Is she worth all this pain?

[DarkShadow]

This is a convo with my "friend" Adam....I needed Kalie's phone number to talk to her about Abby....here's the convo:

Brizzad413 (6:58:06 PM): do you know Kalie's cell number?

foofighters2552 (6:58:11 PM): no

Brizzad413 (6:58:21 PM): oh...nvm then

foofighters2552 (6:58:49 PM): so whos this chick your tryin to go out wirth

Brizzad413 (6:59:08 PM): im not tryin to go out with any chick

Brizzad413 (6:59:13 PM): im just having problems

foofighters2552 (6:59:26 PM): everyone has problems

Brizzad413 (6:59:56 PM): not like this...

foofighters2552 (7:00:05 PM): i bet6 i have worse

Auto response from Brizzad413 (7:00:05 PM): brb

Brizzad413 (7:02:04 PM): i doubt it

foofighters2552 (7:02:16 PM): tell me

Brizzad413 (7:03:17 PM): why? so you can tell everyone els\e

Brizzad413 (7:03:20 PM): else*

foofighters2552 (7:03:37 PM): if you made me promise i wouldnt tell

Brizzad413 (7:04:03 PM): i dont trust you

Brizzad413 (7:04:16 PM): if you dont tell anyone then you'll make fun of me for it

foofighters2552 (7:04:17 PM): i keep my word ask anyone

Brizzad413 (7:04:34 PM): i dont care....i dont trust anyone besides Kalie with this

Brizzad413 (7:04:39 PM): and she's not going to tell you

foofighters2552 (7:04:49 PM): i didnt think she would

Brizzad413 (7:05:00 PM): dont even try to get her to tell you either

foofighters2552 (7:05:07 PM): if its chick promblems brad none is worse than mine

Brizzad413 (7:05:18 PM): then tell me yours

Brizzad413 (7:05:36 PM): mine has gotten to life or death situation before

foofighters2552 (7:06:28 PM): dont even go to life or death wiith me

foofighters2552 (7:07:35 PM): and with this life or death thing what are you going todo kill yourself

Brizzad413 (7:07:50 PM): no...its not life or death right now

Brizzad413 (7:08:09 PM): but it around the time I got sent home

Brizzad413 (7:08:23 PM): dude...don't think you know everything about me

foofighters2552 (7:08:42 PM): i dont think i do

Brizzad413 (7:09:02 PM): well don't judge me, don't tell me what i think or w/e

foofighters2552 (7:09:04 PM): dont let your past get in your way'

Brizzad413 (7:09:18 PM): im not....my future is whats in my way...as well as my present

foofighters2552 (7:09:22 PM): **** if i did id be in an asylum

Brizzad413 (7:09:30 PM): I would too

Brizzad413 (7:10:02 PM): If anyone knew what all I went through while I was gone.....ooh you wouldn't be trying to **** me off

foofighters2552 (7:10:04 PM): brad there is no such thing as the future there is only present

Brizzad413 (7:10:27 PM): dude....you dont know what is going on with me so just forget it

foofighters2552 (7:10:29 PM): who said i was brad and is that a threat

Brizzad413 (7:10:42 PM): no its not a threat....

Brizzad413 (7:10:57 PM): its a suggestion

Brizzad413 (7:11:17 PM): just leave me alone man....this really isnt the time

foofighters2552 (7:11:24 PM): and what would happen if i didnt take your advice

Brizzad413 (7:12:07 PM): i would get ******...but i wouldnt do anything about it because that would just make my problems worse

foofighters2552 (7:12:40 PM): forget your problems

Brizzad413 (7:12:51 PM): **** you!

foofighters2552 (7:13:04 PM): just a suggestion

Brizzad413 (7:13:22 PM): how can i forget problems when theyre staring me in the face?

Brizzad413 (7:13:33 PM): dude you don't even know what's going on with me so just shut the **** up

foofighters2552 (7:14:00 PM): your right i dont but dont tell me to shut up

Brizzad413 (7:14:07 PM): shut up

Brizzad413 (7:14:13 PM): oooohhh what are you gonna do?

foofighters2552 (7:14:22 PM): what will you do if i dont

Brizzad413 (7:14:58 PM): well I personally would prefer not to get physical, as I would get sent home again.....so I'd just block you

foofighters2552 (7:15:18 PM): i thought you might and brad you wouldnt toch me

Brizzad413 (7:17:17 PM): What makes you so sure about that?

foofighters2552 (7:17:30 PM): id be too quick for you

Brizzad413 (7:17:40 PM): you're just too short

Brizzad413 (7:17:49 PM): and I have a broken arm

foofighters2552 (7:17:52 PM): to my advantage

foofighters2552 (7:18:08 PM): if you didnt have a broken arm you still wouldnt tough me

Brizzad413 (7:18:31 PM): how do you know that/

Brizzad413 (7:18:36 PM): have you ever seen me fight?

foofighters2552 (7:18:55 PM): have you ever seen mee ive taken down bigger guys than youy

Brizzad413 (7:19:32 PM): well isn't that special?

foofighters2552 (7:19:49 PM): no not realy

Brizzad413 (7:21:28 PM): dude just leave me alone

foofighters2552 (7:21:39 PM): you keep talking

Brizzad413 (7:21:51 PM): w/e

Brizzad413 (7:21:52 PM): goodbye

foofighters2552 (7:21:58 PM): ok

 

[lpp]

okay why not tell her how you truely feel about her.

by writting her a love poem and shove it in her locker

 

[DarkShadow]

I've done that

 

[angelwithburntwings]

all i can suggest is try to distance yourself from her, don't call her, try and avoid her at school as best you can... if your not so close when you change schools, it won't be as hard

 

[DarkShadow]

I know...I'm going to try and distance myself from her while still being her friend (if thats even possible)....I just can't let go of her like that....I love her too much

 

[angelwithburntwings]

ok, i spose it was a bit out to ask you to give her up completely like that, but you got the right idea now... just take it slow, and remember, anytime you wanna talk i should be on msn, even though i'm like 6 hours ahead of you and it's 11pm when you come online, but meh, i don't sleep anyways!

 

[DarkShadow]

lol....ok then

 

[DarkShadow]

My friend chelsea is gonna try to hook me and abby up....*crosses fingers* Hopefully this works and my dream will come true...

 

[sum1]

good luck dude!! really!!!!u love her BIG TIME! its the first time i see a guy loves a girl that much! lol! but do u think she desrves all this pain like u said?

 

[DarkShadow]

she doesnt deserve any pain...

 

[LPGotLinkinPark]

What an *******.......What I'm wondering is that if Abby is so perfect, then how come it seems like she doesn't care about you? Everytime you tell her your feelings she's just like whatever, I don't care. How can you still love someone that neglects your feelings towards them like that?

 

[sum1]

THATS EXACTLY WHAT I AM TRYING TO SAY!!!

but i couldnt tell! u know my stupid english >.<

 

[SNiPeRViRuS]

Who is the *******?

 

[twilightcrimson7]

as always, best wishes DS. always keep your options open, and always make your won decisions!

 

[DarkShadow]

GotLinkinPark?']How can you still love someone that neglects your feelings towards them like that?

How can I not love her???

She is my *entire* world....

I can't live without her....

And she's not an *******....next person to say she is gets a foot up their ***.....

My friend Chelsea is trying to hook me and abby up together....so wish me luck there...*crosses fingers*

 

[angelwithburntwings]

best of luck dude

 

[o0SugaxNxSpice0o]

Good luck o_0

 

[DarkShadow]

why confused? This might actually work....i really hope she says yes...

 

[LPGotLinkinPark]

And she's not an *******....next person to say she is gets a foot up their ***.....

I meant that the other guy you were talking to was an *******.

 

[DarkShadow]

what guy? adam? he's cool....he just doesnt understand what I'm going through...