woodyloveslinkin
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I reiterate what Lisa I think said about your height "How do you walk with such tiny feet?" Lol. I'm tryng to be back. PMed you on your Sims2 account. Hope Brian is well.
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Ravynlee
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Haha... awww if you think that's funny you should see me attempt to get around in heels! It's in a word - terrifying!
Trying to be back? Well good, 'bout time anyway!
Yup will check my MTS2 account next. Have been preoccupied playing it (Sims 2) with the new expansion pack that came out two days ago so reality just went out the window so have to get myself back on track now. Meh.
As for Brian *shrugs* he says hi. Oh and can you come and rescue him. He doesn't like it in the doghouse apparently
XDDD
*hugs*
crazy robster
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Sis... we haven't chatted for like...centuries...or should I say...millenniums? That's how long it seems to me. I know it's hard for you as it is for me but don't you worry my sis, I'm always here and I'll wait for as long as it takes. I don't even know why I'm posting this since I know you won't see it BEFORE we get to chat on MSN again but I need to get it off me and this is the most appropriate place I guess... I miss you so incredibly much my twin sister!! It sucks as **** when you're not around... I worry for you and I pray for you every minute of the day. I love you, your Rob loving sister is always here and always will be here for you! We're twins, remember? I'm incomplete without my sis. *** bless you and keep you you are the most angelic creature that walks on the face of earth. No one like my sis... And I want to dedicate these lines to you once again: "Yeah I know it hurts, yeah I know you're scared, walking down the road that leads to who knows where? Don't you hang your head, don't you give up yet, when courage starts to disappear, I will be right here..."
Love you immeasurably
Your sister Jojo <3 <3 <3
Love you immeasurably
Your sister Jojo <3 <3 <3
Ravynlee
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Thanks sis. I love you too, beyond words in fact.
Well I know its been ages but for those of you who didn't know I recently had a family tradegy. My mother and aunt both had major heart attacks on the same day almost four weeks ago - and it killed them both. Incredibly my mother was revived against all odds and underwent a triple coronary arterial bypass graft (triple bypass) three weeks later and today was released from hospital. My mum was lucky. Despite the fact her heart stopped for 4 minutes, despite pneumonia, fluid building on her lungs, and the fact that part of her right lung had collapsed she lived. Her younger sister did not.
My aunt Lola lived in the country same as my mother, there was two years age difference between them, and for no reason at all both sisters suffered major heart attacks on the very same day barely two hours apart... they were both rushed to hospital where they were revived and later transfered to seperate hospitals in Sydney. Unfortunately though aunt Lola had been revived the oxygen did not get to her brain in time and she was later declared braindead. She was kept on life support for four agonizing days while her children deliberated waiting for signs of hope. My brother and I flew out to be with mum and two days after their heart attack we visited aunt Lola in ICU and it was the most heartwrenching thing to see a woman I once knew to be so strong and defiant twitching and jumping and restrained to a bed with her eyes open knowing she was already gone.
There was barely four minutes difference between her state and what happened to my mum. Two days later she passed away.
My mum woke up without any short term memory of what happened to her - and despite the fact I remined by her side night and day for near 4 weeks it was hard to sit by her through the rollercoaster of her recovery from her heart attack, having in many respects to become her mother and repeat answers to her questions, keep her calm, help her eat and drink and all the while being mindful that she could have another heart attack at any time and that this one would without doubt kill her as it should have already.
Her doctors were literally stunned. They took us aside the day after she was admitted and still unconscious and told us he didn't know why she was still alive. Her father, my pop Frank, had died of a massive heart attack when I was a small kid at almost the exact same age as my mother now is. It shook us all up.
Despite this, and after my aunt had passed away and her body was transported back to NSW to be buried, I didn't leave my mum's side. It was hard but as scared as I was that I was gonna lose her at any time again I was also determined that regardless what happened, whether she lived or died, she would not go through any of it alone. So I stayed.
The rest of my family for various reasons eventually went back to their homes and got on with life. I couldn't. Mum was faced with a life-threatening surgery and had been abandonned by her husband (my step dad) who went home and left both my mum and me (me without even a roof over my head and in a strange city thousands of kilometres from my home) because he needed in his words ' a break.' Pnuemonia kept delaying her surgery. The doctors were faced with having to operate on her despite her frail lungs for fear her heart wouldn't cope much longer with the stress. Luckily my aunt Jan on my estranged biological "father"'s side flew down last Tuesday to be with me while mum underwent her triple bypass.
Those 5 and a half hours were the longest in my life.
This morning my mum was released from St George Public Hospital and I am home in QLD again. Without the support of my aunt Jan and my best friends Chrissy and Mel back here at home I would not have endured, I'm sure of it. Mum's up and walking around, again defying the odds, a week and a half after her younger sister lays in the cemetary next to their father my Pop Frank, despite her ongoing pneumonia, despite her broken sternum (recieved during her lifesaving CPR nearly a month ago) and despite half a collapsed lung. These last four weeks have been long and trying and indescribably hard and lonely but through it I still have my mum. For that I am grateful. Regardless the cost on me financially, emotionally, mentally and otherwise I would do it all again. I have missed this place and my close friends here who know who they are, but really I had no choice. I may not be online again for a while after this as I have many debts to pay now in my absence but I couldn't go on not letting those of you who cared to know what had kept me away from what had been my second home.
Missed you guys. Love to all. Merry Christmas and have a happy new year too. I will because I still have my mum. When all is said and done it doesn't compare to anything else that I could ask for.
<3 to all.
Hopefully will talk again soon.
And to my sis I love you. Your messages and thoughts you sent everyday gave me more strength than you know. Thanks will never be enough. Hopefully we can catch up again soon. I have missed you immeasurably. To Sarah also thanks for the calls and ensuring despite everything going on in the world you were doing your part to keep me sane. Bless ya.
My mum and I three days before surgery;
http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/e010ec3b1d5ca200bb6a9ce209750fbe.jpg
~Rav
Well I know its been ages but for those of you who didn't know I recently had a family tradegy. My mother and aunt both had major heart attacks on the same day almost four weeks ago - and it killed them both. Incredibly my mother was revived against all odds and underwent a triple coronary arterial bypass graft (triple bypass) three weeks later and today was released from hospital. My mum was lucky. Despite the fact her heart stopped for 4 minutes, despite pneumonia, fluid building on her lungs, and the fact that part of her right lung had collapsed she lived. Her younger sister did not.
My aunt Lola lived in the country same as my mother, there was two years age difference between them, and for no reason at all both sisters suffered major heart attacks on the very same day barely two hours apart... they were both rushed to hospital where they were revived and later transfered to seperate hospitals in Sydney. Unfortunately though aunt Lola had been revived the oxygen did not get to her brain in time and she was later declared braindead. She was kept on life support for four agonizing days while her children deliberated waiting for signs of hope. My brother and I flew out to be with mum and two days after their heart attack we visited aunt Lola in ICU and it was the most heartwrenching thing to see a woman I once knew to be so strong and defiant twitching and jumping and restrained to a bed with her eyes open knowing she was already gone.
There was barely four minutes difference between her state and what happened to my mum. Two days later she passed away.
My mum woke up without any short term memory of what happened to her - and despite the fact I remined by her side night and day for near 4 weeks it was hard to sit by her through the rollercoaster of her recovery from her heart attack, having in many respects to become her mother and repeat answers to her questions, keep her calm, help her eat and drink and all the while being mindful that she could have another heart attack at any time and that this one would without doubt kill her as it should have already.
Her doctors were literally stunned. They took us aside the day after she was admitted and still unconscious and told us he didn't know why she was still alive. Her father, my pop Frank, had died of a massive heart attack when I was a small kid at almost the exact same age as my mother now is. It shook us all up.
Despite this, and after my aunt had passed away and her body was transported back to NSW to be buried, I didn't leave my mum's side. It was hard but as scared as I was that I was gonna lose her at any time again I was also determined that regardless what happened, whether she lived or died, she would not go through any of it alone. So I stayed.
The rest of my family for various reasons eventually went back to their homes and got on with life. I couldn't. Mum was faced with a life-threatening surgery and had been abandonned by her husband (my step dad) who went home and left both my mum and me (me without even a roof over my head and in a strange city thousands of kilometres from my home) because he needed in his words ' a break.' Pnuemonia kept delaying her surgery. The doctors were faced with having to operate on her despite her frail lungs for fear her heart wouldn't cope much longer with the stress. Luckily my aunt Jan on my estranged biological "father"'s side flew down last Tuesday to be with me while mum underwent her triple bypass.
Those 5 and a half hours were the longest in my life.
This morning my mum was released from St George Public Hospital and I am home in QLD again. Without the support of my aunt Jan and my best friends Chrissy and Mel back here at home I would not have endured, I'm sure of it. Mum's up and walking around, again defying the odds, a week and a half after her younger sister lays in the cemetary next to their father my Pop Frank, despite her ongoing pneumonia, despite her broken sternum (recieved during her lifesaving CPR nearly a month ago) and despite half a collapsed lung. These last four weeks have been long and trying and indescribably hard and lonely but through it I still have my mum. For that I am grateful. Regardless the cost on me financially, emotionally, mentally and otherwise I would do it all again. I have missed this place and my close friends here who know who they are, but really I had no choice. I may not be online again for a while after this as I have many debts to pay now in my absence but I couldn't go on not letting those of you who cared to know what had kept me away from what had been my second home.
Missed you guys. Love to all. Merry Christmas and have a happy new year too. I will because I still have my mum. When all is said and done it doesn't compare to anything else that I could ask for.
<3 to all.
Hopefully will talk again soon.
And to my sis I love you. Your messages and thoughts you sent everyday gave me more strength than you know. Thanks will never be enough. Hopefully we can catch up again soon. I have missed you immeasurably. To Sarah also thanks for the calls and ensuring despite everything going on in the world you were doing your part to keep me sane. Bless ya.
My mum and I three days before surgery;
http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/e010ec3b1d5ca200bb6a9ce209750fbe.jpg
~Rav
crazy robster
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My angel!!!! *cries* My sister, my pride and joy!!! I'm too moved to organise my thoughts and say something substantial here...YOU'RE BACK!!! I missed you like **** and I'm not ashamed to admit that I cried a lot all this time, missing you and worrying for you!!! But it's all good now and I love you too, and our wire worked OK as it seems...*sniffle* I should thank Petie he has been MY sanity all this time you've been away, oh it was so hard for me my sis you wouldn't believe...no I think you could, we're twins and all, you suffer, I suffer...TWINSIES!!! I'm here waiting for you with open arms my sis!!! *** bless you I love you immeasurably too!!!!
Your twin sis
Jojo <3 <3 <3
Your twin sis
Jojo <3 <3 <3
Peterdea
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i hope everythings fine now. I'm glad you mum made it against the odds. Andi can tel your realy strong, cuz if i was ever in tha position, i'd almost definantly go insane!
sorry it must sound wierd comming from someone you dont know! lol!
so i havnt realy introduced myself to you, my names Peter i found out what was going on through Jojo and i actualy got so used to hearing it i was asking her for updates every couple of days.
lol i must sound like a wierd freak to you. sorry.
sorry it must sound wierd comming from someone you dont know! lol!
so i havnt realy introduced myself to you, my names Peter
i found out what was going on through Jojo and i actualy got so used to hearing it i was asking her for updates every couple of days.lol i must sound like a wierd freak to you. sorry.
Greyfoxx
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woah mum.....i'll glad your mum is okay and i can honestly say i'm very sorry for what happened to your aunt. jeez. no wonder you haven't been on.
*OH! Don't worry about peter....he's neat and not that much of a freak!!! ^_^*
Hope to see ya back on here regularly
Your loving daughter
~~Foxxy-Lady~~
*OH! Don't worry about peter....he's neat and not that much of a freak!!! ^_^*
Hope to see ya back on here regularly
Your loving daughter
~~Foxxy-Lady~~
Ravynlee
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Thanks guys, and I hope to be on a while too but realistically I'm living day-to-day here. I'm surprised my phone's still on (I'm the last person on the face of the planet still using dial-up I'm sure!) so each post at the moment is a blessing - and could be my last for a while, at least til I get the bills paid *groan*
Gawd I hate Christmas!
Anyway Peter, thanks for the kind words. Haha, no its not strange, its touching actually. Funnily enough my sis keeps me informed about you too so likewise I feel I sorta know you too despite the fact we we've never actually spoken... til now. Bless ya. Everyone's kind thoughts mean a lot. Missed yas all. But as far as being a freak goes, join the club I say
But as for being strong - nope. I just did what I had to. That's what you do for the ones you love. Doesn't matter the cost, personal, financial or otherwise. I know not everyone has that opinion but its just my opinion. I didn't even really think about it. All I was focussed on was getting my mum through. There's always gonna be bills and stuff but I'll never have another mum. But thanks for the kudos.
<3
My sis thanks is never enough. Words in fact are never enough. **** of a statement coming from a self-confessed ranter. Well, rant? I dunno. But despite this I am and will always be eternally grateful to you for just being you... <3 <3 <3
And to my Foxxy - *suffocating hugs* Love you too. Family's everything Hope's all well with you too. Hope to talk again roolly soon.
~Rav
Gawd I hate Christmas!
Anyway Peter, thanks for the kind words. Haha, no its not strange, its touching actually. Funnily enough my sis keeps me informed about you too so likewise I feel I sorta know you too despite the fact we we've never actually spoken... til now. Bless ya. Everyone's kind thoughts mean a lot. Missed yas all. But as far as being a freak goes, join the club I say
But as for being strong - nope. I just did what I had to. That's what you do for the ones you love. Doesn't matter the cost, personal, financial or otherwise. I know not everyone has that opinion but its just my opinion. I didn't even really think about it. All I was focussed on was getting my mum through. There's always gonna be bills and stuff but I'll never have another mum. But thanks for the kudos.
<3
My sis thanks is never enough. Words in fact are never enough. **** of a statement coming from a self-confessed ranter. Well, rant? I dunno. But despite this I am and will always be eternally grateful to you for just being you... <3 <3 <3
And to my Foxxy - *suffocating hugs* Love you too. Family's everything
Hope's all well with you too. Hope to talk again roolly soon.~Rav
Pheonix791989
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wow what a **** of a ride. Hope alls well now, for the most part. yeah its been a while. im glad we got the chance to catch up.
woodyloveslinkin
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Anthea and I are currently drunk out of our heads. We are waiting until midnight until we can light the sparklers and run around the backyard with her neighbour, while drinking cruisers or whatever we can get or hands on.
I know I shouldm't be drinking but I can get away with more **** than my original mother thinks so. Um.... I can't be bothered going to my photobucket and grabbing the only bothered-uploaded picture of Miffy the evil kitten who likes to claw me 5 in the morning, in which now I have scratch marks al up my legs, because my legs are ladder...thus, we got a water bottle to squirt her everytime she ****** me off...it's only because I'm here mother...and only..
Um... Anthea's giving me evil stares for apparent reason, maybe it's got to do with something about me trying to hook her up with Brian...,.I don't think she likes him for some odd reason....Can you think of why she would think that??? And now I'm being drawn on with "Brian Molko is a girl"....poor me...
I don't think those lollies we had, are doing us anygood...I feel sympathy for the neighbours around here.
I had to do a very distressing scene in Vicarious where just put it this way... Rob and Rav are getting a bit close and I was trying hard not to throw up...
Any way tootles, listening to Evanescence can't wait to wake up with a hang over (...not) love always your enstranged daughter and her pyscotic friend...Anthea...
MWUHUHHUH !! Like my friend Sarah said to me, THE EVIL SANTAS HAVE COME !!!
I know I shouldm't be drinking but I can get away with more **** than my original mother thinks so. Um.... I can't be bothered going to my photobucket and grabbing the only bothered-uploaded picture of Miffy the evil kitten who likes to claw me 5 in the morning, in which now I have scratch marks al up my legs, because my legs are ladder...thus, we got a water bottle to squirt her everytime she ****** me off...it's only because I'm here mother...and only..
Um... Anthea's giving me evil stares for apparent reason, maybe it's got to do with something about me trying to hook her up with Brian...,.I don't think she likes him for some odd reason....Can you think of why she would think that??? And now I'm being drawn on with "Brian Molko is a girl"....poor me...
I don't think those lollies we had, are doing us anygood...I feel sympathy for the neighbours around here.
I had to do a very distressing scene in Vicarious where just put it this way... Rob and Rav are getting a bit close and I was trying hard not to throw up...
Any way tootles, listening to Evanescence can't wait to wake up with a hang over (...not) love always your enstranged daughter and her pyscotic friend...Anthea...
MWUHUHHUH !! Like my friend Sarah said to me, THE EVIL SANTAS HAVE COME !!!