Is she worth all this pain?

DarkShadow

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Well chelsea still hasn't talked to abby...But She said she'll try to talk to her ASAP. I really hope this works....but it probably wont...but it's worth a try...Kalie says that it might work because chelsea's awesome and could probably pull this off for me...Kalie would talk to abby, but abby hates kalie for some reason...Abby probably will say no since I'm a freak...But there's three months of school left, so abby and I might have a chance, however, I doubt it...three months doesn mean ****...if she doesn't like me she's not gonna go out with me. I really hope things turn out good, but I really doubt that they will. =/ I had a dream about Abby and I last night....we were sitting on the beach watching a sunset....cuddling and holding hands...whispering "I love you" in eachother's ears....but I know that would never happen....ugh I love her so much...my friend Marett still doesn't think I love her, but I know I do and it's kinda obvious from reading this thread isn't it? I mean, if Abby and I hook up, I'll be the happiest man alive!
 

shirakawa_otori

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I'm rooting for you, it'd be great if things between you and her worked out. I don«t know if your friend talking to her would change her mind, but I hope so. If she doesn't change her mind, then you should do what angelwithburntwings said. Still be a friend, but gradually drift away from her so that when you separate it won't be so hard. Best of lucks for you! *fingers crossed*
 

DarkShadow

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Thanks. Currently I can't stop thinking about her...I just keep daydreaming of me and her cuddling on the beach during sunset, or her walking towards me down the aisle at our wedding....I keep thinking that me and her are going to get married and I'm thinking of how we would spend our lives together...I keep thinking of us laying in bed together, telling eachother "goodnight, I love you"...I keep thinking of us sharing a romantic moment on our anneversary, all candlelit with roses everywhere (her middle name is rose), and us just holding hands and her leaning on my shoulder....I wish these dreams would come true...I wish things between she and I could get together...I wish she would open her eyes and realize that I'm the right guy for her...
 

GhostX

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Call me an ******* if you will..

But you're fed up. I can't say nothing more. Get over her. GROW UP!

Signed,

YOUR 24/7 ******* JAY!

 

DarkShadow

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I have two words in response to that.

**** you.

I'm going to earn $60 somehow, and name a star for Abby....I found the site for the international star registry.

 

GhostX

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Then don't post your problems. I "incourage" YOU once. You keep it going. "helloooo? does no one care anymore?" GET A ******* LIFE! Jesus ******* christ.
 

GhostX

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not my problem apparently, you need to get off the internet. Get a life, stop stalking the girl. After reading all this thread (yes, I wasted my time), anywho... She obviously dosn't want to be with you. LET HER BE!
 

DarkShadow

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Dude She's My ****** Friend....i'm Not Stalking Her...get Your Facts ******* Straight Before You Start Assuming ****....you'd Better Shut The **** Up Man...i'm Gonna Talk To Atlien About This And See What He Thinks About How You're Treating People...
 

GhostX

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I honestly could careless. Get me banned, stop starting every single word with caps. I don't care, IT IS MY OPINION! IGNORE ME IF YOU DONT LIKE IT!
 

DarkShadow

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A Special World

A special world for you and me

A special bond one cannot see

It wraps us up in its cocoon

And holds us fiercely in its womb.

Its fingers spread like fine spun gold

Gently nestling us to the fold

Like silken thread it holds us fast

Bonds like this are meant to last.

And though at times a thread may break

A new one forms in its wake

To bind us closer and keep us strong

In a special world, where we belong.

--

What is love?

Love is the greatest feeling,

Love is like a play,

Love is what I feel for you,

Each and every day,

Love is like a smile,

Love is like a song,

Love is a great emotion,

That keeps us going strong,

I love you with my heart,

My body and my soul,

I love the way I keep loving,

Like a love I can't control,

So remember when your eyes meet mine,

I love you with all my heart,

And I have poured my entire soul into you,

Right from the very start.

--

Love?

I thought love was just a mirage of the mind,

it's an illusion, it's fake, impossible to find.

But the day I met you, I began to see,

that love is real, and exists in me.

--

For You

For you I would climb

The highest mountain peak

Swim the deepest ocean

Your love I do seek.

For you I would cross

The rivers most wide

Walk the hottest desert sand

To have you by my side.

For you are the one

Who makes me whole

You've captured my heart

And touched my soul.

For you are the one

That stepped out of my dreams

Gave me new hope

Showed me what love means.

For you alone

Are my reason to live

For the compassion you show

And the care that you give.

You came into my life

And made me complete

Each time I see you

My heart skips a beat.

For you define beauty

In both body and mind

Your soft, gentle face

More beauty I'll never find.

For you are the one

*** sent from above

The angel I needed

For whom I do love.

--

You could never understand

I don't think you will

ever fully understand

how you've touched my life

and made me who I am.

I don't think you could ever know

just how truly special you are

that even on the darkest nights

you are my brightest star.

I don't think you will ever fully comprehend

how you've made my dreams come true

or how you've opened my heart

to love and the wonders it can do.

You've allowed me to experience

something very hard to find

unconditional love that exists

in my body, soul, and mind.

I don't think you could ever feel

all the love I have to give

and I'm sure you'll never realize

you've been my will to live.

You are an amazing person

and without you I don't know where I'd be.

Having you in my life

completes and fulfills every part of me.

--




Those are some poems I just wrote about Abby...Should I give them to her, read them to her on the phone, or something of that nature?

 
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