The 'How You Feelin'' thread v6.0
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Linkin_lp_park
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At work, a little bored and hungry
MrsBennington-Delson
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gooood ^-^
woodyloveslinkin
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Overtired and cheeky.
Usiel
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Oh, that's a good feeling!!! Quite funny btw. I'd like to be completely drunk tomorrow at 15,30. Tomorrow my holidays will definitively finish and I will finish them with an "amazing" exam. I only have this exam, this opportunity if I want to go to Madrid to finish my studies, if not, if I don't pass it I don't know what I will do, 'cos I left everything in July: the college, the university. Seville has been the past along this summer and now I want Madrid will be my future, but I must pass this exam and I already failed it three times; tomorrow will be the fouth attempt... I'm nervious. I've studied hard but when I think I have only one "shot", I feel near to the death... now I know how Jimmy Smith Rabbit (Eminem) felt when he wrote "Lose Yourself"Drunk
.... ufff....:'(Oh, what a pretty sentence, full of quiet and... I don't know it. You have to be quite far away from me, dear, and, although I read all the posts, your comment has been brief but deep, these two feelings has travelled through the distance until where I'm... that's good; it's much better than with a few words you can say a whole world of feelings.... you should be writer. Sure. :thumbsup:Am good. At peace with the world. Life is good. I have much to be thankful for
woodyloveslinkin
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I just wanna wake up from this nightmare. I'm handling the breakup pretty badly still, both lover-like and friendship relationship. I thought I was handling it well until I saw him at uni, just a glimpse didn't say anything, made me angry and then I broke down. I'm a messpot, as my mother would put it. I just need ******* stability and I can't seem to find it. Trying to listen to Cradle of Filth to cheer me up but it's not working. I have to delete him out my head, he's just - a *******. I don't love him so why am I crying? I don't like him, why am I crying? Because it's still hurting and I'm angry as **** about it. I'm fearful at the same time. I'm gonna end up hurt someone and I'm going to end up in jail or something. I'm losing my mind..I'm losing my ******* mind...
Ravynlee
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Thanks. I am not usually know for brievity but it works on occasion. As for the 'should be a writer' bit, well, I try. I love to write I just need motivation half the time, no DIRECTION, that's the one. But anyway will get there. As sis tells me, think positive. Who would have known a year or two ago I was so depressed I was suicidal? Life now is awesome. I can't complain about anything. And the happier I feel about even the tiniest of things seems to attract more positives into my life. That fabled law of attraction, maybe, but I just know that when I smile and mean it, it makes me feel so much better when someone else sees it and smiles back and they seem to mean it too...
By the way, good luck with your exams. Remember, even 'Rabbit' made it in the end with perseverence (mind you he had to endure a LOT of **** first
) but have faith. You'll get where you have to be when you need to be there. *hugs* Keep us posted (good movie btw)Sarah: scroll back maybe 2 or 3 pages in your journal for my longwinded rant and read it. That's what I have to say to you again. Again; chin up. The worst is over now. *hugs* Stay strong. Hang in there.
Linkin_lp_park
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Good, gonna go to the gym again, since like.... 5 months or something XD
MrsBennington-Delson
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Im good ^^
Need some more The Used stuff ^^
Need some more The Used stuff ^^
littleblackstone
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Haha class only starts at October for me
good
good
Usiel
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Yeah!!!! YAhooooo!! It's done!! the exam is already done!! Uff, I feel 100 kilogrames slimmer... Now, I have to wait for the results (which I don't know what it is worseBy the way, good luck with your exams. Remember, even 'Rabbit' made it in the end with perseverence (mind you he had to endure a LOT of **** first
). The only thing I keep for me is that I did my best. I worked hard the whole summer, studying this subject... I couldn't do more. I'm sure about it. The fact is that if I don't pass, I don't know what I will do... I want to go to Madrid, I want to star a new life there, the life I left once... MADRID I WANTTT YOU!!!well, at least you don't have the post-holiday syndrome.
In my case, I'm anxious. I want to start again the university. Maybe this year I'm going to study to Madrid, the city where I was born and if everything goes fine, I will continue my degree there and I will live in a flat and not in a college... and I will have the opportunity to go to all LINKIN PARK's shows, ACDC' shows and who knows? maybe Metallica as welll!!! Ohh, ****, I CANNOT BE AS HAPPY AS I'M NOW!!!!ah well at first i didnt want to go, but it was better than i expectedwell, at least you don't have the post-holiday syndrome.
what study are you going to do @ uni?
Ravynlee
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How awesome is that? Congrats on the exams, all you can do is your best, and as for being happy well it's a **** good feeling isn't it? You have my thoughts and best wishes. All the best for Madrid (think positive) - and hope you have a blast!!
Me; sedate on the outside, excited within
woodyloveslinkin
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Great. Had a happy sleep and a long one of that and yeah, I get to laze around for two weeks doing nothing and then the holidays start!