stood up exasperated and walked over to the CD player. After pushing a couple of buttons, his idol, Phil Collins, came over the speakers and soon had a calming effect on his nerves. Rob took a deep breath and slowly went over a rythem that he played often on the drums when ever he had much on his mind. The familiar beat rang in his ears like a heart beat, almost as intoxicating as a drug. Around lunch time, rob got a phone call from Mike who was in the studio again.
"Dude, whats up?"
"not too much mikey boy. whats up?"
'Think you can come in when your done with your shift? we got some new stuff for ya."
"aww dude! thats like so sweet. I gotta like get the kids when im done with my shift though, Rav's not feeling too good."
"Too bad. The twins and fribby are always welcome to hang with us."
"Thats what I was like afraid of."
"Come on man, your family, so that makes them family too."
"You guys are like the worst influence on them. I swear Joe's like gonna corrupt them or something. Chesters like the last person I'd want near them."
"Harsh dude. but you sound a bit down. wanna tell me whats wrong?"
"Naw....its all good. But I'll like be there when I can."
"Peace out."
"see ya."
Rob put the phone down back into its reciever. He checked on rav, who was asleep on the couch, looking slightly pale. He then checked on Fribby and the twins, in the play pen. Fribby was playing with sarah and Mel was sleeping through all the ruckus that they were making as they played around her. Rob's frown seemed to lighten up a little as he marveled at how she could sleep through just about anything. She was just like him in so many ways, it had him in awe. Rob turned the shower on as hot as he could stand it. He stripped down and stepped under the pounding monsoon. He prefered to have it at a speed at which paint could have been stripped off, but hed deal with this.
It was right after lunch, Robs stomache was full and the warmth of the sun made him drowsey. he laid down on the blanket as the cool breeze blew over the sand. He fel asleep with mel playing in the sand next to him. after about five minutes, Rob's eyes snapped open at the sound of mel's scream. She was bawling her eyes out as a **** had attatched its self to her hand. Rob jumped up and pried the crab off of her hand. With a quick move, he chucked the crab back into the ocean. He turned her tiny hand over and over in his hand, checking for scratches or broken bones. Mel hiccuped and sniffed as Rob kissed it.
"Feel better?"
Mel squealed happily again as she jumped up in his arms. Rob chuckeled as he then gathered up the beach stuff and put it back in the bag. After putting the stuff in the car, Rob pulled mel up onto his tanned shoulders and walked with her down the pier that seperated a bunch of shops from the beach. He could just hear the lecture in his ears from rav about being an irresponsible parent and falling asleep when he should have been keeping a closer eye on his daughter. Frankly he didnt give a ****. She didnt have any room to call him irresponsible.
Dinner that night was a pretty tense. the only sounds that animated the couple was the sound of the cutlery scrapping the plates. Rav stood up silently and put the dishes in the sink as she then went to get her work uniform on. Rob cleared the rest of the table and wondered if he should have said something to her. Rob quickly checked on the twins and Fribby in the living room before he set to do dishes. As Rav was leaving, she said she loved him and would see him when she got home. Once again it felt like robs heart was being ripped apart from the inside out. He tried to return her sentiments with as much sincerity as he could muster. The door closed and Rob turned to the pile of dishes that faced him. This time the doorbell rang. Rob sighed, thinking Rav must have forgotten her keys, he dropped the plate back in the sink and went to dry his hands before answering the door. As he opened the door, it was his friend Mike V. One of the guys he knew through the band playing at various clubs, Mike V was a regular to visit the band.
"Hey Mike V!"
"Yo Rob! its been a while."
The two men greeted eachother before Rob let him in.
"I heard your band got signed. I wanted to offer my personal congrats. this is awesome dude."
"yeah......."
Rob muttered half-heartedly as Mike V sat down on the couch. Fribby crawled away from his as fast as his legs would go.
"Wow, you got quite a brood here. I cant say much, I got two little girls myself."
Mike V smiled down at one of the twins that came crawling up to him. Mike V could tell that something was up with rob. Rob was his best friend after all, so how could he not know? After a few moments of silence with the power rangers playing on the TV, mike v finally asked about rob.
"i'm alright its just..."
Rob then explained to his friend about what had happened. Mike V was in disbelief. he just shook his head soundlessly.
"dude have you said anything to her about it?"
Mike V asked. Rob shook his head.
"You have to talk to her about it. Maybe it was just a misunderstanding or something, just dont leave it for too long or it could be a serious problem."
Rob nodded. Mike made it sound so easy to do. But for him it would be hard as ****. mike said he had to catch a plane to a skateboarding demo out in Iowa and that he just wanted to drop by to see his best friend before he left.
"dont worry dude. Things could be worse."
"Like how?"
"you could have had to raise them by yourself from day one."
Mike had a point, rob decided. He waved his friend off and the returned to the dishes. As rob was up to his arms in suds, he got a sudden idea. if they did do what he thought they did, theres no way in **** that they'd use a condom and so she'd probably get pregnant. If so, thats when he'd deal with it, not a moment before.
Rob was falling asleep by the time Rav got home. He returned her greeting with more venom then he truly intended. Rav gave him a cold look before heading off to bed. Rob muttered something about some work for a class andshook his head as he took his recumbant position on the couch downstairs in his 'office'. He stared up at the ceiling of his office. He was confused beyond belief right about now. Rob sighed and leaned his head back before unconciousness over took him. The next few days consisteded of him getting up, checking on the twins and fribby, eating something, working on his classes, eating lunch, doing some more school work, going to work, comming home and then depending on teh day, playing drums or doing more school work before going to bed once more so the day could repeat all over again. Rob started the process again. He went upstairs and checked on the twins and fribby. Mel squealed happily as she made an attempt to stand. It was one thing about the morning that rob actualy looked forward to. With his mom's voice ringing in his ears, Rob kissed his youngest born on the top of the head as he took her hands and helped her stand up strait. With her tiny feet ontop of his, he walked with her around the room. Her happy squeals woke fribby and Sarah. Fribby growled good morning at rob, who hugged his son. Rob picked sarah up and placed her in the play pen after giving his middle daughter a kiss on the top of her head. Rob then headed into the kitchen where rav looked like ****. She muttered something about not feeling well and she had to call in sick from work. Rob nodded as if he was listening. Rob went back down stairs and started to scratch away with his pen on a note pad. He held his head in his hands as he tried to make some sense of the book that he was reading. Rob gave a frustrated growl as he scratched out a row of numbers and rewrote the original problem he was working with. time seemed to drag on its heels as he then started on a new problem in his book. Rob scratched out another row. This would have been much easier if he could have had someone teaching him rather then teaching himself. After the fifth time of scratching out yet another row of numbers, rob stood up exasperated and walked over to the CD player. After pushing a couple of buttons, his idol, Phil Collins, came over the speakers and soon had a calming effect on his nerves. Rob took a deep breath and slowly went over a rythem that he played often on the drums when ever he had much on his mind. The familiar beat rang in his ears like a heart beat, almost as intoxicating as a drug. Around lunch time, rob got a phone call from Mike who was in the studio again.
"Dude, whats up?"
"not too much mikey boy. whats up?"
'Think you can come in when your done with your shift? we got some new stuff for ya."
"aww dude! thats like so sweet. I gotta like get the kids when im done with my shift though, Rav's not feeling too good."
"Too bad. The twins and fribby are always welcome to hang with us."
"Thats what I was like afraid of."
"Come on man, your family, so that makes them family too."
"You guys are like the worst influence on them. I swear Joe's like gonna corrupt them or something. Chesters like the last person I'd want near them."
"Harsh dude. but you sound a bit down. wanna tell me whats wrong?"
"Naw....its all good. But I'll like be there when I can."
"Peace out."
"see ya."
Rob put the phone down back into its reciever. He checked on rav, who was asleep on the couch, looking slightly pale. He then checked on Fribby and the twins, in the play pen. Fribby was playing with sarah and Mel was sleeping through all the ruckus that they were making as they played around her. Rob's frown seemed to lighten up a little as he marveled at how she could sleep through just about anything. She was just like him in so many ways, it had him in awe. Rob turned the shower on as hot as he could stand it. He stripped down and stepped under the pounding monsoon. He prefered to have it at a speed at which paint could have been stripped off, but hed deal with this.
Pheonix791989
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i was got for cusin at this girl who was ******* at me for stepping in front of her and I didnt take it lying down. then in the assistant principals office, she hit me in the chest and I slugged her across the face. The AP called that ensuing a riot and I called him a jerk off. then when he gave me the suspension and then let the other girl off free, I called him a communist ******* that needed to get his head out of his ***. that got me the detention too. ive been a busy kid. the funny part is my dad chewed him out so now no suspension. n_n
Pheonix791989
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ah well she ended up with a broken cheek bone and whiplash so im happy for the most part
Pheonix791989
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**** strait. you have any requests for the next chapter?
Ravynlee
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OMG - speechless!
Lovin' it! LOVIN' IT!
More, more, more... *trying to incite a riot of one*
Hehe - you and fighting... what's up with that? No, standing up for what you believe in is all good, great actually, but still... you may wanna look at ways of getting your point across in a less than abrasive manner. Maybe your ADHD has something to do with that. Oh well, can't blame you for it... if people ask for an ***-whoopin' then that's what they should get. Power to the people, 'eh?
As for the update - you know I adore it. I'd been heartbroken for the last few days (felt longer) that you hadn't updated for a bit. Man, now I am stoked, triple stoked. It's a huge update - so I am thrilled.
Can't wait for more.
*hugs*
-Rav
BTW: Viking, where's yours??? Eagerly awaiting this installment from anothers POV!
Lovin' it! LOVIN' IT!
More, more, more... *trying to incite a riot of one*
Hehe - you and fighting... what's up with that? No, standing up for what you believe in is all good, great actually, but still... you may wanna look at ways of getting your point across in a less than abrasive manner. Maybe your ADHD has something to do with that. Oh well, can't blame you for it... if people ask for an ***-whoopin' then that's what they should get. Power to the people, 'eh?
As for the update - you know I adore it. I'd been heartbroken for the last few days (felt longer) that you hadn't updated for a bit. Man, now I am stoked, triple stoked. It's a huge update - so I am thrilled.
Can't wait for more.
*hugs*
-Rav
BTW: Viking, where's yours??? Eagerly awaiting this installment from anothers POV!
Pheonix791989
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aww poor fribby. heres my update. srry it isnt up as soon as I wanted it but ive been hanging out with my BF alot durring lunch
Rav was screaming at him at the top of her lungs when he got home. screeching like a siren about him being so lackadesial about his parental duties. Rob ignored her and put the twins to bed in their crib and fribby down in his bed.
"*** **** it rob what the **** is your problem?! Stop moping around and get off your lazy ***!!"
"Dont ******* start with me Ravyn!"
Rob growled already almost at the end of his string.
"Get your head out of your **** *** and stop chasing your **** dreams!"
"**** that! Youre the one who told me to play!"
"Like ****! you should have married you **** drumset! The only time you ever lift a finger to do anything around here is if I say something!"
"Crazy *****! what the **** are you on?! Didnt you notice me doing all of your **** and taking care of this whole **** house when your over there playing sick?"
Rav was seething as she smacked him across the face.
"******* dont you ever talk to me like that!"
"Screw this! I'm not gonna take it....."
A soft cry interupted the fight. Mel was softly crying as she looked at Rob with her big brown eyes. Rob snorted his breaths, almost out of it from close to four hours of strait drumming and then another three after a five minute water and feeding break. he picked up his youngest and held her close to his chest where her tiny fists clinched onto his shirt. Rob bounced her in his arms as he tried to calm her down. Rav's jaw was clintched as tightly as her fists. Just the sight of her own daughter perfering her father over her was enough to make Rav want to puke.
"Just get the **** out of here! Go back to your dear susan!"
Rav spat, her voice full of spite. If rob didnt have mel in his hands, he would have out right slugged her.
"You have no right to question my loyalities Ravyn! You want me out fine!"
he shouted at the top of his lungs. He pushed around her with mel still in his arms and grabbed his hat and keys before storming out the door. It slammed behind him as mel hiccuped and sniffed. It was almost as if she could tell that something was up.
"Dont you walk out on me with her!!!!!"
Rav screamed from the balcony of the appartment that they lived in. Rob put Mel in the car seat as the man that lived beside them in the apartment shouted obsceneties at him from the other side of the place they lived. Rob flipped him off before pulling out of the lot. Rob couldnt think of any place to go. The daiper bag was still in the back seat where Rob had thrown it before comming home from the studio. He pulled over to see a pay phone. He fished for some change in the middle console before checking mel to make sure she was alright. He dialed the first person who came to his mind. The only other person who could get Mel to smile, the bands almost red-headed bassist that mel had taken a great liking to. Daves tired voice answered the phone.
"Hello?"
"Hey, dave, its rob."
"Yo dude its like almost midnight. whats up?"
"Can Mel and I crash at your place? Rav's wound up."
Dave sighed at the words, knowing all too well what was going on with out there being much said.
"Alright, we got a spare bedroom but no crib mind you. I dont need to be kept up all night."
"Dont worry about Mel, as long as I'm there its all good."
"See you in a few dude."
"thanks dave."
Rob hung up the phone and quickly gave mel a kiss on the head before driving off in the direction of daves house. Dave greeted him at the door.
"You know where the room is. Hey mel."
Dave ruffeled Mels dark brown hair as rob stepped in with the daiperbag over the other shoulder.
"Bro I cant like thank you enough. Rav's on the warpath."
Dave chuckeled as he led rob to the room where he put some extra pillows on the bed.
"Theres always a place for you here man. your like my brother."
Dave chuckeled before giving the younger man a pat on the back. Rob smirked before setting mel down. She gave a greeting squeal to dave. Dave ruffeled the babies hair.
"daddy."
Mel squeaked out before crawling over towards him on the bed. Rob gave her a half smile. As he changed shirts for the one in the daiper bag, He couldnt help but worry about the other two of his children. Rav was just being a *****. He had his dream, once the band finished recording, they'd have it made. Everything would be alright and they could live like they wanted to. He shook his head as Mel was already asleep on her stomache. ****, he didnt know why he bothered to even worry about Ravyn. All it ever was was just another head ache. He sank into the stupidor of the quietness of daves house. It was a drastic change from the constant yelling and screeming and assorted comotion that went on in that little appartment.
Rav was screaming at him at the top of her lungs when he got home. screeching like a siren about him being so lackadesial about his parental duties. Rob ignored her and put the twins to bed in their crib and fribby down in his bed.
"*** **** it rob what the **** is your problem?! Stop moping around and get off your lazy ***!!"
"Dont ******* start with me Ravyn!"
Rob growled already almost at the end of his string.
"Get your head out of your **** *** and stop chasing your **** dreams!"
"**** that! Youre the one who told me to play!"
"Like ****! you should have married you **** drumset! The only time you ever lift a finger to do anything around here is if I say something!"
"Crazy *****! what the **** are you on?! Didnt you notice me doing all of your **** and taking care of this whole **** house when your over there playing sick?"
Rav was seething as she smacked him across the face.
"******* dont you ever talk to me like that!"
"Screw this! I'm not gonna take it....."
A soft cry interupted the fight. Mel was softly crying as she looked at Rob with her big brown eyes. Rob snorted his breaths, almost out of it from close to four hours of strait drumming and then another three after a five minute water and feeding break. he picked up his youngest and held her close to his chest where her tiny fists clinched onto his shirt. Rob bounced her in his arms as he tried to calm her down. Rav's jaw was clintched as tightly as her fists. Just the sight of her own daughter perfering her father over her was enough to make Rav want to puke.
"Just get the **** out of here! Go back to your dear susan!"
Rav spat, her voice full of spite. If rob didnt have mel in his hands, he would have out right slugged her.
"You have no right to question my loyalities Ravyn! You want me out fine!"
he shouted at the top of his lungs. He pushed around her with mel still in his arms and grabbed his hat and keys before storming out the door. It slammed behind him as mel hiccuped and sniffed. It was almost as if she could tell that something was up.
"Dont you walk out on me with her!!!!!"
Rav screamed from the balcony of the appartment that they lived in. Rob put Mel in the car seat as the man that lived beside them in the apartment shouted obsceneties at him from the other side of the place they lived. Rob flipped him off before pulling out of the lot. Rob couldnt think of any place to go. The daiper bag was still in the back seat where Rob had thrown it before comming home from the studio. He pulled over to see a pay phone. He fished for some change in the middle console before checking mel to make sure she was alright. He dialed the first person who came to his mind. The only other person who could get Mel to smile, the bands almost red-headed bassist that mel had taken a great liking to. Daves tired voice answered the phone.
"Hello?"
"Hey, dave, its rob."
"Yo dude its like almost midnight. whats up?"
"Can Mel and I crash at your place? Rav's wound up."
Dave sighed at the words, knowing all too well what was going on with out there being much said.
"Alright, we got a spare bedroom but no crib mind you. I dont need to be kept up all night."
"Dont worry about Mel, as long as I'm there its all good."
"See you in a few dude."
"thanks dave."
Rob hung up the phone and quickly gave mel a kiss on the head before driving off in the direction of daves house. Dave greeted him at the door.
"You know where the room is. Hey mel."
Dave ruffeled Mels dark brown hair as rob stepped in with the daiperbag over the other shoulder.
"Bro I cant like thank you enough. Rav's on the warpath."
Dave chuckeled as he led rob to the room where he put some extra pillows on the bed.
"Theres always a place for you here man. your like my brother."
Dave chuckeled before giving the younger man a pat on the back. Rob smirked before setting mel down. She gave a greeting squeal to dave. Dave ruffeled the babies hair.
"daddy."
Mel squeaked out before crawling over towards him on the bed. Rob gave her a half smile. As he changed shirts for the one in the daiper bag, He couldnt help but worry about the other two of his children. Rav was just being a *****. He had his dream, once the band finished recording, they'd have it made. Everything would be alright and they could live like they wanted to. He shook his head as Mel was already asleep on her stomache. ****, he didnt know why he bothered to even worry about Ravyn. All it ever was was just another head ache. He sank into the stupidor of the quietness of daves house. It was a drastic change from the constant yelling and screeming and assorted comotion that went on in that little appartment.