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Roxy

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yesterdays update:

No more EM, a raise and perhaps a starbucks job...

I love marcelo. I really do.

Today i had to decide whether or not to check the voicemails. Of course EVERY woman i know told me to check them.

So i thought, i will just check and see how MANY there are but not listen to any. Of course i checked and there were TEN Messages !

So i had to lsiten to just one. Because i mean if you have 9 unheard and one heard, then you will probably just think that its a glitch or something. because he doesnt know i know the code.

Anywho the voicemail i heard consisted of her crying saying I love you, why wont you talk to me anymore ? I miss you, please just talk to me. Then she says i want my money and dont see me anymore. i dont ever wanna see you again.

I hung up and didnt listen to anymore. Though i wanted and still want to.

I called him and asked if he spoke to and or paid her yet... he said he did, she came to his HOUSE yesterday, he told his sister he didnt wanna talk to her. and he borrowed $300 to pay her and he asked his sis to give it to her . he grabbed his car key and left, on the way out he told her (em) to never speak to him again, and she can get her money from his sister, and he left, he went to ross and didnt come back for a long time.

While she was at his house she took the phone number for Di Napoli's off of the magnet that was there. He thinks she will be calling me soon. If she does i will just be like, look dont call me or him ever again. He loves me and wants to be with me, this is why he broke up with you before he even started seeeing me. So leave him alone, you cant make him care for you if he doesnt want to. and i will hang up. I told this to marcelo, hes worried she will say something bad to me. I explained to him that i know she will and if she does then too bad i deal with it at work al the time from customers and even at home.

so i feel better because now he isnt talking to her anymore and he and i are better we spoke today and We talked about how good we feel. i said thanks to him and he aid thanks to me. Things are good now.

Well thats not all that went on today...

I got paid today and found out on my next check i will start getting $7.50 Per hour.... thats a 50 cent raise !!! It worked i got my raise !!!

I bought my buss pass and some school supplies i found out next month the buss passes will go up to $48 / month. :( Thats $8 more then now.. ah man i really need to get my license.

I also found out that starbucks called my work yesterday to speak with isabella, but she wasnt there cuz she works tonight. so they said they will call back tonight... of course tonight she isnt there cuz she hurt her foot. So she said to give them her cell phone number and she will be taking calls on her cell tonight because she couldnt make it in. I put notes on every phone and told everyone to have anyone call her cell. anyone who calls her. So hopefully it goes good and i get a call back.

Oh and carlos called me today - he needs a place to stay. Mariana will have to go soon, i will tell her tonight. Carlos said he will give my mom some money to stay here and he didnt want to ask forhelp, i have always ALWAYS told him if he needs a place to stay he can always come here, for the last 6 years i've told him this.

P.s. I love marcelo !!!

 

Roxy

New member
First one today:

I got the starbucks job !!!

Agenda for tomorrow:

Call and ask theresa if she wants to go, if i dont know by tonight.

Use moms atm card.

Go to the bank, get out $80 from the atm.

Deposit her checks.

Go inside and change $20for quarters.

Go to the post office.

Get a $50 money order and put in in lennys envelope.

Buy stamps with remaining $10.

Put stamps on lennys envelope and dell payment.

Go to the mall.

Buy black pants and black shoes for starbucks job, using moms atm card.

 

stupidsoul1

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WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEAH!!!!!!!

*has a party* that is awesome news!!!!! congrats

i guess that one message was the only one you needed to hear

yay ^___________^ you must feel really happy

 

Roxy

New member
I know im so ******* happy...

Today, before i got the call i bought:

a humping chihuahua

The letter R charm for Marcelos chain.

A simpsons bobble thingy that talks.

a wind chime that says hot in chinese and has a sun on it (b day gift for step mom)

and a mug that has happy bunnies but that says bottoms up. (B day gift for dad)

 

Roxy

New member
random thoughts.

Okay so carlos will be staying with us soon.

Mariana got her stuff and she left today.

I called carlos, i wanna talk about possibly getting a place with him, once i get going with my job at starbucks.

If not him, then perhaps marcelo, or both, me and marcelo can have one room and he can have the other.

It would be nice, but doubtful, i dunno.

6 months isnt very longbefore you move in with someone.

TodaY I went to the mall I bought a black polo shirt, some black shoes and black pants, as well as a hat for marcelo. I had fun, i was with theresa, she got me the hat for like $6... it was on clearance PLUS she had a discount at hot topic since she works there and all.

Ugh and my sister came over and just let her kids run wild while she talked on the phone the whole time, so not only did i have to take care of my mom but my niece and nephew too, im tired of it so i stayed in my room the rest of the night.

OH and Ariana found my chain !!! OMG i am so happy now.

Yea and i spoke to my mom about if marcelo stayed the night, he can sleep in my bed if thats how i want it, she said im over 18 so it doesnt matter, as long as i want to.

Anywho, im gonna call marcelo again.

 

Roxy

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I forgot to update this one... so here i go.. my last few updates in two posts.

August 5th 6:56 pm

Hm.........

So Marcelo came over for dinner, i made him twicebaked potatoes, chicken and corn. He loved it and wants me to teach his sister how to make twice baked potatoes. He doesnt get american food often.

And wtf ? He brought my mom 2 DOZEN ROSES, he knows i want flowers, yet he brought her two dozen roses.... for her foot gah.

Anyways it was nice having him here, i will see him tonight and hopefully he stays the night here, again. My mom said if i wanted him to sleep in my room its okay, its also okay if i wanna close the door.

I love him.

August 8th 12:13 am

Tips.

I made $100 in tips this weekend. I owemy mom $94 because she lent me money to buy pants a shirt and shoes for the starbucks job. I agreed to pay her when i get paid. Im expecting around $225 when i get paid, since i got extra hours. Probably $200 or so after taxes.

I need to do this:

Pay phone bill = $60

Mom - $95

I also need clothes. Lately ive been buying nicer clothes, that fit better. since all my others are too big.

I also need to save for books, because i will be needing like $300 - $400 for books. Which, if i save from my next check and the one after i could have it all, if anything ic ould borriw unti lmy next check, not to mention starbucks checks... i could do it, if i used the $100 i have now on clothes and school stuff.

Well aside from money i worked the whole weekend. Marcelo came over friday and brought my mom 2 dozen roses. He stayed the night with me, and yes my mom was here. He slept in my room, with total privacy, it was great.

Saturday he wanted to and had intentions on staying but he had to go pick something up for his sister. Tonight i found out he ill have theyre house alone for thenext week, so hopefully i can break away from my mom. She is really driving me insane and its not even been a week. She cant walk, so i must cook and clean and do everything for her, and im by myself.

I cant stay here the whole day and night with my mom , we fight and i hate it.

I want to be alone with him this week, and i will be.

Today i pulled a surprise check on his phone, to see if "Ems" Number (his ex gf) Was in his phone or not. It wasnt, and im happy. I told him he could go through my phone if he likes, i dont care.

**** i need sleep. Its been a long day.

p.s.

Important date.

February 19th is the first day me and marcelo went out.

06:45 pm August 9th, 2005

capital one visa

So i got my first credit card. It has a $200 limit.

I figured that since i borrow money from my mom, and pay her back every payday.... Ive been doing it for like 9 months almost...

I figured if i did that with a credit card i would build my credit.

I just have to remember to order checks. so i can pay the bills.

So hopefully this is a good thing.

 

Roxy

New member
August 10th 3:13 pm

ANGER

1. Who did you last get angry with? My Sister

2. What is your weapon of choice? Looks

3. Would you hit a member of the opposite ***? I have.

4. How about of the same ***? I have also done that.

5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you? My sister.

6. What is your pet peeve? Annoying Customers, and fake hoes.

7. Do you keep grudges? Sure i do.

SLOTH

1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time? Use my inhaler, i just wait till im about to die of an attack. Using it daily is sposed to prevent attacks *rolls eyes*

2. What is the latest you've ever woken up? 4. But it doesnt count if you stayed up almost 2 days before that.

3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't: Lirinia, shes in brazil the time difference and all... oh please who am i kidding ? I just dont wanna buy the phone card.

4. What is the last lame excuse you made? My friend wanted me to come watch a movie with her. (used at 11pm on a monday.)

5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through (one of the long ones)? Yup. Pathetic i know.

6. When was the last time you got a good workout in? Moshing at the warped Tour.

7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today ? 0 its summer i have no reason for the alarm.

GLUTTONY

1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice? Mocha Frapachino, or a strawberry bannana Smoothie.

2. Meat eater? Yup.

3. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event? A whole bottle of wine and half a bottle of green apple smirnoff vodka straight from the bottle then some mixed in my 7 up. All within 2 hours.

4. Have you ever used a professional diet company? nope, i can do it on my own.

5. Do you have an issue with your weight? "Issue" ? I would like to be skinnier but im happy how i am right now, i am 100% better then before.

6. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods? Depends on my mood.

7. Have you ever looked at a small house pet or child and thought, "LUNCH"? yes but it had nothing to do with the child or the pet.

****

1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)? 6, all men.

2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)? 6, all men.

3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation? Yup, both genders though.

4. Have you "done it"? yup, with 2 different guys.

5. What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice? Mind.

6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute? no, ive been propositioned to BE a prostitute.

GREED

1. How many credit cards do you own? one + My atm / debit card.

2. What's your guilty pleasure store? Hot topic.

3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it? Buy a house, pay for culinary school, donate a little save some and buy nice things for family and friends, and live a comfortable life. In this time $1 million isnt too much money, it wouldnt suffice for my whole life. I would still work just not as much.

4. Rich, or famous? If You get rich you will become famous, if you become famous you become rich. so either is fine with me.

5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks? nope.

6. Have you ever stolen anything? Plenty of times.

7. How many MP3s are on your hard drive? 2.638

PRIDE

1. What one thing have you done that you're most proud of? Lost 60lbs in 8 months without help.

2. What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of? Lost weight and goneto college, and not had kids yet.

3. What thing would you like to accomplish in your life? Being successful with a great family.

4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place? If i constantely came in 2nd, yes i would be annoyed.

5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors? Yup, its easier to win ;)

6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score? plenty of times.

7. What did you do today that you're proud of? Didnt have seconds.

ENVY

1. What item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have for your own? Theresas confidence.

2. Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with? Charles Manson. I dunno, i hate trading spaces its a stupid show.

3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be? Myself, only skinner.

4. Have you ever been cheated on? Yes and it hurts.

5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own? Yes.

6. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself? Trusting people.

7. Do you wish you had come up with this survey? No.

august 10th 11:04 pm

So im watching friends. Rachels monica and phoebe are picking out monicas dress and rachel has a glass of wine, in a dress shop, tell me.. how realistic is this ?

So on monday Carlos is moving in. He will be staying here for a while.

Marcelo isnt very hppy about that. But it doesnt matter much because me and carlos have always been friends through thick and thin, literally. ups and downs. I always told him if he needed a place to stay my door is open.

Marcelo trust me, but he isnt happy about it.

So i remember being told something about no piercings at starbucks... but im not sure i shall ask again. Also must ask about nail polish and hair dyeing.

AND LAST... NEW PICS !!!

http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/3b393e73f9fb358d81b14ea5629496c4.jpg

Its the lighting, really im not this beautiful...

http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/0c42ee8e62bacd5c074a80ef7939b8ac.jpg

Watching tv haha...

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More tv....

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and a bit of wonder...

 

Roxy

New member
the cartilage on top of my ear, but the earing fell out a while ago andim not sure if i can wear it at starbucks (ill find out tomorrow) i got it when i was 16, but thats about all.

I know i suck.

 

Roxy

New member
6 Month anniversay with Marcelo, but first starbucks info.

On friday (the 12th) Was my first day at starbucks. We talked about the rules, all the benfits, uniforms discounts, general stuff like this:

good pay (8.25 / hour)

Tips.

FULL benfits (medical dental and vision) After 90 days.

30% off everything at any US starbucks.

40% For one week in dec. so we can buy gifts.

were called "Partners" Because we get stock.

401k and tuition reinbursement as well as vacation starts after a year.

Discounts on t mobile.

Free drinks while on the clock, 30 minutes before and 30 minutes after i work.

No Unnatural hair colors.

No piercings, only allowed a tounge piercing if you put a plastic retainer in it.

the cartilage is okay. only two in one ear.

No big rings, that can chip.

bracelts are fine.

no nail polish and hair pulled back away from my face.

no political pins on your apron.

Black or khacki pants

black or white collared shirt.

Saturday, i went to a workshop that basically covered everything we talked about on friday, and showed us how to do a coffee press, and we tried 5 different kinds of coffee.

One was the house blend, which we tried on friday. I also tried sumatra (i loved it before i started working there) Kenya, breakfast blend, and ethiopa sidamo. you try them black. Oh and we also tried a regular one like folgers, one you would find in stores. It was HORRIBLE in comparison. (We didnt know which was which) without all the sugar and creme the actual taste of the coffee is horrific. starbucks has a good taste. its premium coffe, this is what they said. thats why their prices are "slightely higher"

Anywho they want you to try every kind of coffee they have, everytime you try one you get a sticker to put in your coffee passport, a book of stickers. and when you finish it you give it to the manger they mail it in and you get a pin to put on your apron. The point of this is so you have had every coffee and you learn a little about every coffee when you taste it. You learn what it goes well with (fruity stuff, sweet stuff, cheese etc.) So that when people want to know what kind of coffee goes best with what kind of desert we will be able to obe knowledgable and help them.

Which brings me to another thing. the green apron book. It is 5 be's. Knowledgable, genuine, welcoming, involved, and considerate. When an employee sees you being one of these they can give you a card, and write to who and from whoever and why. when you get 5 of them, you give them to the manager and they mail them in and you get another pin to put on your apron. I see a trend here...

Today we just studied the book that has the basic directions, codes and register info. Such as T/xh2v%L Which is a tall decaf xtra hot double vanilla latte with 2% milk.

Tomorrow we start on the register. Im excited. Lately i havent been getting much sleep. all the caffiene i had one saturday really messed me up, i was cheery and high on happiness all night but as soon as i got off i was so tired. I slept the whole night (i had to work 10 am - midnight on sunday) I was in such a deep sleep and i didnt wake up at all, i forgot that marcelo was with me, i thought no one was home, i woke up and someone was next to me, i screamed, and marcelo woke up and was like... "Whats wrong??" Im all nothing, you scared me. I thought no one was here and i woke up and i seen you, i thought you were a stranger.

and Friday i was on a caffiene fix but then i couldnt sleep at night, even with marcelo holding me. The neighbors having a party at 3 am didnt help much.

Sunday night i slept good. I woke up this morning at 9 am, to go to work, i got off work at 6 pm, and i took the bus home. Carlos was supposed to come today but he is coming tomorrow.

oh i got $70 this weekend in tips. I gave $20 to my mom as part of what i owe her. I also have to pay for my e bay items as soon as i get paid.

I called my dad today and wished him happy birthday.

I work tomorrow at 7:15 - 11:15 pm. Marcelo stayed thenight friday and saturday night. I think this friday he will stay as well. It is our 6 month anniversary, so i should buy him gift. We might go out to eat. And saturday i work at 10 am - midnight. Sunday i work 11 - 3 at starbucks then 4 - midnight at dinapolies, though ill probably be late.

anywho i should go, this entry is way too long.

 

Roxy

New member
Voicemail.... again.

I checked his voicemail again... It was em, she asked him why he hasnt been calling, and maybe he is busy she knows and she asked him to make her a hawaiian pizza and she will pick it up tomorrow because she wants to see him. (this was left sunday night when he last worked at the resturaunt) He of course didnt make her one because he closes with me and he left with a pizza for him with a ton of meat on it. And the message was unheard. I Deleted it and sent him a new message telling him i was thinking of him. So there were 4 messages left not 3 in case he knew how many thre were.

This is starting to drive me mad. Why wont she get the hint and leave him alone ?

Oh ya i also get tuition reinbursement after a year of working with starbucks, i forgot to mention that. I got a fee waiver this semester though.

Tomorrow school starts, im off from starbucks tomorrow. I have a therapist appt at 5 which is good because i REALLY Need to go. I also get paid and im going to go to the mall to use my pac buck (Spend $50 at pac sun get $25 off), im gonna also try to buy some black and white low chucks (size 5 in mens) and buy marcelos anniversary gift, pay the $74 i owe my mom. put the money in my acct for my nirvana box set from e bay. and also cash the check to buy my face wash.

busy busy...

 

Roxy

New member
http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/cdcc94af8c4f2719a636b7ebaa2245da.jpg

awww Since im sick Marcelo was late to work because he stopped on his way over here and bought me 4lbs of red grapes 5lbs (12) apples and 2 dozen roses. He wants me to feel better. he knows red grapes / green apples are my fav fruit

 

Roxy

New member
you just gotta let it load, it worked for me. sometimes photobucket is stupid.

yes it is sweet. im so happy ya know.

 
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