Is she worth all this pain?

[twilightcrimson7]

we all do. But that aint gunna fix it. You ust gotta do what you feel is right

 

[<~DarkShadow~>]

I dont know what I feel is right....

 

[sum1]

send her a massege to her email!!
man!! idunno!im confused too!
i think you dont deserve her u deserve much more better!!

 

[[LP]GotLinkinPark?]

The most important thing you need to do right now is make the decision. Figure out what you do want. It may take some time, that's ok. Just be sure you choose the right one.

 

[<~DarkShadow~>]

How will I know which one is right?

 

[angelwithburntwings]

you will, you'll just know... trust me on this, you will.... you might feel it was the wrong one, but deep down you'll know you were right, and after time you will realise you made the right decision

 

[<~DarkShadow~>]

part of me wants to do it, but another part of me doesnt want to....

I'm scared of what I'll become without her...

 

[angelwithburntwings]

as i said on msn man, it'll hurt, for a long time, i'm not gonna sugar it, cos it will hurt for a long time.... i'm still getting over telling someone i love to get out of my life completely... but once your over all that, you'll be stronger, cos you'll have got over this hard time, we're all here for you, your other mates... keep strong (i know i keep saying it but you need to! )

 

[<~DarkShadow~>]

*gulp* I'll call her tonight....can you...um....give me something to say? Like type up some dialouge of what to tell her so I don't trip up? I'm really freaking out about this...

 

[SNiPeRViRuS]

Just tell her. Be a man, and speak in a bussiness type voice.

 

[[LP]GotLinkinPark?]

Your life will be fine without her. You lived your life before you met Abby and you can do it after she's left too. You will make the right decision. Don't worry.

 

[SNiPeRViRuS]

What she said.

 

[<~DarkShadow~>]

I just tried to call her but no one answered....I'm gonna call back in 30 minutes. Hopefully she'll answer and everything will go as planned....I'm really nervous about this.

 

[SNiPeRViRuS]

Or you could sing :

MARIO LYRICS

Let Me Love You


Mmmm ..... Mmmmm.... Yeah....Mmmmm....Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Mmmm...Yeah....Mmmm..... Yeah, Yeah

[Verse 1:]

Baby I just don't get it
Do you enjoy being hurt?
I know you smelled the perfume, the make-up on his shirt
You don't believe his stories
You know that they're all lies
Bad as you are, you stick around and I just don't know why

If I was ya man (baby you)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I'd be coming home (back to you)
Every night, doin' you right
You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs)
Fistful of diamonds (hand full of rings)
Baby you're a star (I just want to show you, you are)

[Chorus:]

You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you

[Verse 2:]

Listen
Your true beauty's description looks so good that it hurts
You're a dime plus ninety-nine and it's a shame
Don't even know what you're worth
Everywhere you go they stop and stare
Cause you're bad and it shows
From your head to your toes, Out of control, baby you know

If I was ya man (baby you)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I'd be coming home (back to you)
Every night doin' you right
You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs)
Fistful of diamonds (hand full of rings)
Baby you're a star (I just want to show you, you are)

[Chorus:]

You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Ooh Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me....

[Bridge:]

You deserve better girl (you know you deserve better)
We should be together girl (baby)
With me and you it's whatever girl, hey!
So can we make this thing ours?

[Chorus:]

You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you

[repeat til it ends (about 3 times)]

[Mario (talking):]
Let me love you that's all you need baby

 

[<~DarkShadow~>]

You couldn't pay me to sing that to her. That would just make her laugh at me...

 

[SNiPeRViRuS]

But it sorta describes your feelings isnt that right?

 

[<~DarkShadow~>]

in a way....but not exactly.

 

[<~DarkShadow~>]

These lyrics explain what I'm going to tell her...kinda....

It's a song by Demon Hunter. Called "The Gauntlet"

I hold you in like a deep breath.
Feel you like the last beautiful touch before a final rest.
I know i'll see you forever.
I want it painted black and red.
It's so beautiful to me, it's everything i see.
It's so beautiful to me, but it's nothing that i need.
And i can't taste anything less.
Every time i'm forced down.
To be with yourself, take all the blood you want.
But not from here.
It's so beautiful to me, it is everything i see.
It's so beautiful to me, but it's nothing that i need.
Not a hand, not a finger.
This is my home.
I'm dying here.
I hide in the corner.
That look on your face, I'm accustomed to it.

 

[<~DarkShadow~>]

ok...I just wrote a poem about abby....I need you guys to decide whether or not I should read it to her....

Take it Back
I never thought I would feel like this,
Never thought I could.
I didn't know I could cry so much,
Or that I could fall so far from good.
No matter how much I try,
You still have the ability to make me cry.
You have torn my heart,
Left it in tatters.
I never knew I could feel so brusied and battered.

I didn't think it was possible to feel so alone,
Until I let you come in,
And you became my home.
I knew I shouldn't let you see,
All the truths inside of me...
But your smiles and promises made me open up,
And know I am paying for you breaking my trust.
The adage goes "Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me,"
Well I am an old fool.
I knew what would happen,
Yet I told myself, just one more time
Try just once more.

I can't help you with all your problems,
As you are the cause of mine.
Now to shut myself off from feeling pain,
I bleed.
I create pain to keep pain at bay.
All because of you.
So take back every nice thing you did,
All the promises you said.
I don't believe them anymore.
Take back your friendship,
So I can take back myself,
So I can heal.
Take it back.​

 

[[LP]GotLinkinPark?]

Wow. That's a really good poem. And to think that you just wrote that. It's awesome. I think you should read it to her because it's something that explains the situation. And also, you don't have to think on the spot of what to say.