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Ravynlee
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That's okay - advice is one of the few things left in life that's still free. (Until the ****** government finds a way of taxing that too, then all **** will break loose! *cackles*) Ah, its all good as we so oft say, huh?
Well, glad you didn't think I was nagging you or something. I'd hate to cross that proverbial line, so if I ever look like I'm about to, grab me by the ear and yank me back down to earth, okay? Thankies.
Sorry to hear about your mum. Your home life does sound to suck, but as I don't live it I shouldn't be so quick to judge, still... I can see why you want to get out now. Just hope things work out for you. Hope you stay safe and get the stability you need independently. Good luck with that, my friend. Hey, I've got a spare room over here in Australia! *laughs* Wouldn't that be a kick in the teeth - not only leaving your family but the country too! *rolls around on the floor laughing... well, a slight exaggeration, but still...* Nah, it's all good. Just hope, like I said, that things work out for you in the long run. You seem to have a pretty good head on your shoulders so I'm sure you'll manage just fine.
Well... um... not sure what else to say. Just reviewed your story BTW. Awesome - as always.
*squeeze hugs*
You take care, Mel. Feel free to talk to me about whatever you need to if you ever feel the need, okie-dokie?
Take care and TTYL. See you at the usual place, no doubt! XD
-Rav
Well, glad you didn't think I was nagging you or something. I'd hate to cross that proverbial line, so if I ever look like I'm about to, grab me by the ear and yank me back down to earth, okay? Thankies.
Sorry to hear about your mum. Your home life does sound to suck, but as I don't live it I shouldn't be so quick to judge, still... I can see why you want to get out now. Just hope things work out for you. Hope you stay safe and get the stability you need independently. Good luck with that, my friend. Hey, I've got a spare room over here in Australia! *laughs* Wouldn't that be a kick in the teeth - not only leaving your family but the country too! *rolls around on the floor laughing... well, a slight exaggeration, but still...* Nah, it's all good. Just hope, like I said, that things work out for you in the long run. You seem to have a pretty good head on your shoulders so I'm sure you'll manage just fine.
Well... um... not sure what else to say. Just reviewed your story BTW. Awesome - as always.
*squeeze hugs*
You take care, Mel. Feel free to talk to me about whatever you need to if you ever feel the need, okie-dokie?
Take care and TTYL. See you at the usual place, no doubt! XD
-Rav
Pheonix791989
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ahh dont worry about sounding like youre nagging me. I personally welcome it since well, you know I never really had anyone other then my brothers to nag me. But yeah I was planning on doing something like leaving the country when I turned eighteen but hey its only two years off. maybe I'll go to the university of austraila or something. as far as the spare room at your place, do you really think your roof could handle all the drool and the rob-ness and insanity at once? I wouldnt know so yeah( grins like a moron) I am so greatfull for you and fribby and vash and everyone on here. You guys are like my extended family.
Fribby, its all good, there was no way you could have known. Its hard to live with out such an influential person in your life trust me. But if that didnt happen I wouldnt have discovered LP and I wouldnt be here on LPF (Id prolly would have eventually but who knows -_-)
I'm only going to be in school for a little while tomorrow since its a half a day and my dad and stepmom have to go to duraham for something, theyre dragging us all along. The only thing that rocks about it is that I get about 20 bucks to spend on what ever. I'm prolly gonna save it and use it for LPU or something like that. either that or a nightmare before christmas stocking. well I guess thats enough ranting for today, I'm starting to get like Rav XD (ben franklin said that one apple spoils the whole lot) peace and have a happy christmas
phi
Fribby, its all good, there was no way you could have known. Its hard to live with out such an influential person in your life trust me. But if that didnt happen I wouldnt have discovered LP and I wouldnt be here on LPF (Id prolly would have eventually but who knows -_-)
I'm only going to be in school for a little while tomorrow since its a half a day and my dad and stepmom have to go to duraham for something, theyre dragging us all along. The only thing that rocks about it is that I get about 20 bucks to spend on what ever. I'm prolly gonna save it and use it for LPU or something like that. either that or a nightmare before christmas stocking. well I guess thats enough ranting for today, I'm starting to get like Rav XD (ben franklin said that one apple spoils the whole lot) peace and have a happy christmas
phi
Pheonix791989
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i actually had a decent day today. yesterday I was just in shock because of what happened. This guy I like named Jack asked me out and I said yes. he's a pretty outgoing and loud guy while I'm pretty quiet and reserved. My french teacher caught us passing notes in class, read them out loud and then almost fainted (rolls with laughter) She looked like she saw the ****** ghost of christmas. She then said that she wishes me the best of luck with Jack. I mean come on he's a great guy and yeah he is hilarious. I mean he's the only guy that can make German and French sound like its some sort of l33t thing. I swear he's pretty much like a mini version of chester with out the potty mouth.
my dad and I actually got through the whole day with out fighting for once and it was really nice. He's even letting me go out tonight with jack. I also got my gamecube back today. which was nice so I'm playing resident evil four untill I get too scared. well im outta here
phi
my dad and I actually got through the whole day with out fighting for once and it was really nice. He's even letting me go out tonight with jack. I also got my gamecube back today. which was nice so I'm playing resident evil four untill I get too scared. well im outta here
phi
Ravynlee
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Hey Mel,
Things sound better for you today - glad to hear. Godd to hear about Jack too - ('Like chester without the potty mouth' - that cracked me up! Doesn't look like him too, does he?!? *raises a brow curiously*) Anyways, best of luck there.
As for starting to get like me? Hm. Well, if I have to pass the mantle on at any point I'll know it's in capable hands.
Glad to hear you and your dad are getting on at the moment, would certainly make life a little more endurable. Sweet.
*hugs*
Take care, hon. Talk again.
-Rav
Things sound better for you today - glad to hear. Godd to hear about Jack too - ('Like chester without the potty mouth' - that cracked me up! Doesn't look like him too, does he?!? *raises a brow curiously*) Anyways, best of luck there.
As for starting to get like me? Hm. Well, if I have to pass the mantle on at any point I'll know it's in capable hands.
Glad to hear you and your dad are getting on at the moment, would certainly make life a little more endurable. Sweet.
*hugs*
Take care, hon. Talk again.
-Rav
Pheonix791989
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XD siggy u always make my day. my dad gave me my gamecube back and I just finished the Berlin level, now I'm in good old OZ with a character that looks like Rob. Hey rav, you wouldnt happen to be around there would you? XD.
as far as jack goes, no he dosent look like chester but he acts like him and he looks like a mini soccer playing, stick thin, jock type version thing. I can bet you anything when my dad meets him, my dads gonna faint. but hey its all good.
I finished all my christmas shopping and writing the cards. but i ended up in another fight with my dad. we were arguing about music and LP was a prime topic. He is just so urggg. ah well cant win em all.
as far as jack goes, no he dosent look like chester but he acts like him and he looks like a mini soccer playing, stick thin, jock type version thing. I can bet you anything when my dad meets him, my dads gonna faint. but hey its all good.
I finished all my christmas shopping and writing the cards. but i ended up in another fight with my dad. we were arguing about music and LP was a prime topic. He is just so urggg. ah well cant win em all.
Pheonix791989
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im bored today. I have to watch my sisters, play RE4 and talk to jack on the internet and phone. My dad and stepmom's at work. I guess I can saftly wrap their christmas presents. my dad has to work christmas day so he has friday and saturday off. My brothers wont come in from LA untill later this week and its gonna be really sad since my oldest brother is dead and it will be my first christmas with my step mom. I dont have anything against her its just that she isnt my real mom and she can never replace my real mom. Thats what my dad thinks, he thinks I need a replacement mom that will keep me out of the trouble that I've been getting into for the past couple of years. (frowns) Its just well, I feel that I need someone to listen to me and to understand how I feel and will listen to me rant and rav about how I feel. My stepmom dosent do that. She just gives you a slap on the wrist if you do something wrong or she grounds you untill further notice. I can be the first to tell you that its extreamly anoying. Right now my littlest sister is watching the very first anime movie that my mom bought me and that I saw. its called "My Neighbor Totoro". I watched it in french class last year except it was in french. I reccomend any one watch it. Brings back good memories. One year when I was five, me, my dad, and my mom dressed up as totoros. my dad was the big grey one, my mom was the medium blue one and I was the little white one with a leaf on its head. (first home made costume my brothers went as ninjas of course) but hey I guess I'll live.
Pheonix791989
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I have to say that yesterday was an extreamly productive day. lets see, I crushed a poliece car with the huge head of a koala, threw some shrimp at a life gaurd, hooked a man up by his pants since he was anoying the locals, beverbashed some construction workers, threw tomatoes at a bull who broke loose and chased after a mime. then I went to a christmas party with Jack. it was pretty cool. They had a Super Smash Brothers Meelee tournament. I won hands down. it was extreamly fun. The prize was a gift card to get two new games. I'll prolly use it after christmas. Its pretty cool all the guys were suprised that a girl beat them in videogames. hahaha But it was nice to spend time with Jack.
im outta here
phi
im outta here
phi
Ravynlee
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Man, in comparrison to that I feel my day's have been so bland that I'm just not gonna say anything about 'em! *meh* But yours certainly sounds exciting - if not... um... well, weird, really. Man, your ranting psychobabble brings a nostalgic tear to my eye - could be the smell of my feet (just got off work) or it could be pride. Ah, you remind me of me. No wait - is that an insult? Not intended as one... but it's highly, neigh, HIGHLY amusing to read a post by someone else that makes me go - 'my ***, sounds like something I'd say! How weird! And here I was thinking I was an alien on this planet... maybe everyone else are aliens... hmmm... too deep, need to come up for air... *gasp*
Mel - lay off the Red Bull. *laughs* In fact, maybe that should go for the both of us. F#@k you Bourdie. It's your fault, somehow. The Red Bull lastnight is what did it... (ahhh, memories of a trip I never took to a place I've never seen with a man I've never met with a daughter I don't actually have for reasons I no longer remember... what bliss!) *laughs again*
But anyway, *ahem* glad you kicked proverbial @$$ and beat the guys. Love that. Would've loved to have seen that. And the Jack-moments are just... awww... priceless. <3 Young love is so grand - aparently. I'm old and senile and far too sceptical in nature to believe such a thing exists let alone relish in the overblown grandiosity of it (love is like Christmas, costly, stressful and... well, anyway... it just is dagnammit! Buh humbug! XD) but the fact you're in love and enjoying it makes me want to believe in being more open minded about an otherwise farcical equasion. *rolls eyes*
Hmmm. Um... think I oughta shut up now. Riiiiiiite.
*hugs*
Well, sounds like things are better now than they were for you the other day. Hope things stay well for ya. I'm sure they will. I have faith - in all the wrong things really. *dreamy sigh*
Take care and talk again soon.
-Rav
Edit - ewww - and this was post number 666 for me. That proves I'm nuts. I've gone all antichrist like... I'm possessed and speaking in tongues (or just plain speaking sh*t, as usual) And it only took me this long to figure that out. I'm fast. *rolls eyes again*
Idjit.
Mel - lay off the Red Bull. *laughs* In fact, maybe that should go for the both of us. F#@k you Bourdie. It's your fault, somehow. The Red Bull lastnight is what did it... (ahhh, memories of a trip I never took to a place I've never seen with a man I've never met with a daughter I don't actually have for reasons I no longer remember... what bliss!) *laughs again*
But anyway, *ahem* glad you kicked proverbial @$$ and beat the guys. Love that. Would've loved to have seen that. And the Jack-moments are just... awww... priceless. <3 Young love is so grand - aparently. I'm old and senile and far too sceptical in nature to believe such a thing exists let alone relish in the overblown grandiosity of it (love is like Christmas, costly, stressful and... well, anyway... it just is dagnammit! Buh humbug! XD) but the fact you're in love and enjoying it makes me want to believe in being more open minded about an otherwise farcical equasion. *rolls eyes*
Hmmm. Um... think I oughta shut up now. Riiiiiiite.
*hugs*
Well, sounds like things are better now than they were for you the other day. Hope things stay well for ya. I'm sure they will. I have faith - in all the wrong things really. *dreamy sigh*
Take care and talk again soon.
-Rav
Edit - ewww - and this was post number 666 for me. That proves I'm nuts. I've gone all antichrist like... I'm possessed and speaking in tongues (or just plain speaking sh*t, as usual) And it only took me this long to figure that out. I'm fast. *rolls eyes again*
Idjit.
Pheonix791989
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I was at post 666 at one point. I still pretty bored. hmm what have I done so far.... well I climbed up some buildings and used some spraypaints I created a really nice picture, got arrested for indecent exposeur/ distruction of public property/ and double parking and I got let off for a warnin with that. Funnily enough I dont drive yet and I was skateboarding but officer warrens dosent like me. we've met on other accounts of so called distruction of public property by skateboarding. What was extreamly ironic was that I was skateboarding and Warrens didnt get me for it. thats a first. Went to the parking lot and skated. Went to sound check with Shawn and Ken (they're two guys who are friends of my late brother who are in a band and need a drummer) I talked to jack while I waited around.
I'm about to kill my little sister, she is so anoying and thinks that she can get me over with blackmail. HAHAHA (laughs like bam margera!) fat chance for that one. Jack's given me a new nickname so its pretty cool , dose the name sally ring a bell? think nightmare before christmas. I'm playing a gig tonight but im not as nervous as the very first time I played and there are suposed to be more people. We're opening up for a really big local band called the answers. they rock. maybe one day I'll be as good of a drummer as Rob is (-_- year riiight not in a million years)
well im outta here
phi
I'm about to kill my little sister, she is so anoying and thinks that she can get me over with blackmail. HAHAHA (laughs like bam margera!) fat chance for that one. Jack's given me a new nickname so its pretty cool , dose the name sally ring a bell? think nightmare before christmas. I'm playing a gig tonight but im not as nervous as the very first time I played and there are suposed to be more people. We're opening up for a really big local band called the answers. they rock. maybe one day I'll be as good of a drummer as Rob is (-_- year riiight not in a million years)
well im outta here
phi
Ravynlee
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Not good about the charges - but the gig sounds sweet!
As for playing like Rob? He's been playing drums almost as long as you've been alive so I'm assuming with a few more years under your belt you can be. Anything's possible I suppose. I have full faith in you. So does someone else in order to have you performing on stage, so I can't be the only one who thinks so, right? If you sucked you'd be looking for gigs, not playing them. *nods knowingly*
Anyhoo, stay safe. As for your sister... *meh* Set her up then blackmail her back. Fight fire with fire I say. *evil grin*
Take care. Talk again soon. *tackle hugs* (read that somewhere before, seems like the thing to do in this situation!)
-Rav
As for playing like Rob? He's been playing drums almost as long as you've been alive so I'm assuming with a few more years under your belt you can be. Anything's possible I suppose. I have full faith in you. So does someone else in order to have you performing on stage, so I can't be the only one who thinks so, right? If you sucked you'd be looking for gigs, not playing them. *nods knowingly*
Anyhoo, stay safe. As for your sister... *meh* Set her up then blackmail her back. Fight fire with fire I say. *evil grin*
Take care. Talk again soon. *tackle hugs* (read that somewhere before, seems like the thing to do in this situation!)
-Rav
Pheonix791989
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my dad's being a ******* again today. He tells us to make spagettie and meatballs but leaves us with no directions or when to do what and then says we screwed it up. he's also ******* at me because my french isnt perfect. News flash, I am not nor in any way will ever be perfect. Not now, not ever.
This is suposed to be the christmas season but the only thing thats really christmas-ey other then the tree, is me and all I do is sing little drummer boy. It seems like the christmas spirit has passed by this **** house rather quick. I just wanna take a candy cane and shove it up my dad's ***. I cant wait untill I can go back to school (never thought I'd say those words) Then I wouldnt have to listen to my dad ***** about how we never do anything and then turn around and complain how we didnt do something right. I wish that for once, my dad would have to go through what I go through. You know school and then home, he wouldnt last a day dealing with preppy *******, sadistic and sarcastic teachers, jocks who think they're better then everyone else, and jammed lockers.
Speaking of being ****** off, My aunt came today and now I'm kicked out of my bed. She screamed ****** **** when she woke up to Rob again. Its classic! (falls over laughing) She brought her **** dog that peed all over my pic of rob from ITE. I had to throw it away and wash the carpet because of that *** forsaken **** mutt. If I had my way, my dogs would have eaten that mutt already. I have four dogs who are my babies. They're all boxer dogs and their names are Bam (oldest) Benji (2nd oldest) BBB (younger one) and Seth (the newest boy) then there are my two kittens chazy and mikey. Chazy always kicks Mikey's ****. its funny.
This is suposed to be the christmas season but the only thing thats really christmas-ey other then the tree, is me and all I do is sing little drummer boy. It seems like the christmas spirit has passed by this **** house rather quick. I just wanna take a candy cane and shove it up my dad's ***. I cant wait untill I can go back to school (never thought I'd say those words) Then I wouldnt have to listen to my dad ***** about how we never do anything and then turn around and complain how we didnt do something right. I wish that for once, my dad would have to go through what I go through. You know school and then home, he wouldnt last a day dealing with preppy *******, sadistic and sarcastic teachers, jocks who think they're better then everyone else, and jammed lockers.
Speaking of being ****** off, My aunt came today and now I'm kicked out of my bed. She screamed ****** **** when she woke up to Rob again. Its classic! (falls over laughing) She brought her **** dog that peed all over my pic of rob from ITE. I had to throw it away and wash the carpet because of that *** forsaken **** mutt. If I had my way, my dogs would have eaten that mutt already. I have four dogs who are my babies. They're all boxer dogs and their names are Bam (oldest) Benji (2nd oldest) BBB (younger one) and Seth (the newest boy) then there are my two kittens chazy and mikey. Chazy always kicks Mikey's ****. its funny.
Pheonix791989
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Well its christmas eve and I'm really ******. My dad is being a jack *** and (well what else is new) Just watching the viva la bam marathon on MTV its one of the greatest gifts ever *tear* well my dad has to work tomorrow morning and I dont get to open any presents untill christmas night. (pouts) watch the present I open up be like socks or something ><. I finished all of my french work, my dogs are running around like they have ADHD or sumthin, my cats keep knocking off my power ranger ornaments from the bottom of the tree. My aunts dog peed on the presents that were over by the window so those are ruined. **** half-breed. *yesh I sound like sesshomaru*I went skateboarding yesterday and today it was fun. I landed an Airwalk over a spine on the quarter pipe, its taken me forever to do that. My oldest dog, bam was helping me skate but the guys ended up putting that fake hairspray on him so he had green and red streaks. poor guy.
Ravynlee
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Hey my girl, *grins* (apologies, it's maternal instinct kicking in some 16 years later , oh well, better late than never I suppose)
Hey, sounds like you're having a real bad time of Xmas. It's okay, I'm boycotting it next year so if you want to join the revolution feel free.
But still, at least there were high points. What happened to Bam (your dog) cracked me up, poor ******. Still, funny to see I guess. Pity you didn't get a photo of that... hehehe, poor traumatised animal. Hmm.
I have no idea what that airwalk half-pipe jargon equates to in the visual sense but it sounds impressive anyway. Am happy for you for achieving that, obviously you've been working a while on it, so *cheers!* for Phi! *yayness!*
What else did y'all get? How's things today? Hope all is well now that it's practically over (is for us in Australia, and has been all day). Hopefully things start going back to normal for you and you at least get your room back, huh?
And after our conversation ealier today I went and got AIM, so now there's no excuse! *grins* You know I'm online A LOT so should y'all need/have the oppertunity to talk/vent/whatever, feel free. That's what friends are for *breaks into song*
*ahem* I'm no Chester Bennington so I'll stop that right now.
Well, take care *squeeze hugs* and talk again soon.
-Rav
(aka, your Mummy. Um, I guess 'Mommy' over there *chuckles* sounds so silly when I say it, sounds like I have a cold or something... )
, oh well, better late than never I suppose)Hey, sounds like you're having a real bad time of Xmas. It's okay, I'm boycotting it next year so if you want to join the revolution feel free.
But still, at least there were high points. What happened to Bam (your dog) cracked me up, poor ******. Still, funny to see I guess. Pity you didn't get a photo of that... hehehe, poor traumatised animal. Hmm.
I have no idea what that airwalk half-pipe jargon equates to in the visual sense but it sounds impressive anyway. Am happy for you for achieving that, obviously you've been working a while on it, so *cheers!* for Phi! *yayness!*
What else did y'all get? How's things today? Hope all is well now that it's practically over (is for us in Australia, and has been all day). Hopefully things start going back to normal for you and you at least get your room back, huh?
And after our conversation ealier today I went and got AIM, so now there's no excuse! *grins* You know I'm online A LOT so should y'all need/have the oppertunity to talk/vent/whatever, feel free. That's what friends are for *breaks into song*
*ahem* I'm no Chester Bennington so I'll stop that right now.
Well, take care *squeeze hugs* and talk again soon.
-Rav
(aka, your Mummy. Um, I guess 'Mommy' over there *chuckles* sounds so silly when I say it, sounds like I have a cold or something...
)
Pheonix791989
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naw I called my mom mum too. being of my irish half. when I get mad I go beserk and start with the irish accent, its kinda funny if you havent seen me blow up before. (which has only happened three times last year) I'm a pretty paitent kid but if you say the wrong thing then watch out. I can only bet that the lord has a temper like that.
as far as christmas I got a game that I cant play, a black matix hat (which I'm wearing backwards) new headphones that I can do my art work on and wear when I have a gig to play, fuzzy socks (they are awesome) and *** knows how much cash and giftcards. I also got Nartuo books 2-4 so now I have four books. n_n thats cool. My poor dogs got stuck going to grandma Lib's house with me so my grandmas three dogs had a field day with my brood. then my uncle ryan gave me a drum set!! one that's just like robs!! boy my dad wasnt happy about that. I had to put it up in the attic but I can still play it (yippee! jumps like a moron) I found out my prom date but I dont know if I want to go. ah well. its all good.
as far as christmas I got a game that I cant play, a black matix hat (which I'm wearing backwards) new headphones that I can do my art work on and wear when I have a gig to play, fuzzy socks (they are awesome) and *** knows how much cash and giftcards. I also got Nartuo books 2-4 so now I have four books. n_n thats cool. My poor dogs got stuck going to grandma Lib's house with me so my grandmas three dogs had a field day with my brood. then my uncle ryan gave me a drum set!! one that's just like robs!! boy my dad wasnt happy about that. I had to put it up in the attic but I can still play it (yippee! jumps like a moron) I found out my prom date but I dont know if I want to go. ah well. its all good.
Black_Angel
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Yay for your Rob-themed gifts!! Wish I had a black matix hat...
Haha everyone seems to get socks for Christmas
Haha everyone seems to get socks for Christmas
Pheonix791989
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yeah it rocked. since my sixteenth b-day sucked *****, my family tried to make up for it in christmas gifts. either way its still cool