speedthief
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woohoo!! Crystal and i are going out for the first date!
I'm hoping it won't be what my dad got from his Canadian wife's mum when she told her about coming to England, :lol:. "Don't go over there, he might be an axe murderer or summit"A bit nervous to tell her that I want to go over to England to see Matt, don't know what her reaction will be.
Because in this place, you look saneAm okay. Just okay. Feeling a bit... I don't know how to put it into words. Dissassociated sounds close but still not right. Just numb. Everything's the same. Work, eat, sleep, get up the next day, same thing all over again. Debts, stress, all of that. Living alone here on the hill surrounded by suburban mums and squealing kids of an afternoon and here I sit in a silent room staring at a blank page on the computer not able to say anything. Roll all that up into a ball, throw in a knot in the stomach, a low sense of self, and a dash of helplessness, and there you have it. A hint of it anyway.I almost feel like I've outgrown this place. Why did I come back then?